I still can't wrap my head around the fact that I'm mated to Jessi's ex-boyfriend. If she finds out, she's going to absolutely hate me, but honestly, that's not too different from how she feels about me now. It might even be a bit entertaining to watch her hatred intensify.
I was dreading going home. I can't stand it here, but since I have no other place to go, I had no choice but to head back. Aaron dropped me off at my house, and as I walked in, my mom rushed over, worry etched on her face. "Bella, where have you been? Are you okay? Did something happen to you?" Her voice was filled with concern, and I could feel the weight of her questions pressing down on me.
I glanced behind her and saw that everyone from the party had already left, which made sense. If Nathan wasn’t there, no one would stick around for me, and if he was, they'd all flock to him because, let's face it, he’s the one everyone wants to be around, not me.
Mom noticed my silence and demanded, "Bella, answer me! What’s wrong? Did you lose your voice?" Her urgency made my heart race.
Before I could even respond, Jessi's voice sliced through the tension in the room. "She probably did lose her voice. I mean, it’s midnight already, and she’s rejected; she probably lost both her powers and her voice," she said as she marched toward me, her eyes blazing with disdain. I felt a chill run down my spine. I've never understood why Jessi hates me so much when all I do is try to mind my own business and keep her out of my life but I guess it’s something I will never find out.
I scoffed, "Jokes on you, Jessi. I didn’t lose my voice."
"Then it’s a miracle! I’m so happy for you," she said, forcing a grin that was more of a grimace than anything genuine.
Mom, always eager to jump into the conversation, chimed in, "Jessi told me what happened with Nathan, and I’m so sorry, Bella."
"It’s fine."
"I know you’ve been wanting to have a future with him and you’ve planned everything but it just seems like that’s not what he wants," she said reminding me of the times I was delusional thinking I had already found the person I’ll be spending the rest of my life with. Mom continued to speak "You really shouldn’t be worried about him, he’s not meant for you, after all, guys like him are just so crazy, they chase after girls like you but when they see beauty..." Before she could finish her thought, I cut her off, practically shouting, "What?"
"Didn’t you hear her? She said guys chase after beauty—beautiful girls like me—forgetting girls like you. It’s sad, isn’t it?" Jessi pouted, her eyes sparkling with cruelty, clearly enjoying the moment.
I rolled my eyes, feeling the familiar frustration bubble up. Mom will always be mom; I can’t believe she’d say something so thoughtless. But honestly, I really shouldn’t be surprised. With Jessi around, it’s always about her and how stunning she is. There’s no denying it—she has those mesmerizing ocean-blue eyes that seem to pull everyone in, her skin is soft like silk, and her perfect brown hair flows effortlessly. Plus, her posture is so confident that it draws attention without her even trying. But for me, it’s a whole different story.
Just as I was about to defend myself, Jessi interrupted, "Anyways, do you mind giving me Nathan’s number? He left his underwear here, and I’m just wondering how I’ll give it back to him. Maybe I should just swing by his house. What do you think?"
A surge of anger coursed through me, her words echoing in my head like a bad song I couldn’t shake off. "You bitch."
"Jessi, mind your language," Mom interjected, her tone sharp.
Normally, I would just let it slide, but with Mom so quick to defend Jessi after everything that happened, I couldn’t hold back any longer. "You know Nathan was my boyfriend, but you still went after him like the whore you are!" I shot back, my voice trembling with a mix of hurt and rage.
"Bella, I said mind your language!" Mom growled at me, her eyes narrowing in that way that always made my stomach twist. She never sees any fault in Jessi, so I’m not surprised that she’s only yelling at me when Jessi is the real problem here, acting all high and mighty.
"It’s okay, Mom. She’s just upset because she lost her wolf powers. I understand," Jessi said, her smile as fake as the compliments she throws around.
I couldn’t help but chuckle, feeling a bit smug. "I have my powers."
"How do you have your powers when you’re rejected?" she asked, her tone dripping with disbelief.
"I got mated tonight to a really special guy," I said, letting the words hang in the air, knowing how much they would sting.
Jessi scoffed, rolling her eyes. "What kind of guy would want you after being rejected by your own boyfriend?"
"The kind that saw me and fell in love with me right away," I lied, just to burst her bubble and watch her face twist in annoyance.
Just then, as if he could sense the tension, Aaron walked up, saying, "Bella, you forgot your phone." I turned to him, noticing the look of shock on his face as he took in Jessi and my mom. He stood there holding my phone, staring at Jessi like she was a puzzle he couldn’t solve. I quickly snatched the phone from his hand, making his attention shift to me. With a confident grip, I held his hand tightly and declared, "Mom, Jessi, meet my mate, Aaron."
The expression on Jessi’s face was truly priceless. I had never seen her like that before, and it was incredibly satisfying to witness her swirl through a mix of emotions. Shifting my gaze to Aaron, I leaned in and planted a light kiss on his cheek. "Thanks for bringing me my phone. I’ll see you later today," I said, noticing the puzzled look in his eyes. It was clear he had a million questions racing through his mind about my sudden boldness, but I planned to explain everything in private.
As if he understood what I was doing, Aaron nodded, playing along with a smile. "Bye sweetheart, have a good sleep." As he turned to leave, Jessi’s eyes remained glued to him, filled with shock and disbelief. I reveled in her confusion; she probably thought I had lost everything tonight, but little did she know, I was still very much in the game.
As soon as Aaron was out of sight, I started to walk away, but Jessi couldn't help herself. "You and Aaron, you really think you scored with him, huh?" she taunted.
"Do I smell jealousy, Jessi?" I shot back, a smirk playing on my lips.
She scoffed, her tone dripping with disdain. "I’m not jealous; I just pity you because you have no idea what you’re in for. Aaron is not the guy for you."
"Oh, really, then who do you think is the guy for me?" I asked but she went silent. I smirked, sensing my opportunity to poke at her. "Just as I thought, you don’t want me with him because he’s your ex-boyfriend."
"He’s an ex for a reason," she shot back, her voice steady and serious. "But you know what? Go ahead and have fun with him. You’ll soon be wanting to leave when you realize why I’m no longer with him." Her words felt heavy, like a warning wrapped in layers of past hurt.
Even though Jessi often spewed nonsense, I couldn’t shake the feeling that her words had hit a nerve. A part of me considered her seriousness, wondering if there was something about Aaron I didn’t know. But another part of me was resolute, brushing off her claims as just another attempt to unsettle me.
Not wanting to give her the satisfaction of a reaction, I shrugged it off and said, "Whatever Jessi." I scoffed. I was determined not to let her scare me; she was just trying to rattle me, and I wouldn’t let her win.
Lucinda took a step towards Luca, and I panicked. "Don’t you dare come any closer." I pointed at her.She only laughed, taking another step. "Protective, I see. We’re going to get along really well."Her gaze shifted to Luca. His body seemed to weaken, as though her eyes alone carried too much power against him"Do you miss her?" She asked, still smirking as she moved closer. "Do you miss Madrid? Do you want her back?""No, he doesn’t." I stepped forward, voice firm. I know Luca can’t protect himself right now as he’s very weak so I just have to step up for him. "He doesn’t want her—and he doesn’t want you. So leave him alone Lucinda." My voice came louder than expected Lucinda scoffed. "I could kill you in a heartbeat. Don’t make me prove it." Her eyes flickered, and I flinched back in fear. She turned to Luca again, plastering on a false smile. "I know you miss her… and maybe missed me too. It’s great to see you again Luca.""What do you want, Lucinda?" Luca finally spoke, his to
I didn’t waste any time. I ran as fast as I could. The wind hit me hard, but I didn’t stop. I couldn’t stop. I needed to get to him as soon as possible.I wouldn’t let Lucinda near him. She’d already done too much damage. I wouldn’t let her hurt him again.I rushed into the room where Luca was supposed to be, only to find it empty. Velmira and the other helpers were there, but Luca wasn’t.My heart dropped. "Where is Luca?" I asked, panic creeping into my voice.Before they could answer, he stepped out of the bathroom. "Bella," He said, confused. "What’s going on? Why do you look so panicked?""You need to leave. Lucinda’s here." I saidThe tray Velmira was holding clattered to the floor, her eyes wide with shock. "What?""Yes, she’s here," I confirmed, then turned to Luca. "You should find a safe place to stay with Velmira and the others.""Okay, let’s go." He said urgently "No, she’s after you so you should go okay." I said "Well then come with me," He said as he stepped closer, r
I jumped out of the chair "Amaya!" I exclaimed rushing to hug her.She held me tightly. "Bella, it’s so good to see you again," She said warmly."You too," I replied. Amaya is the perfect person I needed to meet right now. Since she’s Luca’s mother, I am certain she’d know exactly what I need to do. Pulling out of the hug, she asked "I don’t know if I have much time here so tell me everything.""What do you mean?" I asked confused "Did you break out of the cell?""Oh no, I didn’t, I can’t take that risk. The cell just opened and Noah and I walked right out of it. There were no security guards around and I couldn’t wait any longer to check on you guys so I just walked out." She explained "And then someone told me you’re here so I came.""Ohh." Was all I could say "But isn’t it strange that it just opened like that?""It is but that’s not the point right now. Tell me about Luca, is he getting any better?"I sighed heartily "You need to sit for this.""What happened?" Her voice hardened
“I hate myself. I hate myself” I repeated, as tears streamed down my face. I screamed my lungs out. I did it again. And again, and again but I didn’t feel any better. My heart was heavy… too heavy that I couldn’t bring myself to stop crying or even feel the slightest bitterness. Why me? Why me God?Each time I fall in love something bad just has to happen. Am I not destined to be loved and in love? Am I not worthy of love? Am I not deserving of that peaceful love?More tears streamed down my face. I felt miserable. One moment I was happy that Luca loves me but another moment I felt awful because he can’t love me. He just has to let go…. Stop loving me. Stop seeing me and never ever love again.My heart shattered as I thought about it. My throat was closing up, and I felt as if I was losing my mind. Nothing made me feel any better. I fell to the ground crying. I couldn’t even take myself to my room to cry, that was how miserable I was.I know I have to do it anyway— I have to talk
I kept pacing around, trying my hardest for contain myself. I don’t think I can do this. But I have to…. I just have to. My heart felt heavy and my stomach twisted. I have been thinking about how I’ll meet Luca and end things with him. I don’t even know how I’ll start the conversation. How I’ll tell him I have to leave him without telling him the reason why.Velmira said I have to be as harsh as possible but can I? He’s already been through a lot of pain. I don’t think I can bring myself to hurt him. I should be the one caring for him, loving him but not hurting him. But at this point, hurting him is the only way I can care for him.I took a deep breath. “I just have to do this.” I reminded myself. Like a snail, I slowly walked up to the room where Luca was resting. I knocked before walking in. Luca’s eyes beamed with joy the moment he saw me. How do I betray those eyes?"Bella, you finally came." A smile spread across his face.His smile makes it even more difficult to do this.
~ BELLA’S POVI jerked upright, gasping like I’d just broken the surface of deep water. My heart was pounding hard like it was trying to punch its way out of my chest. My chest felt heavy and my eyes…. my vision was blurry for a while until I blinked twice and saw Aaron sitting next to me holding my hand. He looked worried and I could easily tell that he’s been sitting here for hours just watching over me. Aaron opened his mouth to speak while I turned around to where Luca is lying down only to see him stirring awake while Velmira was helping him out."How are you feeling?" Aaron asked.I couldn’t respond to him, I just pulled my hand out of his and rushed to Luca. My head was pounding with a crazy headache but I didn’t care. I just wanted to see Luca."Luca." I sighed as I got to where he is. He slowly opened his eyes and met mine. A small smile dangled on his extremely pale and dry lips as he said "Bella." His voice was barely above a whisper "Oh my god!" I sighed heavily reachin