I still can't wrap my head around the fact that I'm mated to Jessi's ex-boyfriend. If she finds out, she's going to absolutely hate me, but honestly, that's not too different from how she feels about me now. It might even be a bit entertaining to watch her hatred intensify.
I was dreading going home. I can't stand it here, but since I have no other place to go, I had no choice but to head back. Aaron dropped me off at my house, and as I walked in, my mom rushed over, worry etched on her face. "Bella, where have you been? Are you okay? Did something happen to you?" Her voice was filled with concern, and I could feel the weight of her questions pressing down on me.
I glanced behind her and saw that everyone from the party had already left, which made sense. If Nathan wasn’t there, no one would stick around for me, and if he was, they'd all flock to him because, let's face it, he’s the one everyone wants to be around, not me.
Mom noticed my silence and demanded, "Bella, answer me! What’s wrong? Did you lose your voice?" Her urgency made my heart race.
Before I could even respond, Jessi's voice sliced through the tension in the room. "She probably did lose her voice. I mean, it’s midnight already, and she’s rejected; she probably lost both her powers and her voice," she said as she marched toward me, her eyes blazing with disdain. I felt a chill run down my spine. I've never understood why Jessi hates me so much when all I do is try to mind my own business and keep her out of my life but I guess it’s something I will never find out.
I scoffed, "Jokes on you, Jessi. I didn’t lose my voice."
"Then it’s a miracle! I’m so happy for you," she said, forcing a grin that was more of a grimace than anything genuine.
Mom, always eager to jump into the conversation, chimed in, "Jessi told me what happened with Nathan, and I’m so sorry, Bella."
"It’s fine."
"I know you’ve been wanting to have a future with him and you’ve planned everything but it just seems like that’s not what he wants," she said reminding me of the times I was delusional thinking I had already found the person I’ll be spending the rest of my life with. Mom continued to speak "You really shouldn’t be worried about him, he’s not meant for you, after all, guys like him are just so crazy, they chase after girls like you but when they see beauty..." Before she could finish her thought, I cut her off, practically shouting, "What?"
"Didn’t you hear her? She said guys chase after beauty—beautiful girls like me—forgetting girls like you. It’s sad, isn’t it?" Jessi pouted, her eyes sparkling with cruelty, clearly enjoying the moment.
I rolled my eyes, feeling the familiar frustration bubble up. Mom will always be mom; I can’t believe she’d say something so thoughtless. But honestly, I really shouldn’t be surprised. With Jessi around, it’s always about her and how stunning she is. There’s no denying it—she has those mesmerizing ocean-blue eyes that seem to pull everyone in, her skin is soft like silk, and her perfect brown hair flows effortlessly. Plus, her posture is so confident that it draws attention without her even trying. But for me, it’s a whole different story.
Just as I was about to defend myself, Jessi interrupted, "Anyways, do you mind giving me Nathan’s number? He left his underwear here, and I’m just wondering how I’ll give it back to him. Maybe I should just swing by his house. What do you think?"
A surge of anger coursed through me, her words echoing in my head like a bad song I couldn’t shake off. "You bitch."
"Jessi, mind your language," Mom interjected, her tone sharp.
Normally, I would just let it slide, but with Mom so quick to defend Jessi after everything that happened, I couldn’t hold back any longer. "You know Nathan was my boyfriend, but you still went after him like the whore you are!" I shot back, my voice trembling with a mix of hurt and rage.
"Bella, I said mind your language!" Mom growled at me, her eyes narrowing in that way that always made my stomach twist. She never sees any fault in Jessi, so I’m not surprised that she’s only yelling at me when Jessi is the real problem here, acting all high and mighty.
"It’s okay, Mom. She’s just upset because she lost her wolf powers. I understand," Jessi said, her smile as fake as the compliments she throws around.
I couldn’t help but chuckle, feeling a bit smug. "I have my powers."
"How do you have your powers when you’re rejected?" she asked, her tone dripping with disbelief.
"I got mated tonight to a really special guy," I said, letting the words hang in the air, knowing how much they would sting.
Jessi scoffed, rolling her eyes. "What kind of guy would want you after being rejected by your own boyfriend?"
"The kind that saw me and fell in love with me right away," I lied, just to burst her bubble and watch her face twist in annoyance.
Just then, as if he could sense the tension, Aaron walked up, saying, "Bella, you forgot your phone." I turned to him, noticing the look of shock on his face as he took in Jessi and my mom. He stood there holding my phone, staring at Jessi like she was a puzzle he couldn’t solve. I quickly snatched the phone from his hand, making his attention shift to me. With a confident grip, I held his hand tightly and declared, "Mom, Jessi, meet my mate, Aaron."
The expression on Jessi’s face was truly priceless. I had never seen her like that before, and it was incredibly satisfying to witness her swirl through a mix of emotions. Shifting my gaze to Aaron, I leaned in and planted a light kiss on his cheek. "Thanks for bringing me my phone. I’ll see you later today," I said, noticing the puzzled look in his eyes. It was clear he had a million questions racing through his mind about my sudden boldness, but I planned to explain everything in private.
As if he understood what I was doing, Aaron nodded, playing along with a smile. "Bye sweetheart, have a good sleep." As he turned to leave, Jessi’s eyes remained glued to him, filled with shock and disbelief. I reveled in her confusion; she probably thought I had lost everything tonight, but little did she know, I was still very much in the game.
As soon as Aaron was out of sight, I started to walk away, but Jessi couldn't help herself. "You and Aaron, you really think you scored with him, huh?" she taunted.
"Do I smell jealousy, Jessi?" I shot back, a smirk playing on my lips.
She scoffed, her tone dripping with disdain. "I’m not jealous; I just pity you because you have no idea what you’re in for. Aaron is not the guy for you."
"Oh, really, then who do you think is the guy for me?" I asked but she went silent. I smirked, sensing my opportunity to poke at her. "Just as I thought, you don’t want me with him because he’s your ex-boyfriend."
"He’s an ex for a reason," she shot back, her voice steady and serious. "But you know what? Go ahead and have fun with him. You’ll soon be wanting to leave when you realize why I’m no longer with him." Her words felt heavy, like a warning wrapped in layers of past hurt.
Even though Jessi often spewed nonsense, I couldn’t shake the feeling that her words had hit a nerve. A part of me considered her seriousness, wondering if there was something about Aaron I didn’t know. But another part of me was resolute, brushing off her claims as just another attempt to unsettle me.
Not wanting to give her the satisfaction of a reaction, I shrugged it off and said, "Whatever Jessi." I scoffed. I was determined not to let her scare me; she was just trying to rattle me, and I wouldn’t let her win.
"That's the difference between you and me." I said, my voice barely above a whisper "I can't hurt the heart I love the most," He looked at me for nearly a minute before his breath suddenly dropped, his eyes filled with sadness, he said "I'm sorry,"I shook my head. "Don't be, because it's not going to change anything." There was a hint of silence between us as we both stared at each other, a single tear rolled down my cheek.Just then, the drama teacher spoke. "Cut!" Her voice cut us out of the act. "That was perfect, with the tear it just made it realistic.""Thanks," I said quickly, wiping off my tears. I hadn't realized when I started tearing up. "What's your name?" she asked. "Bella.""Is this your first time acting, or at least in theater class?""Yes.""Well then, I have to say that you have a talent," she said. "I love it. The chemistry between you and him is unmatched, but you, Noah, really need to work on your emotions. I want to feel it, not just see it.""Alright, ma'am,
"Holy shit!" Milan growled "This place is packed with so many people.""I can’t agree more," I said looking around the bustling people. I have arrived at the house party and let’s just say it’s more than I expected it to be. The music is so loud and the people there are so much, I am nowhere near the bar but I can smell the alcohol from here. I walked further into the house trying to find Kenzie and Courtney but as I walked, I couldn’t help but notice eyes on me making me feel more insecure about the outfit I was wearing. I’m wearing a red dress that seemed not very party-like but it was so comfortable that I decided to go with it. Though, now that I’m here, I can’t help but feel like I should have changed into something better.I tried to ignore the curious stares as I walked further towards Kenzie and Courtney. They were seated on a couch with a group of people, presumably their friends. "Hi," I said, trying to appear calm as I approached them. "Bella, you made it!" Kenzie excla
"I’m gonna miss you pumpkin," Dad said wrapping his arms around me. I sighed softly loving his warmth that lasted a little longer than supposed to. I knew Dad wouldn’t let me go that easily so I said "It’s time to let go, Dad."He didn’t listen to me so I just pulled out of the hug. Dad sighed "Do you have to go now?""Unfortunately, I do.""Or you can just stay home here with me. It would be great. I’ll take you to class every day and you won’t miss out on anything." He said. I couldn't help but smile. Dad had been trying to convince me to stay home, but I was determined to go to college and specially stay in the dorm. After everything that happened, I really crave independence, and college felt like the perfect escape. "Sorry Dad, but I still have to go," I told him, "though I will come back on weekends if I'm less busy."He sighed, "That's not enough, but I guess I can survive on that. Make sure to call me every single day, okay?"I nodded, "Okay I will, I promise." I bid Mom a
“Howl” I transformed. I really can’t believe that the first time I transformed was on the worst day of my life. When everything is falling apart and I have no sense of joy, my wolf comes to me and she’s hurting, she’s breaking down and I understand why.My wolf, Milan rushed me deeper into the forest. I didn't stop running… I couldn’t stop. I just kept going and going as if my legs had no control. I have no idea where I am going but I hope it will take me far away to a place where I will no longer feel this pain again- a place where I won’t remember what pain feels like.I had always thought that the day I got my wolf, she’d be overjoyed but here we are, angry, sad, and heartbroken. Aaron really messed us up so badly that my wolf was silent for an hour before she finally talked to me. We both are still in shock and are wondering why Aaron would do such a thing. After being together for months and trusting him with basically everything in my life, I thought he was the one but fate mad
And just like that, the day I thought would be the best turned into the worst. I was still in shock, I was still in denial. I trusted Aaron and he did this to me? Why? I know why but I just can’t help but feel like it’s all is some kind of cruel dream. A dream that turned into my reality and now I desperately want to escape. The words Kelvin said to me kept swirling in my head like a tidal wave making it very difficult for me to calm down. My heart was burning in pain, It wasn’t like an ordinary heartbreak, it was worse because not only did Aaron break my heart, but he shattered my soul and body.Kelvin knelt next to me, his eyes on mine. I could feel him sympathizing with me. He gently held my hand and started rubbing it for comfort "I promise we'll find a way to fix this," He whispered, offering a reassuring smile. As much as the smile felt genuine, it didn’t make me feel any better because I don’t think it’s possible to fix things, even if it is, I don’t know if I’m ready to do
I kept to where I stood. Unable to speak or do anything. My mind was buzzing with so many thoughts. I felt dumb, I felt used. Aaron lied to me so easily, he made me believe his words as if they were facts. But I just can’t help but wonder why he would do such a thing. "I'm so sorry for everything he did to you," Kelvin said, noticing my silence.I faced him, my eyes welling up with tears. "Why would he lie to me like that? Is it because he wants me to be away from you?" I asked trying to make sense of the situation "I wish I could just say yes and let it be that way, but it's way more than that," he said. He took a moment before he continued, "Aaron isn't who you think he is, Bella.""What?" I asked, confused."He's not a high school student or even a student at all. He's an alpha who left his land to have a free life or should I say look for girls like you so he can use them. He's the worst Alpha you'll ever meet, and I say this with all seriousness," he said. I looked at him, wait
I waited for him to come back but he didn’t. I don’t know if he left or he’s just stuck doing the important thing he claimed he has but I’m feeling very nervous about his extended absence. The silence in the room only seems to grow louder with each passing hour. I was worried and I couldn’t stop thinking about the conversation I had with him. It still hurts so bad that Aaron doesn’t feel the same way about me. It’s almost as if I was completely lost and had mistaken his niceness for love, But really, will someone really go out of their way to make me smile just because they're a nice person? Would they genuinely drop everything to be with me, leave their own stuff behind, and make sacrifices like attending school just to make me comfortable? Or is there something more to it? Is it just a show of kindness, or is there another reason why he’s being so sweet?It was like a puzzle with a missing piece. Why would Aaron do all those things if he didn't have feelings for me? He didn't ev
~ BELLA’S POVI told him. I can’t believe I told him ‘I love him’ I never thought I’d be able to tell him that but I guess I just needed the right moment to. When Aaron marked me, a swirling feeling of joy rushed through my veins. It was nothing I’d ever felt before, the adrenaline, the pain, the pleasure, and the burning feeling of being loved made it clear to me that Aaron was the one meant for me all this while and that his embrace would be my safe haven forever. I had always wondered who my soulmate would be but what I didn’t see through is that Aaron was the one. Even though our relationship started as a pretense, I could tell it would be different now. And everything would be better I looked at Aaron waiting for him to tell me that he loves me just as much as I love him. But he didn’t, he was just staring at me as if I caught him off guard. Maybe I did, I mean I’ve never mentioned anything like that to him nor has he ever mentioned anything like that to me so I guess that’s
~ AARON’S POVI can’t believe it’s finally happening. After waiting for a very long time, I am finally about to mark Bella and claim her as mine. Once we entered the room, I took a step closer to her and she instantly stepped back bumping into the wall behind her. I smirked, she looked like a deer trapped in the headlights of an oncoming car; so pretty and vulnerable that made my dick shift in my trousers. I bent my head slowly towards her making her breathing speed up as her eyes never left mine. I pressed my lips against hers gently and tried not to moan at the soft feel of them. Bella kissed me back with the same intensity. I smiled against her lips as I pushed further deepening the kiss. It felt great. My whole body was itching to grab hold of her and kiss the life out of her and hear her moan my name but I knew I had to control myself. I forced myself to pull back after a couple of seconds of kissing her "Do you still want me?" I teased her beautiful innocent face. I didn’t kn