Novels by Ami

“Howl” I transformed. I really can’t believe that the first time I transformed was on the worst day of my life. When everything is falling apart and I have no sense of joy, my wolf comes to me and she’s hurting, she’s breaking down and I understand why.My wolf, Milan rushed me deeper into the forest. I didn't stop running… I couldn’t stop. I just kept going and going as if my legs had no control. I have no idea where I am going but I hope it will take me far away to a place where I will no longer feel this pain again- a place where I won’t remember what pain feels like.I had always thought that the day I got my wolf, she’d be overjoyed but here we are, angry, sad, and heartbroken. Aaron really messed us up so badly that my wolf was silent for an hour before she finally talked to me. We both are still in shock and are wondering why Aaron would do such a thing. After being together for months and trusting him with basically everything in my life, I thought he was the one but fate mad

And just like that, the day I thought would be the best turned into the worst. I was still in shock, I was still in denial. I trusted Aaron and he did this to me? Why? I know why but I just can’t help but feel like it’s all is some kind of cruel dream. A dream that turned into my reality and now I desperately want to escape. The words Kelvin said to me kept swirling in my head like a tidal wave making it very difficult for me to calm down. My heart was burning in pain, It wasn’t like an ordinary heartbreak, it was worse because not only did Aaron break my heart, but he shattered my soul and body.Kelvin knelt next to me, his eyes on mine. I could feel him sympathizing with me. He gently held my hand and started rubbing it for comfort "I promise we'll find a way to fix this," He whispered, offering a reassuring smile. As much as the smile felt genuine, it didn’t make me feel any better because I don’t think it’s possible to fix things, even if it is, I don’t know if I’m ready to do

I kept to where I stood. Unable to speak or do anything. My mind was buzzing with so many thoughts. I felt dumb, I felt used. Aaron lied to me so easily, he made me believe his words as if they were facts. But I just can’t help but wonder why he would do such a thing. "I'm so sorry for everything he did to you," Kelvin said, noticing my silence.I faced him, my eyes welling up with tears. "Why would he lie to me like that? Is it because he wants me to be away from you?" I asked trying to make sense of the situation "I wish I could just say yes and let it be that way, but it's way more than that," he said. He took a moment before he continued, "Aaron isn't who you think he is, Bella.""What?" I asked, confused."He's not a high school student or even a student at all. He's an alpha who left his land to have a free life or should I say look for girls like you so he can use them. He's the worst Alpha you'll ever meet, and I say this with all seriousness," he said. I looked at him, wait

I waited for him to come back but he didn’t. I don’t know if he left or he’s just stuck doing the important thing he claimed he has but I’m feeling very nervous about his extended absence. The silence in the room only seems to grow louder with each passing hour. I was worried and I couldn’t stop thinking about the conversation I had with him. It still hurts so bad that Aaron doesn’t feel the same way about me. It’s almost as if I was completely lost and had mistaken his niceness for love, But really, will someone really go out of their way to make me smile just because they're a nice person? Would they genuinely drop everything to be with me, leave their own stuff behind, and make sacrifices like attending school just to make me comfortable? Or is there something more to it? Is it just a show of kindness, or is there another reason why he’s being so sweet?It was like a puzzle with a missing piece. Why would Aaron do all those things if he didn't have feelings for me? He didn't ev

~ BELLA’S POVI told him. I can’t believe I told him ‘I love him’ I never thought I’d be able to tell him that but I guess I just needed the right moment to. When Aaron marked me, a swirling feeling of joy rushed through my veins. It was nothing I’d ever felt before, the adrenaline, the pain, the pleasure, and the burning feeling of being loved made it clear to me that Aaron was the one meant for me all this while and that his embrace would be my safe haven forever. I had always wondered who my soulmate would be but what I didn’t see through is that Aaron was the one. Even though our relationship started as a pretense, I could tell it would be different now. And everything would be better I looked at Aaron waiting for him to tell me that he loves me just as much as I love him. But he didn’t, he was just staring at me as if I caught him off guard. Maybe I did, I mean I’ve never mentioned anything like that to him nor has he ever mentioned anything like that to me so I guess that’s

~ AARON’S POVI can’t believe it’s finally happening. After waiting for a very long time, I am finally about to mark Bella and claim her as mine. Once we entered the room, I took a step closer to her and she instantly stepped back bumping into the wall behind her. I smirked, she looked like a deer trapped in the headlights of an oncoming car; so pretty and vulnerable that made my dick shift in my trousers. I bent my head slowly towards her making her breathing speed up as her eyes never left mine. I pressed my lips against hers gently and tried not to moan at the soft feel of them. Bella kissed me back with the same intensity. I smiled against her lips as I pushed further deepening the kiss. It felt great. My whole body was itching to grab hold of her and kiss the life out of her and hear her moan my name but I knew I had to control myself. I forced myself to pull back after a couple of seconds of kissing her "Do you still want me?" I teased her beautiful innocent face. I didn’t kn