ALEXANDER.
The first time I set foot in the pack, all I thought about was the way to claim the throne back. I didn't want him to be happy. Alpha Nathan, happiness wasn't meant to be his. There was only one way I could make that happen. Hence, when the plan presented itself I took it. Tina was her name, her husband used to be the Beta of the pack but he had an accident that caused him to be disabled. If I married Tina, I could be the Beta. I would be close to the pack and ruin them as I had always planned. However, she ruined it. Her. My mate. She just had to be my mate. I hated her the moment I got her scent and also realized she was Tina’s stepdaughter. I became mean to her, reprimanding her whenever I got the chance. This way, she wouldn't have hope of us being together whenever she found out we were mates. I didn't need a mate anyway. I didn't believe in love. Love? What was that? My mother, because of love got betrayed, tortured, and eventually insane. She suffered every day because of the love the moon goddess tricked us into ever existing. She used the mate bond as a trap for the weaker vessel and strength for the stronger mind. In the game of mate bond, my father had a strong mind while my mother was weak and stupid. Tears ran down her cheeks and down to her cupid lips. They had a pink natural tint. If she didn't lick her lips, I would have thought she had lipstick on. She looked at me, I could feel her eyes on me but I didn't look back at her. Tyrant was begging me to look at her but I knew that was where my weakness would begin from. She had the most beautiful doe eyes. I had almost fallen for them one time but held myself back. I wasn't going to be weak. Never! “What about dad?” She had asked. Tina defended herself, claiming she was only thirty-five years old and had married Lana’s father at the age of eighteen which made me wonder why she didn't go after her mate since she was still young. Why did she marry a man who was not her mate at the time? It didn't matter. I didn't care about anything. Lana banged the table, standing before she ran out. Annalise, Tina’s daughter tried to stand and follow Lana but Tina glared at her. “Don’t you fuvking dare? Stay right there!” We ate dinner, Tina all over me as always while I had to pretend that I liked her. After the dinner, Annalise walked over to me. “Why are you with her?” She asked. “You are young and I checked your record, you are only twenty-nine. Why are you with my mom who is quite older than you?” She frowned. I said nothing. Silence. I had mastered the art of silence. I learned that it killed people. It made them feel inferior and unworthy. It also helped me think while winning. “You are not going to answer?” She raised her brows, squinting them before running her hand in her ginger hair. She moved closer which was the opposite of what most people do. They usually walked away. Annalise inched closed and then stomped on my feet with her heels. “Fuck!” I shouted, raising my legs to touch the part she had hit. “Wow, you are not deaf nor dumb. Sorry, my bad.” She turned around, flipping her hair back before walking away. Shit! I growled again as the pain radiated through my body. She seemed like a whole lot of trouble. Thank God she wasn't going to stay here often. Tina came back later, she smiled at me but I didn't return it. She liked it anyway. Women like her loved the idea of changing men like me. “Are you ready to see your new room?” She asked. “Actually, I suggest we buy another house since this house has the blueprint of your previous husband which I don't like.” She smiled seeming interested. Being the new Beta, this house was going to be mine meaning the previous beta wouldn't have any house to his name. However, if I leave now and request a new house, he will have this house to himself. “You are right,” she said and I nodded. Tina moved closer, laying her head on my shoulder while I tried finishing the book I was reading. “When is she going to come back?” I asked impulsively. It had been over an hour since she left and Tina didn't seem to be worried about it. “I don't know but she better get back before tomorrow because of the dishes, I am not going to do them!” She spat, moving her head to my chest before sniffing me. “You smell so good.” She rambled. I looked toward the door wondering when she was going to come in. “You are not leaving today, are you? Stay with me, I miss you and your dick in me.” She ran her hand down to my pants. “I am not staying.” I stood quickly, still watching the door. Was she ever going to come back? I looked at my wrist and saw that it was a few minutes to ten pm. “I have to go.” Tina stood as well, pouting at the words I had said. “You never come to my house or stay over and you have never allowed me to stay over at your place. This is not nice.” She frowned again. ‘She thinks we are going to have sex with her when her ex-husband is next door? Shameless!’ Tyrant spat, glaring at her from my eyes. “Bye, Tina.” I patted her shoulder before leaving the house. However, I couldn't bring myself to drive off. I stayed two gates away from the house wondering when she was going to return into the house. Where did she go to? I wondered, my wolf restless in the back of my head. ‘We don't care about her, we just need to be sure she is safe’ my wolf reminded me and I nodded.LENA.Alexander didn’t come back to me.No.He left—and never came back. I had prepared it all—his death. It was going to be simple. I had the poison hidden inside my bag, concealed in a syringe filled with liquid death. All I needed was the right moment. The irony was cruel: the man I once obsessed over, the one I had craved for most of my life, was going to die at my hands.Back in high school, I was infatuated with him. Alexander. The golden boy with midnight hair and a jawline sculpted from cold marble. I used to trace his name into my notebooks and imagine the kind of girl he’d fall for. Now, here I was. That girl—grown, bitter, scarred.Still, he was so handsome.Even more than before. But I had failed to read his features correctly, even now. I couldn’t allow a monster like him to pull me back in. Not after everything he had done. Not after all the people he had killed. Not after Phoenix. Not after Austin.I waited all night. Watching the door. My heart stiff with anticipation.
ALEXANDER. I needed to tame the monster. To be better for her. I didn't want her to see me like a monster. A man who wasn't enough for her. Maybe I wasn't enough for her. How… how do I tame the monster? I walked down the building. The doctor. She should be able to help. That doctor who had watch me - the monster- kill Tina and my mother. I wasn't sure. She saw me. She watched. She was terrified. She tried to run. But I held her back.I covered her mouth when she wanted to scream. I told her not to shout. I told her I won't hurt her. She didn't smell like evil. The monster didn't hate her. The monster didn't want to kill her. Her eyes streamed with fear. Ones I could feel.Eventually, she was taken away by the guard.Annalise. She called Tina ‘mother.’I wasn't sure. Maybe I was wrong. She was taken away that day. “You are here again,” her voice penetrated my ears as I entered her office. She wore white coat. She became the pack doctor. She became strict.
LENA.Isaac.It was freaking Isaac.Of all the people in the world, it had to be him.Yes—Alexander’s stepbrother.My friend. Almost my best friend. The boy who understood my silences, who laughed at my dumbest jokes, who held my hand when I thought the world would swallow me whole.Until he ran.He didn’t say goodbye. He didn’t even look back.He just… left.I couldn’t bring myself to blame him.He had to go. He had to pack his things and run. There were too many problems stacked against him, too many truths that broke his spirit. And he was just a boy then, barely old enough to shoulder that kind of pain.But now—he was a man.Taller.Broader.His beard was thicker than I remembered, shadows resting across his jawline like it had grown alongside his pain.Time had done its work on him. But not just time—life.It had chiseled him into someone I almost didn’t recognize.And now, he was the boss?The one who took my children?I stumbled back, my heartbeat pounding in my ears like war d
ALEXANDER. She hates me. She really hates me. Lena, her name was Lena. I remember. She told me not to come near her. Her eyes screamed with fear. She feared me. Did I do something bad? I only protected her. Why couldn't she see that? Did she hate me? Perhaps she thought that I was a monster. Was I? But I would never let the monster get her. I would hide him deep within me and never allow him to get to her. She ran. Why did she run? I wanted her to come back. To me. To be with me. Why couldn't she be with me? Was I a monster? Did she hate me? I wasn't sure. I walked around my room. My fingers in my hair. My scalp was itching. A lot. It happened when I felt anxious. When I didn't know what to do. When I didn't understand what was happening. Lena looked like she was going to run from me. I didn't want her to run. I wanted her to stay with me. I didn't want her to fear me. Her smell, she smelled so good and I didn't want that to be gone. I needed her to st
LENA.I was shocked to the ground. I couldn’t move. I couldn’t.There was blood all over. The blood of my best friend; a man who had been there for me my entire life. This man killed him. Every part of me tensed with pain.I didn’t know what to do.I could only stare. The image stuck with me. The smell of blood was thick in the air, plunging into my nostrils like acid. I couldn’t take the sight off my mind.“No.” I shook my head, barely able to process the horror before me.I kept shaking my head. My hands trembled by my sides, my knees locked stiff.“No, don’t run. Don’t run.” He tried to come close to me. His bloody hands were raised in the air. My eyes went even wider. He was coming closer. He was going to kill me. I was next.And tell me why I couldn’t run.Why did my feet feel like stone? My legs betrayed me. I just couldn’t run away. A man whom I had loved… my mate was going to kill me.I shook my head harder, almost like I could shake the moment off, make it disappear. Tears ra
ALEXANDER.White. The first thing I saw was white.The roof. Was it the roof? I looked away, it looked like it was going to fall on me. The brightness stung my eyes. It was too clean. Too wrong. Like it didn’t belong in my world.I turned and saw no one next to me. No her.I was on the bed or the couch, I wasn’t sure. I looked around for her, hoping to see her again. To tell her what happened back there. What had happened back there?Blood?Spilled?That man, he kept touching her.Evil. So I killed him. Stopped him from breathing.Where did she go?Why did she leave?What did she inject me with? She injected me.Why? Didn’t she see, that man’s evil.He had to die. I had to kill him.To protect her.That man was evil.Her face. I could remember her face properly.She was angry. Angry. Her scent mixed with her anger.Was she angry at me or was he evil man?Did she know?I had to tell her. I had to find answers.So I stepped out of the bed. Couch. I wasn’t sure.I walked to the door and