Annalise helped me in the kitchen even when her mom kept complaining, she had said,
“I am not tired, mom.” We set the table together. “Lana, come down when the visitor is here. You need to be here while we discuss, okay?” I nodded. Whatever it was, it had to be huge. Stepmom asked me to join them and even allowed Annalise to come home. Annalise joined me in my room, a gift box in her hand. “This is for you.” She handed it over to me. “Is this a bracelet?” I asked and she nodded. “Do you like it?” She asked as I unwrapped it. It was a beautiful gold bracelet and it had ‘my heart’ engraved on it. “Wow, it is super pretty,” I exclaimed. It wasn't an exaggeration. It was so beautiful and expensive for sure. “Do you have an idea who Mom’s visitor is?” She asked, almost whispering and I shook my head. “All I know is, he is important.” Annalise nodded. “Sis, I am going to get dressed now.” She patted my shoulder before leaving. I looked at the bracelet once again, running my thumb through the words written on it; “I love you more than the barrier you have set between us.” Why did I feel like the bracelet wasn't made for me? I loved it but it seemed like it wasn't meant for me. I sighed and kept it in my drawer, shutting it while I prepared for the stepmom’s visitor. When I was done, I packed my hair in a bun but I felt empty as I stared at my reflection in the mirror hence I grabbed the bracelet Annalise gave me and put it on. With this, I walked down to the living room. “He is here!” Stepmom rushed down the stairs too, pointing at the door. He?! I asked myself. “Open the door, Lana!” She screamed at me and I moved to the door and opened it. Once I twisted the knob, his scent rushed to my nostrils. Goodness, he smelled so good. He smelled like rose oil, one of the most beautiful scents in the world. He was taller than I was, I barely reached his jaw. He wore black pants and a black shirt, looking sexy as fuvk. He looked over my head at my stepmother and she let out a shrill sound before walking past me. She wrapped her hands around him and pulled him inside the house. Annalise rushed to me. “Where did mom find that hot man?!” I said nothing. “Lana, come over here!” Stepmom shouted and I rushed over. By this time Alexander was already seated next to her. I dished his food and I could swear that I almost placed my head on his broad rocky chest. His scent kept calling me. His Sapphire eyes hardly looked at me but I couldn't help but admire the silver glint in them. “Lana, that's enough.” I sat next to Annalise while we started to eat. ‘Why is he here?’ Elena kept coming forward, peering at him from my eyes. He ate softly, chewing gently. He was such a gentle hot man. Why was he here? StepMom said he was an important visitor. How did she know him? I wondered. “Mom, are you going to tell us who is he and why he is here?” Annalise asked breaking the silence which I was grateful for. I was already dying of suspense here. Stepmom raised her head and smiled. “Annalise, I told you before that the pack has been settling this family because your dad was the Beta? Now there is no present Beta which they are asking for. The Alpha told me if I don't provide a Beta, he would have to stop the funds that come to this family and you know what that means.” She paused and took Alexander’s hands. “What are you saying?” I blurted. “I am saying that I will be getting married to Alexander and he will be taking over the position of the Beta in the next two days. Annalise, your new father, and you, Lana, you can call him whatever you want but you cannot disrespect him!” The spoon in my hand fell back to the plate. I stared at Alexander but he didn't look at me. I wanted him to say something. I fought back the urge to speak and to shout. I looked back at my stepmother. “What about dad?” My voice came out like a whisper, my hands trembling and I felt Annalise lay her hand on mine. “What about your disabled dad? What about me? Am I a rock, your dad married me at age eighteen, and I am only thirty-five now. I am still very young and I need a man. Aside from that, where do you think your college fees are coming from? If Alexander doesn't take over as Beta, you will stop school. Is that what you want? You should be thankful I came up with a solution, you ungrateful child!” “Mom!” Annalise shouted. “What? Am I lying?” She shouted back at her. I got up from the chair and ran out. I couldn't listen to any more of their bantering. Why did the moon goddess have to treat me like this? What did I ever do to her? Why does she hate me very much? My mate was going to be my stepfather? What do you call the man who marries your stepmom? I didn't even know. Goodness, what sort of twisted life was this? Tears rolled down both sides of my cheeks and I felt Elena come forward. ‘You are not alone in this,’ she said. “I am not? Did you see what happened there? Did you see the fucking twist that befell me? That is my mate. My mate! How am I supposed to live with my mate sleeping with my stepmom? He is also going to take the place of my father. Yet, I can feel my arousal increasing just by the sight of him. Elena, I don't want to live anymore. I want to die. Please just let me die. I can't handle this.” My legs felt like jelly and I fell on my knees to the floor, crying in my palm. The tears kept falling uncontrollably and my heart tightened in my ribcage. It hurt so much.ALEXANDER. “Why the hell did you let her go?!” I thundered in my office, slamming my hand against the table. I wasn't sure I had ever gotten so angry at Nate. His blinked, and stepped back. Something about my aura, it floods out even without my control. I wasn't Alpha or beta or even gamma yet there was something about my aura which still makes me question every single thing they told me despite the picture evidence. “She… uhm, she had lady issues. She spent over an hour in the bathroom and when she came back out, her eyes were all swollen so I sensed she was in pain and I didn't want... Uhm…” He paused, his voice all shaky. I sighed, running a hand through my hair. “How bad did she look?” I didn't understand why I cared about this person. I had never seen this person before yet there was an existing familiarity. “Her eyes were alll puffy and even when she tried to hide it with normalcy, I could still see through the weakness.” He explained. “Okay. When is she supposed to resume
LENA. As the big boss approached the reception, the pain in my belly pooled even harder. I couldn't take the pain anymore. It was settling deep within me like a urine that was long over due. I didn't want to see the Mr Monaco anyway, he sounded like he was going to be strict. Since the job was not even mine to begin with, there was no point meeting him. Honestly, it had been a waste applying for this job in the first place. Using my mother’s influence to get the previous a better job job and all. Why did the pain slam harder into me this time around? I overdosed myself this morning which was not good for my deteriorating health at this point. I sat on the water closet, the pain hitting even harder than I had ever thought it would would. Why? I thought that I wanted to pee, there was no drop of liquid leaving me even as I sat on the water closet. I shut my eyes and dug my teeth into my lower lip, the pain was excruciating. As though my body was telling me to do something that I
ALEXANDER. “Royce brought your shirt last night, I know you won't wear it anymore so I'm just going to toss it off.” Jenna stepped into my room, pushing the door back too suddently it made me jerk my head back. Jenna was my mate. She was also my wife. I had lost my memory and I didn't know much of how this worked. I saw the frames of us and the kids hence I knew we were a real family. Yet, there was no connection. It was sort of broken. I didn't know how but I didn't feel anything toward her or even the kids. “Okay,” I said simply trying to fix my tie. She sighed as if she was expecting me to say more. She stepped into the room, pushing the door back. Walking to me, she tucked the shirt under her armpit and took my tie from me. I allowed her. I didn't neccesarry want to but I allowed her to take over and stared above her head although I only kept my head straight - she was merely short. “You sent Royce in your stead to attend the kids' school father’s day.” She began. Damn
LENA. I still couldn't get over the smell of that Alpha. Alpha Royce smelled so good and I swear I could almost think that he was my mate. If I didn't know he was Leilani’s mate, I would think he was mine. Also considering the fact that I eliminated mine, I would never think that he was my mate. Mom picked up in no time. I wanted to see my kids because I didn't know how long I was going to spend in Royce’s pack for this investigation. Everything was supposed to happen naturally. Here I was opposite his house to spy on him. I was supposed to bump into him one of those days and let recognition set in. I really wanted this to end as soon as possible so Monica could tell me everything I needed to know about this man Jenna was with. In all honesty, I didn't know what to expect. “How are the kids, mom?” I asked trying to make some eggs and toast. Recently started to eat healthy since I wasn't getting any younger. I needed to stay healthy for my kids at least. “Swimming lessons. Eati
ALEXANDER. “Sir, are you not checking out? Everyone’s gone.” Barbara peered her head into the room which made me raise my head from my laptop for the first time in two hours. I had been so engrossed with work, I barely had time to think for myself. It was dark out, I backed an entire transparent floor-to-roof length wall yet I rarely find the view as interesting as it was meant to be. I only looked out there to find something. It. I called that something, It because it couldn't be named. It was like a hole. A puzzle that was missing. However, I didn't know what it was. I didn't even have options. All I know there was sometimg. “Barbara, you can leave. I’m gonna stay,” I said. She nodded, her glasses didn't flinch even though they sat on the bridge of her nose. Barbara had been working with me for the longer than I could count. I wasn't kidding, I couldn't count how long she had been working for me. I didn't know honestly. Royce said it had been years. Lost my memories in a
LENA. The club was not as crowded as I thought it would be. Great, I needed some alone time to actually do this shit. I needed alcohol too, to get myself together. To get the plan right and do what needed to be done. This was completely against all I believe in, I had promised Scott’s aunt, Lucia that I was going to help. Her plans wasn't right. It was rough and all shades of wrong yet I was going to use liquor to make me feel like it wasn't so bad. I could do this. I could help her. Help Leilani, her daughter. And suddenly, I felt cold sweep over me. It was different, gave a sensation of peace yet drove me to the edge for a moment. I looked around me because that peace felt so familiar. It felt like home, one I had lost a long time ago. My eyes kept skipping around the club, the four walls of it and the corners I never would turn to on a normal day but there was nothing. And that peace; that home, it left as quickly as it came. I sighed disappointedly, grabbing another sho