Masuk*Nina*
I can’t believe it… we’re zooming through LA on Elijah’s motorbike. I’m sitting behind him, my arms wrapped tightly around his broad chest. If I’m being honest, I could get used to this.
But as soon as he stops the bike, chaos erupts. Three cars screech to a halt, and men with cameras jump out, yelling for him to remove his helmet and shouting questions about who I am, all while snapping pictures.
To the side, a group of teenage girls stops and begins to squeal like, well, teenage girls.
“How did they recognize you?” I half-shout, trying to be heard over the pandemonium surrounding us.
“They recognized the bike,” he replies, shaking his head. “Better hold on.”
With that, he takes off again, weaving in and out of traffic, darting down narrow alleys. I cling to him, my pulse racing, until he finally pulls up behind a very authentic… and not at all flashy… taco house.
I hop off the bike and remove my helmet, watching him do the same. He flashes me a warm smile. “Best fish tacos in LA.”
“But they’re closed,” I point out, glancing at the rolled-down shutters and the ‘closed’ sign on the door.
He simply smiles and starts walking. “Not to us.”
I follow him, trusting that he knows what he’s doing. After all, he is Elijah Grant.
*Elijah*
I watch her take a bite of the soft taco, making soft sounds of delight. To be honest, I find it almost erotic to watch her eat. It’s not that she’s trying to be sexy or playing up to me… maybe it’s precisely because she isn’t. She’s simply enjoying her food.
“Uhm… this is too good. I can’t speak,” she mumbles, taking another bite, eliciting chuckles from both me and Carlito, the owner.
I glance at Carlito, then back at her. “Back when I was broke and desperate, Carlito let me eat here every day.”
“And then he paid me back by covering my son’s college tuition,” Carlito adds with a warm smile. “I knew what I was doing by feeding this one.” He pats my shoulder as he gets up. “Stay as long as you want, my friend.”
“Gracias,” I reply with a smile. Carlito and his family are like family to me.
Nina casts me an impressed glance before turning to Carlito. “Thank you!”
We sit in comfortable silence for a moment before she looks at me curiously. “Hmm, so what does a broke and desperate Elijah Grant look like?”
“You really want to know?” I raise an eyebrow, and she nods, looking genuinely excited. “Okay, first month in LA, just moved down from Ventura. I’m late for an audition I know I’m never going to get. My car was literally held together with duct tape. The woman in front of me stops at a yellow light, so I honk my horn and try to pass her when the light turns green. She rolls down her window and yells at me, ‘Because you honked at me, you will go straight to hell, and those good looks can’t save you!’ And all I could think in that moment was, ‘Oh, she really thinks I’m good-looking.’”
Nina bursts into laughter, a free and happy sound that ignites little bubbles of joy in my stomach.
I lean slightly over the table, looking at her. “Okay, your turn. You said you had a long twenty-four hours. What did that look like?”
“Oh no, no, no,” she shakes her head in denial. “Nope, we are not at that part of the program yet.”
“Oh, we’re not?” I tease.
She meets my gaze, mirth dancing in her eyes. “No, first we have to talk about the three imperatives.”
I start laughing, recalling her answer to the question about her biggest fear. “Maximum security prison? That answer was utterly amazing.”
“But the questions… they’re bullshit, right?” she counters, looking serious. “What reveals a person's true character is their reaction to being told that their true character will be revealed.”
“No comment,” I grin, pointing a finger at her. “But you’re smart.”
She rests her chin on her hand, intrigued. “So… did you just come up with that yourself?”
“The three imperatives were Silas Cross’ idea,” I confess.
She looks thoughtful for a moment. “Wait a minute… I know that name.”
“He runs the Institute for the Higher Mind. He’s also my best friend,” I explain, watching for her reaction… the Institute tends to freak some people out.
She crunches a tortilla chip. “So one day he just called you up and said, ‘Hey bro, I have an idea for this awesome mind game. We should try it at your next auditions.’”
I chuckle. “You know what? Silas just wants to make sure that the good actors we work with are also good people. His wife, Cassandra, is actually my producer.”
“Wow, you guys must go way back,” she says.
“Silas saw the better version of me before I did,” I reply, noticing how intently she listens. “So, have you ever been to the Institute?”
She shakes her head. “Nope. I try to self-help myself as little as possible.”
“I get it. Some people find it kind of weird… challenging the way we think about ourselves, our relationships with the world and our past. It can freak people out,” I say softly, realizing that people need to be ready to choose this path.
“Well, it obviously worked for you,” she smiles reassuringly.
I nod. “I wouldn’t be here without it.”
We sit quietly for a moment, enjoying each other’s presence. I like that we’re comfortable being silent together.
Then my phone buzzes, and I check the reminder. “I actually have a meeting.”
“Oh… okay,” she responds, a hint of disappointment in her voice.
I think for a moment. “Do you want to come?”
“To your meeting?” She laughs, as if I’ve just suggested the most ridiculous thing. “I’m imagining a long table filled with Japanese businessmen in suits.”
“It’ll be even better than that,” I say, smiling at her. “So… what do you say?”
6 years later*Nina*As I step into our home, the familiar scent of home-cooked dinner embraces me like a warm hug. The sound of laughter drifts from the living room, a sweet symphony of joy that brings a smile to my face. I kick off my shoes and close the door behind me, feeling the weight of the day slip away as I navigate the cozy space we’ve built together.“Mommy!” The excited squeals of my children fill the air as they come rushing toward me. Aiden, our five-year-old, launches himself into my arms, while little Mia, who’s just three, clings to my leg. I laugh, lifting Aiden high above my head, his giggles ringing like music in my ears.“Whoa there, superhero!” I say, pretending to struggle as I twirl him around. “What adventures have you been up to today?”“We built a fort!” he shouts, eyes sparkling with pride. “And we fought off the dragons.”Mia nods vigorously, her curly hair bouncing with each enthusiastic movement. “And we saved the princess,” she adds, her tiny hands maki
*Nina*The world around me blurs into a chaotic whirlwind of screams and shouts, but all I can focus on is the sight of Cassandra crumpled to the ground, her body still and lifeless. The gunshot echoes in my ears, a haunting reminder of the horror that has unfolded before our eyes. I can’t breathe. I can’t think. All I feel is a suffocating wave of despair crashing over me.Suddenly, amidst the chaos, a figure bursts into the studio… a police officer, his uniform stark against the backdrop of madness. “Drop the weapon!” he shouts, his voice cutting through the cacophony like a knife. Silas, still consumed by his madness, turns to face the officer, his expression twisted with rage and disbelief.“Get away from me!” Silas screams, but before he can raise the gun, there’s a flash of movement, and I see the officer draw his weapon, the crack of another shot ringing out. I hold my breath, my heart racing as Silas’s body jerks, the gun falling from his hands, clattering to the floor. He stu
*Elijah*Panic seeps into my veins, coursing through me like ice water. I pull Nina down beside me, the weight of her body pressing against my side grounding me amidst the chaos erupting around us. The sound of frantic whispers and footsteps scrambling for safety fills the air, but all I can focus on is Silas… his menacing figure cutting through the crowd like a dark shadow.“Silas! Stop!” I shout, my voice breaking through the pandemonium. “You don’t have to do this!”He turns toward me, eyes blazing with a manic intensity that sends a shiver down my spine. “Shut up, Elijah!” he roars, each word dripping with contempt. “You’re just a good-for-nothing whore, hiding behind your pretty little girlfriend! They need to hear my side of the story!”I feel Nina's grip tighten on my arm, a mixture of fear and determination etched across her face. “Elijah, please… we need to get out of here,” she urges, but I can’t move. I have to confront him. I have to protect her.“Silas, listen to me!” I p
*Nina*The fluorescent lights of the TV studio buzz above us, casting a cold glow on everything in sight. My heart races as I stand beside Elijah, watching the crew hustle around, preparing for what feels like another turning point in our lives. The studio audience is filling in, their murmurs mixing with the sound of cameras rolling and producers barking orders. Today, Elijah is going to speak out about everything that happened with Gaffey and Silas, and I can’t shake the anxiety gripping my chest.To be honest I am tired of this, the attention, the tv appearances, but Leslie keeps telling me this is good, that people are backing Elijah more and more, that most have forgotten about his mistakes and see himself as a victim and a hero, so I hold out.I glance over at Elijah. He’s adjusting his tie, the deep navy fabric contrasting sharply against his white shirt. He looks composed, but I can see the tension in his jaw, the slight tremble of his fingers as he straightens his collar. “Yo
*Nina*Time freezes, suspended in a moment of sheer horror. The gunshot rings out, echoing through the air like a death knell. My heart drops as I see Elijah's body jerk in response, and I can't comprehend what just happened.“Elijah!” I scream, but the sound is swallowed by the lump in my throat. My legs feel like lead, but I force them to move, sprinting toward the open door, desperate to reach him. Panic grips me, twisting my insides. What if she shot him?But as I get closer, I see her… Gaffe.. crumpling to the floor, the gun slipping from her fingers. My breath catches in my throat as realization dawns. It wasn't Elijah who was shot. It was Gaffey. Gaffey, who had wanted to take everything from us, had turned the gun on herself.“Elijah!” I shout again, and this time, my voice cuts through the fog of fear. I rush over to him and wrap my arms around him. He is blinking, like he is trying to understand that he was not the one who got shot..“Are you okay?” I ask, breathless, my han
*Nina*The world around me blurs into a kaleidoscope of fear and desperation as Gaffey pulls me toward the door. Her grip is unyielding, the gun pressing harder against my temple, each step echoing like a countdown in my mind. I can barely breathe, my mind racing with memories of Elijah… the warmth of his smile, the sound of his laughter, the way he makes me feel safe. I cling to those thoughts, hoping they can somehow shield me.Gaffey's voice is a twisted sneer, laced with madness. "You don’t understand, Nina. He was meant for me. That night, we shared something real. You were just… a distraction, a showmance." Her laugh is sharp and jagged, cutting through the air between us. "I can give him what you can’t. I can be the one he needs."I can feel the heat rising in my chest, anger battling against my fear. "Elijah doesn’t want you," I spit back, finding a flicker of strength in my voice, though it trembles. “He loves me.”Gaffey’s expression twists into a snarl, and she shoves me fo







