NIRELLE
I stare at the man in front of me as I try to relate his face to Cassian Wolfe, my classmate while I was still in high school. The person standing in front of me was way different from the boy from then. He looked like he had gone under the knife to perfectly sculpt his face. Even though he had been the hottest boy in class back then, he was not this hot.
"Cassian Wolfe?" I ask as if he did not just say so. The words leave my mouth in fragments, and he looks at me with excited eyes.
"Yes, Nirelle, it's me, Cassian Wolfe," he says, and I stand still. I have no idea what the protocol is supposed to be. Since Enoch pulled me away from school and cut off all my contact, I have not had any close calls with any of my classmates. What am I supposed to do now?
"Can you ask your security to let me through?" he asked, snapping me back to reality. They all trailed their eyes to me, waiting for my command. I gulp hard and nod my head, signalling that they could let him through. "Thank you," he says, pretending to clean off imaginary dust from his jacket before he approaches me.
"Oh my goodness! It's you in the flesh and blood!" he exclaims as he stands in front of me. "I don't know what to do; am I supposed to hug or shake your hand?"
"I also do not know what the procedure is supposed to be," I say, taking a step back. Even though this boy was my high school crush, the feelings had died out a few years back.
"Oh my goodness, fancy seeing you here," he adds, and I smile. "What are you doing here?"
"Well, it's a hospital, so..." I hope he does not ask me any more questions and just walks off on his own. I didn't want to seem rude; that was the reason I asked the guards to let him in, but still, I did not want to talk to him.
"Are you busy? I would love to have a cup of coffee or pick up dinner with you," he says, and I wonder if he is intentionally avoiding the fact that I am married or if he does not know. "I just flew in, and you are the first person I met? My luck must be running through the roof."
I press my lips together because I do not know what I am supposed to say or do now. I take a deep breath and agree; the bodyguards would be there, and I am sure he wouldn't be able to do anything funny to me. He leads me to the coffee shop opposite the restaurant, and we sit by the window.
Cassian Wolfe had been every high school girl's crush, and even some men's as well. He had the perfect body, face, and life then, and now that puberty and maturity have hit, everything is perfect on him. I swear we had a connection then, and it was exactly what I told my friends, but they all told me that I was delusional. I never got to live out that connection because soon after, I was locked up.
“Your security is a bit tight,” he says, his eyes trailing the number of men following us. “Did your father recently come into more money?” He is mocking, but I don't mind, and I am not interested in answering him either.
"Where have you been?" he asked. There was true concern in his eyes; at least I was trying to convince myself that there was. " After high school, we waited for you to come to prom, but you never did, and then we showed up at your house to check on you, but we were told that you travelled abroad for your education, but no matter how much we asked, your parents refused to tell us.
I almost scoff because of how ridiculous it is. I had never even been told that my classmates came over to search for me. They had some dignity, at least making it seem like their child was being taken care of.
"Yeah, I went to school in Kenya, Africa, almost immediately," I lie. Why was I lying to cover for them? Maybe because I felt like I would also feel the shame if he knew what I had been going through." I came back a few months ago, and I continued the lie, wondering to myself if I would be able to keep up with it.
"That would explain why nobody ever saw you, so you've been away all this time?"
"Yes," I nod, and he smiles.
"I must be lucky then," he murmurs, taking a sip from his glass. "I just got back from Dubai, and you are the first person I meet? We have to stay in touch." He sounds too excited for someone he hadn't seen in years, and since he was not bringing up my marriage, maybe he was not aware.
"Oh wow, welcome back," I say, trying to act happy for him. My mind briefly runs to Lucien. What if he finds out about this meeting? Why do I care what he thinks?
"Oh yes, that reminds me, our class is doing this mini reunion, and I think you might want to come." Reunions—I had only thought about them; never once did I think I'd be able to attend one at my will.
"I am a bit exhausted; I don't think I can," I say, because how will I be able to keep up a lie in front of my friends and classmates for hours? "You know how trips can be? Tiring," I mutter as I try to act the part.
"I guess you are right, but we have to keep in touch," he says, taking out his phone and pointing it at me. I take it and put in the number I had just gotten. He smiles at me and stands up. "I have to get back to the hospital now."
"Are you going there for a check-up?"
"No, silly," he laughs as his eyes run me up and down. "I work here. Did you forget that my dad owned multiple health centres and hospitals around the country?" he asked, and it was almost as if he were bragging. I press my lips down and nod as I realise what an incredible person he has always been.
"Let's catch up for real soon," he says, stretching his hand to me. I do not want to shake his hands, but I know that if I am keeping up an image, then I have to go all out, so I stand up and take his hands.
"Of course."
NIRELLEI had expected that we would go out for the movies, but then I knew it was a shaky bet. It would take a lot of work to make Lucien even agree to step out of the gates with me."I don't even know why I am shocked that there is a state-of-the-art movie theatre in the basement of your home," I say as we walk down the stairs.I am trying to be brave. I have been locked so many times in the basement that claiming down there was giving me jitters, but I did not want to show it. I didn't want him to see how scared I was. It feels like I have been here only a few days, and everything I have ever known was exposed to this husband of mine.He walks to the kitchen, and I follow his lead, and I can see the change of things in the atmosphere almost immediately. "We will have our lunch now," he announced, and as if he had triggered a button, I could see everyone scrambling to get things done. How much fear has this man instilled in these people to make them react this way? "Also, make some
NIRELLEI knew it was no use trying to figure out what I had done to Lucien last night that was so evil, so I just ignored it and decided to carry on with my day. I was yet to decide if drinking alcohol was something I was going to do again, but my list still had plenty of things on it that I was yet to do as well, so maybe I'll put off drinking until there is no option but to do it again.I look down at my phone and notice it is almost time for lunch. Lucien had graciously allowed me to skip breakfast because of how hungover I was; I doubt he would let me skip lunch and dinner. I sit by the mirror and begin to use the powder brush to dust my face, as I had seen the staff do the other day.Why was I suddenly interested and concerned about what I look like? There was a time in my life when I wanted to look even a tiny bit like a monster so that Enoch and Cory would no longer look my way, but then I soon learnt that they were not attracted to my beauty; they were just monsters, terrible
LUCIENI step back into my room, and my hands cling to my side. I wonder how I fell asleep. I told myself that I was going to stay only till she fell back asleep, but I stayed the entire night. The unfamiliarity of having someone else in the same bed and waking to see her eyes staring at me was too much to handle in one day."I wonder where you have been." I look up to see Theo sitting on the bed. I try to mask my expression, but I am sure he has seen it all already."What are you doing here?" I asked my eyes to dart around the room to ensure that I was not in the wrong room."I waited for you at the study, and when you did not show up, I came to check on you here, but imagine my surprise when you weren't here either," he says. He is implying something, but I am not going to try and decipher what he means by that tone. "Where have you been?" he asked again, and I tried my best. I wanted to ignore him, so I pulled myself forward and walked to the closet."That is no part of your busine
NIRELLEThe feeling against my skin is not what I expect it to be; the bar stools were not as soft and comfortable as these are. My mouth feels parched, too parched for that matter. I chew whatever is left in them and scratch the side of my neck until I feel a certain wave of relief wash over me. I stretch my body over until my hands hit the headboard, and my eyes flutter a little as I look around the room."How did I get here?" I murmur with a yawn as I sit in bed and look around. My eyes fall on a structure by my side, and fear grips my body. My mind is telling me that I am not alone in the room, but my eyes refuse to believe what I have just seen.I rub viciously against my eyes as if it is supposed to change the outcome somehow. I look again and stare at the figure sleeping so peacefully in my bed. If I were not in a state of frenzy, I would have thought to look at how cute he was when asleep and watch the rising and falling of his chest.I poke his shoulders, and he reacts by tur
NIRELLEI had not expected Lucien to agree to help me with my list so easily, and I had not expected him to agree to go drinking with me, especially. Was it because of Cassian? Was that the reason he agreed?"Let's meet at the bar downstairs," he announced as he left my room. I had thought we would go to a club or a bar downtown, but I know it's too much of me to ask him to go out on the first day he is working with me. If I were learning to heal and get out of what I thought was my comfort zone, then maybe I could help him get out as well.I had stepped out, but I still feel out of place, like I shouldn't be there. I know it's my mind playing tricks on me, yet I can't help but agree with it. I change into a black t-shirt and some leggings before I move from my room.I stood at the base of the stairs, wondering where I was supposed to go. Do I go kicking down every door until I find which one is the bar? Luckily, before I could decide on what to do, a staff member approached me."Mrs.
NIRELLEAfter seeing Lucien's reaction to me talking to Cassian in public, it is making me doubt his intentions. He did not seem that shocked to see me there, almost as if he was expecting to see me. Also, his not bringing up the fact that I was married and acting as if he did not makes me think he was purposely ignoring it. Even if he just flew in from Dubai, there was no way he wouldn't have seen the news; the news was all over this morning.I take out the tablet that I had gotten earlier and scroll through social media, and surely enough, enough articles are talking about my marriage to Lucien. I see some random ones about me and Cassian, but everyone seems to be walking on eggshells; they are all implying something, but no one is coming out to fully confess what they think is happening.I sigh as I drop myself into bed and place the iPad beside me. With Lucien's reaction, I can only wonder if he is going to sulk for a long time. I do not have anywhere else to go, and I do not have