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The man who has yet to introduce himself to me led me into the house. The entire house was gloomy but not bad; it had an ancient feel to it. Almost like an abandoned castle. The interior had gold- and silver-plated walls with huge art frames lining the hallway. I stare at them as I try to keep my step in line with the man ahead of me. The portraits in front of me do not tell any story; they look abstract, like they had no place there. The hallway was littered with abstract pieces of art here and there.
"He must like art," I murmur to myself as I walk ahead. Finally, the man with me stops, and I stop a few steps from him so I do not run into him. He turns and inspects me like he has never seen me before.
"I am Theo," the man said suddenly, causing me to wonder what my reaction should be. I let go of the hem of my dress that I had held up and dragged through the long hallway.
"I am Nirelle Thamore," I replied, sticking my hand out to him. He looks at my hand and with a frown on his face, he looks up at me.
"Not Thamore but Vexley," he corrects, and I realise that I am now married. I had known it, but the truth was lost on me. It seemed like I was watching myself get married, but I was not the one getting married. For someone who hated Enoch, I could not seem to let go of the name so easily.
"Oh," I let out with a gust of air from my mouth. He nods and makes an undecipherable sound.
"There are rules here," he begins, and I almost roll my eyes at him. It would be strange if there weren't. For a person like Lucien living this kind of life, I was sure that there were rules to be followed. I wait for him to tell me before I say anything to him.
"First of all," he begins, his eyes looking around as if he were making sure we were alone. "You do not go to the third floor of this building." I am tempted to ask why, but then he looks like he won't be interested in entertaining any questions I might have. "For any reason at all," he adds as if his emphasis was not clear in the first place. I nod my head because I plan to live in the shadows here; after all, if they wish to have chains on me and lock me up in a basement, I would agree as long as we do not have to speak on the matter of sex.
"You are free to go out whenever you want, but you must make sure you use the assigned driver and bodyguards with you, and you must make it back home every night."
"I am allowed to go past the gates?" I ask him and he nods, looking at me as if it were a strange question. It feels surreal that I would be allowed to walk in the outside world all by myself. "By myself?" I ask again, and he nods. This time, I can see him running out of patience, so I press my lips together and nod slowly.
"You will hear the rest from Mr. Vexley later." He stops himself from whatever it was that was bubbling in his chest.
"Is that all?" I ask because I was expecting him to lay down twenty commandments of things I could not do while I lived as his wife, but there was nothing out of the ordinary in anything he said. "Are you sure you aren't leaving anything out?" He seemed irritated by my sudden interruptions, but he was trying his best not to show it to me.
"Come here," he said instead of answering my questions, and before I could tell if he was addressing me, two ladies dressed in uniforms walked towards me. "They would be attending to you and everything you need," he says, and I turn my gaze towards them. "Take her and make her ready for dinner."
"Am I not going to meet Mr. Vexley?" I asked when he turned to leave.
"At dinner," he said and disappeared from sight.
"I am Nirelle Thamore..." I pause as I realise that I should get used to my name being changed. "Nirelle Vexley, but you can call me Nirelle," I say, trying to smile at them.
"This way, Mrs. Vexley." The older one of them leads me away; we climb the stairs and finally come to a halt in front of one of the rooms. "This would be your room," she said as she opened the double door. I gasped at the sight before me; it was the kind of beauty we see in movies and I think it must have been exaggerated to look like that.
"This is mine?" I choke, and they nod.
"You can get changed into something more comfortable for dinner, and I will come to get you ten minutes before dinner time."
"I don't have anything to wear," I say, but both of them take a step back before disappearing from sight. I walk into the room, closing the doors behind me. I had not had the luxury of a big room, even though the Thamore mansion had enough. Enoch did not believe that I was worthy of it, and Yvette followed with whatever he ordered.
I try to get familiarised with the room and as soon as I open the closet door, I stand in awe; it is loaded with enough clothes to make a store. I walk in and run my hands across the dress. "Are these for me?" I ask myself, as there is no one left to answer my questions. I enter the bathroom and take a long shower.
Once I am done and I sit in front of the mirror, I wonder if I am supposed to cover up the bruises on my face or if I am supposed to show up with my bare face. I dress in a red dress, which seems to be the least of everything that is in there. I do a double-take in the mirror; the dress seems extravagant against my skin. I feel a bit small and unworthy, but I know that I do not have anything else to wear, so I manage it.
The older woman comes in and leads me to the ground floor and then to the dining table. I see his back from where I stand. I do not know what is about to happen, but I know this encounter is going to seal my fate for life. I take a deep breath and walk over so I can see his face. I stop in my tracks, and my hands fly to my mouth.
"You are handsome?"
NIRELLETWO YEARS LATER. Lucien had insisted on a party for the boys, even though all they wanted to do was run around the house and destroy all of the things I thought were the right decorations for the house. The party was lavish with all the important people around. I had made some friends, but I was still sceptical about each of them. I did not want to be in a situation where I was pushed to do evil because of the friends I had.They had all shown respect for my face so far, but I knew that things like that did not last for long. If they ever had the opportunity to switch ships for any reason best known to them, then they were going to do it without thinking twice, and I knew it."Congratulations, Mrs Vexley," Rain, one of the women, had said. "It's so nice seeing the boys grow.""Thank you," I say, beaming with pride."I am sure they would grow to be little heartbreakers; just at two years, and they are already so stunning to look at." Ardian and Aiden had turned out to be two be
TIMOTHY"I am definitely not going to walk down the aisle and entertain guests while my stomach is still as big as this." Nirelle shook her head. I had been convincing her that we had to get married before the babies came, but she refused, and no amount of pleading on my part seemed to convince her even a bit."It's going to be a closed wedding and...""I already said no, didn't I?" She tilted her head. She had been on edge lately; with the baby on the way, she was getting scared at every concern. What if I did worse things for my kids? Would I also be a bad mother?. Every time I managed to assure her that she was already doing so well, and the babies weren't here yet. Once we had the babies in our hands, then she would feel better."But why?""Because we are going to have pictures, and I do not want a big belly showing in the images.""It's going to be a private wedding, so you do not have to..." A painful gasp from her lisp made me stop. I held her arm gently as she began breathing
NIRELLEI had never dreaded that I would walk through prison walls to see my mother or anyone. I had no idea why I wanted to see my mother. "You might want some kind of closure," Theo had said when I announced at breakfast that I wanted to see my mom.Lucien scrunched up his face in disgust, and Zane said that no matter how I explained it, he could not understand why. I had no idea why. Could it be that I wanted an apology? Could it be that I needed them to hear why she did it, even though it was clear that she was being selfish?I sit in the cold room that feels just a little better than the one she locked Michael in for years. I swallow multiple times as I sit in the chair. Even the presence of the two bodyguards behind me did not make me feel better. Yvette was never going to hurt me, but Lucien did not like the idea of me walking her by myself, and the only condition he had was that I bring the guards with me.I should have gotten used to it by now, but I could not. The feeling of
NIRELLE"We are going to be late.""Just a moment," I shout back to Zane, who was waiting for me while I ran around in the room trying to make myself look good. Lucien had told me that we had another event to attend; apparently, it was a charity ball where we had to buy expensive things to give to charity. I liked the idea of it, but I was not really up to wanting to go out. He asked Zane to bring me along, and he was going to meet us there.I pop my head through the closet door already fully dressed, just trying to match the perfect shoes to the dress that did intend to kill my legs. "It is not like we are the ones to open the event," I chime in before my body disappears once again from view."We aren't opening the event, but I think it would be weird for us to walk in when everyone is already seated.""If you had told me about the event a little earlier, then I would have been ready when you needed me to be," I add. Lucien had already told me about it this morning, and no matter the
NIRELLE"I missed this so much." I snuggled into Lucien's arms more than before; if it were possible, I might have even tried to enter his body. He kissed me gently on my hair, and I felt all the cells in my body respond."I am sorry that it had to hurt you this way.""But you only did it because you had to," I murmur, my finger making continuous circles around his chest. "I know that if you didn't have to, then you wouldn't have done it."His voice drops as he goes on. "I heard that bastard was going to try to rape you once more.""Don't you dare blame yourself for something like that," I say, lifting my head a bit. The victims should never blame themselves for the perpetrators. Even if things were different with us and we had done better, they would have still done it because they do not care about us.""I was so focused on the revenge that I might have hurt you in the process," he murmured, taking my fingers and intertwining his between them. "I won't have been able to forgive myse
NIRELLE"Let's go to the hospital to be sure." Lucien pulled away and held my face with a sad smile on his face."To be sure? Sure of what?""When you were rescued, you couldn't go to the hospital. Mae came to see you, and I am sure that you couldn't get the test done. Let them do a comprehensive test just to be sure that you are okay."I nod, as this was not how I wanted to tell him about the baby. I had something cute planned, but now he was going to ruin it. His hand dropped from my face, and I cleared my throat."I have something to say.""You do not have to ask me for permission to talk," he murmured as he started the engine."Yes, I know that, but it is important." My voice sounds a bit mysterious. He looks at me, and I stay with a straight face. I do not want to give away how happy my heart was at that time."What is it?" His eyes widen, and his smile falters a bit. "Did something happen? Something I should know about?""Yes," I stop myself to build the suspense a bit, and he l







