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Desire And Insecurity.

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Noah’s POV

I gripped the steering wheel harder than I needed to, my knuckles pale as the car hummed down the empty street. The city lights blurred at the edges of my vision, but it wasn’t because of the speed. It was because my head wouldn’t stop replaying Daniel’s face. His calm voice. His steady eyes. The way he stood there in front of me like he still had some right to River.

The thought alone made my chest burn.

River.

My River.

The words repeated in my head like a mantra, but even as I said them to myself, I couldn’t drown out the echo of Daniel’s voice asking me to tell River to call him. Call him. Like they were still something. Like River would even want to hear his voice after everything.

I hated that my hands were shaking on the wheel. I hated that Daniel still had this kind of effect on me when all he did was stand there and talk like he was calm, like he was untouchable. Maybe that was what got under my skin the most. The way he looked at me—like he wasn’t threatened at al
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