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Voices in my head.

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River's Pov.

I stood there for a long time. Maybe minutes. Maybe longer. I wasn’t sure. The world felt far away. My hands were cold, the tips of my fingers stiff. My breath came out white in the air, curling around me like smoke.

But I didn’t feel it.

Not the cold.

Not the tightness in my chest.

Not even the shaking that had started somewhere deep inside me and wouldn’t stop.

I just stood there and watched the ambulance drive away. Red lights flashing, tires crunching over gravel, the sound of the engine low and steady. Like it knew where it was going. Like it had done this before. Like this was routine.

But it wasn’t routine for me.

Daniel had climbed into the back without a word, his face pale and drawn. Olivia followed with Luciana who was sobbing, her arms wrapped tightly around herself. She looked back once—at the cabin, I think, not at me.

Elliot had been already inside. A thin mask over his face. Tubes. Straps. Blankets pulled up to his chin. He looked small in that big ambulan
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