LOGINI stood in front of the mirror for what had to be the fifteenth time that day.
"What am I supposed to wear?"
I hadn't planned on going clubbing.
In fact, I hadn't stepped foot inside a club in... years.
So much for a relaxing vacation.
I'd spent almost the entire afternoon trying on clothes I'd packed for sightseeing, nice dinners, and lounging by the pool.
None of them screamed *Las Vegas nightclub.*
Finally, I gave up.
The black dress I'd worn to Sophie's rehearsal dinner a few nights earlier would have to do.
Thankfully, the hotel had laundry service.
At least it was clean.
I curled my hair, kept my makeup simple, and slipped on a pair of black heels that my feet were already threatening to protest.
Looking at myself in the mirror, I shrugged.
"This will have to do."
I met Darlene and a few of our old friends from San Diego outside one of the newest clubs on the Strip.
The music was so loud I could feel the bass vibrating through my chest before we even made it inside.
Lights flashed across the crowded dance floor.
The DJ stood high above the crowd while people danced like they didn't have work waiting for them on Monday.
I immediately regretted every outfit decision I'd made.
"Oh my gosh..." I muttered.
"What?" Darlene asked.
"I look like I'm going to church."
She looked me up and down before bursting into laughter.
"You do not!"
I looked around the club.
Women wore sparkly mini dresses, sky-high heels, and outfits that left very little to the imagination.
Meanwhile...
There I was.
In my simple black dress.
I suddenly felt like someone's aunt who accidentally wandered into the wrong building.
"I am severely overdressed," I said.
"I think you mean under-fun," Darlene corrected.
I rolled my eyes.
"I feel ancient."
"Mylene..."
"I'm twenty-seven."
"And?"
"I swear everyone here looks twenty-one."
She hooked her arm through mine.
"You are overthinking everything."
Maybe she was right.
Fortunately, we'd reserved a table.
The moment we sat down, I sighed with relief.
"My feet thank you."
Darlene laughed.
"I forgot how much of a grandma you are."
"I'm not a grandma."
"You've been here five minutes and you're already excited about sitting down."
"...That's fair."
Within minutes, Darlene was making friends with nearly everyone around us.
She chatted with the bartender.
She complimented strangers' outfits.
She somehow convinced an entire group of girls to join us for a selfie.
I shook my head, smiling.
Some people had that kind of personality.
Darlene could walk into a room full of strangers and leave with twenty new best friends.
I, on the other hand...
Preferred sitting quietly with my drink, watching people.
Eventually, I noticed Darlene talking to a group of guys across the club.
She laughed at something one of them said before waving enthusiastically in my direction.
Oh no.
Please don't.
I quietly pulled out my phone beneath the table.
One hour.
I started the timer.
If I stayed for one hour, I'd done my part.
I'd come out.
I'd socialized.
I'd supported my friends.
Then I could go back to my hotel, order room service, and pretend clubs no longer existed.
The hour passed surprisingly fast.
Before I knew it...
My phone vibrated.
**Timer Complete.**
I smiled to myself.
Perfect.
I slipped my phone back into my purse and quietly stood.
I'd barely taken two steps when I heard someone call my name.
"Mylene!"
I turned.
Darlene was practically dancing toward me.
"Where are you going?"
"I think I'm heading back."
"What? Already?"
"I told you I wasn't built for clubbing."
She grabbed my hand before I could protest.
"Oh, come on!"
"Darlene..."
"No excuses."
"I'm tired."
"You can be tired tomorrow."
She pointed across the club toward the group she'd been talking to all night.
"Come meet our new friends."
I laughed nervously and gently pulled my hand back.
"No thanks."
She wasn't giving up.
"Mylene..."
"I'm serious."
"It'll take two minutes."
"I don't even know them."
"That's the point!"
I shook my head.
"No, really. I'm good."
Darlene smiled the mischievous smile I'd known since we were kids.
"Oh, come on."
Before I could think of another excuse, she linked her arm through mine and started pulling me toward the group.
Against my better judgment...
I let her.
Chapter 51Finally.I was home.I unlocked the door to my apartment and stepped inside.The silence greeted me almost immediately.No more loud music.No more ringing and dinging from slot machines.Just...quiet.I closed the door behind me and stood there for a moment.The loneliness wasn't anything new.I'd grown accustomed to it.Most days, I barely noticed it anymore.I dragged my luggage inside and plopped everything near the door.I'd deal with it tomorrow.Right now, I didn't have the energy.I kicked off my shoes and walked toward my bedroom.As I passed the mirror, I caught my reflection.I stopped.Bare-faced.Red, puffy eyes.Hair pulled into the sloppiest ponytail imaginable.I looked exhausted.Not just from the flight.From everything.For a few seconds, I simply stared at myself.I wasn't proud of the way I looked.But more than that...I wasn't proud of the way I felt.Defeated.Heartbroken.Stuck.Seven years of carrying around something that had ended a long time ago
The moment I walked back into my room, I pulled my suitcase onto the bed.There would be no relaxing.No sightseeing.No clearing my mind if I stayed in Las Vegas another minute.I pulled out my phone and canceled every spa reservation I'd booked for myself.I didn't even bother checking whether I'd get my deposits back.It didn't matter anymore.I opened my laptop and searched for the earliest flight back to Washington.The price made me wince.I didn't care.I booked it anyway.I quietly scribbled a note for Darlene and left it on the nightstand.Darlene,I'm sorry for leaving without saying goodbye. Something came up, and I needed to head home early.Love,MyleneI took one last look around the room.Just yesterday, I'd arrived in Las Vegas thinking I was here to celebrate my best friend's wedding and to finally relax.I
I could see the conflict in his eyes.Like there were a thousand things he wanted to say but didn't know where to begin."Mylene..."His voice was barely above a whisper."I..."He looked away for a moment before letting out a quiet sigh."I...I have to go."I forced the smallest smile I could manage."Goodbye."The word caught in my throat.For a moment, neither of us moved.Then he nodded."Goodbye."He turned and walked toward the elevators.I stood there until the doors closed behind him.At least this time...I finally got to say goodbye.A proper face-to-face goodbye.Maybe this was the closure I'd needed all along.I closed my room door and leaned against it.The tears I'd been holding back finally won.Matt was getting married.To someone else.I slid down onto the floor, covering my mouth as quiet sobs escaped.
I immediately reached for Darlene's hand.Partly to quiet her.Partly because she was swaying so much I was afraid she was about to fall over.Mostly because I needed something—anything—to snap me out of the daze before the look on my face gave away everything I was feeling.Matt glanced between me and Darlene."She's an old friend," he told the guys.I guess we'd become just old friends now.That stung."You all go ahead. I'll catch up with you."The group exchanged knowing looks before one of them shrugged."Don't take too long."They disappeared back toward the club, leaving the three of us standing on the sidewalk.Darlene suddenly groaned."I don't feel so good..."She barely finished the sentence before stumbling into me."Oh no."I caught her just in time."Darlene?"She looked absolutely miserable.My hotel was only a short walk awa
Is the universe playing some kind of cruel joke on me?I felt like I'd finally taken one giant step forward.Then our eyes met...And just like that...My heart.My mind.My entire body.Everything unraveled.One look at Matt, and it felt like I'd taken five steps backward.Who was I kidding?I'd never gotten over this man.And I wasn't sure I ever would or could.The way he looked at me...The way he smiled so effortlessly, like seeing me after all these years was the most natural thing in the world...How was he so calm?When I was standing here, barely holding myself together?I'd imagined this moment more times than I could count.I'd imagined him showing up at my doorstep one day...Telling me he'd made the biggest mistake of his life.That walking away from us was something he'd regretted every single day.I'd imagined answering a call fro
The months slipped by faster than I expected.Every morning blended into the next.Emails.Meetings.Deadlines.For the last two months, I'd been leading one of the biggest projects of my career.A major product launch.The pressure had been nonstop.Late nights became the norm.My apartment was little more than a place to sleep before waking up and doing it all over again.There were moments when I questioned whether I'd make the deadline.But somehow...I did.Launch day came and went without a hitch.The marketing campaign exceeded expectations, and the product became one of our most successful releases of the year.When my manager called me into his office afterward, I assumed another project was already waiting for me.Instead, he smiled."You've earned a break."I already had vacation time approved for Sophie's wedding.Originally, I'd planned to fly into Las Vegas on Thursday and leave first thing Sunday morning after the wedding.Just enough time to celebrate.Then head home.







