Chapter 30

Lyla

Sobs attempt to wreck my body as the reality of what happened sets in.

I close the front door and practically run to my bedroom, slamming the door closed and collapsing onto my bed.

The day I have had, rivals even my worst of days when I first came out here to New York. I was pregnant, confused, lonely and ashamed. After I had given birth to Adrianna, everything hit me even worse. I didn't know how to take care of a newborn and knowing my mother was around but wanted nothing to do with me, put me in even more of a spiral. Still, I kept my head held high and made it through with humor and sacrifice. But Shane? He managed to bring me to my lowest point tonight without even trying.

I thought Rory making an appearance at my work, rubbing in that he had a date set for our first custody hearing was bad. When Candice invited me to have a few drinks and hang out, I jumped at the opportunity. Lisa had taken Adrianna upstate with her until tomorrow, so I can have a night to myself. She