LOGINAURIELLE
My scream woke the stranger up. He jolted upright and rolled away, falling to a messy heap on the other side of the bed. Instantly, he sat up and his head began to move every which way, as if expecting some kind of threat. When his eyes stopped on me, he relaxed. "Morning, princess." he offered, his voice rough with sleep. "Don't call me that, who the hell are you?" With the energy of the pompous gigolo that he was, he leaned back against the headboard and looked at me coyly. "Surprised you didn't ask me for my name, considering all the requests you made last night." My brain quickly scrambled backward through last night. He was watching me work through it with an amused look on his face. He was giving me time to arrive at the conclusion myself. "I ordered you from that website..." I announced, mostly to myself. "Oh, my God, I ordered you from that website!" "A website?" he asked, but I was already out of bed. I grabbed my dress from the floor, my panties from the lampshade and turned my back to him, yanking everything on with the efficiency of a woman fleeing a crime scene. Which, arguably, I was. "You don't have to leave..." he started. "Here, take your balance!" I snatched my wallet from the nightstand, pulled out every note inside without counting and dropped the stack on the bed beside him. It was probably too much. I just wanted to get the hell out of there! "Thank you for your time," I hastily said to him, not looking at his face. I grabbed my bag, my phone, my dignity or what was left of it and walked out of that Airbnb without looking back. Victor was in our living room when I walked in. The second thing I spotted was the manila envelope on the coffee table. He pushed the envelope toward me. "Aurielle, sit down." I didn't listen to him. "What is that?" "Divorce papers." I smiled bitterly. "What do you mean by divorce papers?” "I have never loved you," he replied with a familiar coldness in his voice. "I am in love with Selena. I have always been in love with Selena. That will never change, no matter what you do, no matter how hard you try. You disgust me, Aurielle. You always have." “Haven't you done enough damage to me? You fucking cheater! Now, you want to divorce me?” I had imagined many versions of this conversation, but none of them had included that word "disgust" said so easily. The words shattered what was left of the love I had for Victor, to tiny pieces. I swallowed and shifted my weight on my feet. "Well, if you're deciding to do this, I might as well get my company back." Something that might have been amusement crossed his face. "You mean my company?" "I seem to remember being the one who established it." I snapped back. "Oh, stop dreaming, Aurielle. Have you forgotten that everything is mine now? Legally, it is all mine. You signed it over yourself." With a sinking sense of dread, I remembered how Victor had persuaded me to sign everything I owned over to him. Like a fool, I had trusted him. "You sick bastard!" Was all I could say to him. "Has this been your plan all along?" "Look, I have nothing to argue with you. Just check with your lawyer," he said, already rising. "Then sign the papers. Selena will be coming over to the house soon, so I'd advise you to move out immediately or she'll burn your things." I looked at the papers for a long time, and I contemplated throwing them in Victor's face, saying every single thing I'd kept quiet about in this marriage. I thought about Selena, carrying my husband's heart around all this time while I cooked his favorite meals, and trying to be enough for him. I wanted out, I was done this time. With shaking hands, I picked up the pen and signed. The signature looked nothing like me, it felt too much like surrender. When I was done, I walked out of my own house, leaving Victor and everything else behind. I didn't know where I was going. My feet just moved and I let them, from one block of the city. A bar, I thought vaguely. I needed a bar. I needed some alcohol that would sandpaper the inside of my chest until I stopped feeling quite so much. As I walked to the bar, a car came out of nowhere. There was a loud screech of tires, a blast of horn, stopping close enough that I felt the heat of the engine on my shins. I stumbled backward with a gasp on my lips, and every single thing I'd been holding in since I walked out of that house came roaring up my throat at once. "Are you insane?" I screamed at the windshield. "You could have killed me! What the hell is wrong with you, you absolute maniac. Watch where you're going next time!" The car had parked on the side of the road. Surging forward, I began to bang on the windows. "Get out of the car right now, let me see your face!" The door opened in obedience, and a man stepped out. The angry words died in my throat immediately as I took in those wide shoulders, and a coy amused smile. “You?”AURIELLE Of all the people, of all the streets, of all the cars in this entire city, it had to be this one? Like a total idiot, I gawked at the person standing in front of me, the guy from the website. My face was so hot that I was surprised it didn't set off a fire alarm. "I'm not dealing with this." I turned and walked in the opposite direction. "Hey, wait!" His voice carried easily across the street. I walked even faster. "I said wait." I heard footsteps behind me, unhurried but gaining fast. "Where are you even going?" "Away from you, can't you tell?" I threw over my shoulder. "Goodbye mister." "You look like you had a rough day," Those words forced me to a halt. I turned around slowly. He was closer than I expected, hands in his pockets and watching me. "Excuse me?" I whispered savagely. "No, that came out wrong." He paused, choosing his words carefully. "I mean you look distraught, are you okay?" "I'm perfectly fine," I informed him, but my voice had crac
AURIELLE My scream woke the stranger up. He jolted upright and rolled away, falling to a messy heap on the other side of the bed. Instantly, he sat up and his head began to move every which way, as if expecting some kind of threat. When his eyes stopped on me, he relaxed. "Morning, princess." he offered, his voice rough with sleep. "Don't call me that, who the hell are you?" With the energy of the pompous gigolo that he was, he leaned back against the headboard and looked at me coyly. "Surprised you didn't ask me for my name, considering all the requests you made last night." My brain quickly scrambled backward through last night. He was watching me work through it with an amused look on his face. He was giving me time to arrive at the conclusion myself. "I ordered you from that website..." I announced, mostly to myself. "Oh, my God, I ordered you from that website!" "A website?" he asked, but I was already out of bed. I grabbed my dress from the floor, my panties from the la
AURIELLE All of my self restraints leaped out of my head and straight through the open windows.This man kissed me like a drowning man, and I could tell that he wasn't holding back. My hands found his shirt and his hands found my waist, pulling me in with a certainty that made my knees genuinely unreliable."Touch me!" I ordered, pressing my body against him."All in good time." He replied and reached for his shirt. The shirt came off, then followed mine. After throwing my shirt aside, he looked down at me. "Oh, fuck." He whispered.I resisted the urge to cover myself with my hands. It was the old reflex speaking, the one I'd carried for years. I had never felt secure in my body and Victor had never exactly helped with that particular insecurity. He had a way of making me feel like I was always slightly less than what he wanted. But this man looked at me like I was the best creation."Do you... like what you see?" I asked, half scared and half excited."Those nipples..." was all th
AURIELLE"Aurielle?" Came Victor's voice at my door five minutes later. I didn’t answer him. I could already hear the impatience in his voice."Oh, come on, you’re being dramatic. So what if I called another woman's name? At least let me finish first!""Are you kidding me right now?!" I roared at him. He didn’t even try to explain and pacify me. He just let out a low, annoyed exhale, and then his footsteps faded away.I really wasn't okay. I mean, outwardly, I looked fine, but I wasn't. I had packed a bag that same night and booked an Airbnb.What I needed instead was to feel something that wasn't humiliation, entirely on my own terms. I needed to be touched by someone who actually wanted to touch me, who would look at my face and see me and not some other woman he'd rather be with.Was it healthy? Probably not. Did I care? I ignored that question.Once I settled in the room I had booked, I swung my laptop open.The gigolo website I found was called something vulgar that I will not b
AURIELLE I knew something was wrong the moment I saw her. “Good morning ma’am,” she greeted me as I made my way to my old office. Now, Victor’s office. I watched a female employee scurrying away from Victor’s office, dressed in a pencil skirt that barely skimmed her thighs. Her eyes flicked toward me for a second, glistening with guilt, before she disappeared down the corridor. “Shit, not again,” I said under my breath. The familiar burn of jealousy and irritation crawled up my throat, but I forced myself to smooth my face into a polite fake smile. I had long mastered the art of pretending everything was fine when it clearly wasn’t. “Victor,” I said softly, trying to keep my voice steady. “I came by to say hello.” He didn’t look up right away. His eyes stayed fixed on the papers before him, his hand moving over them, like he wasn't dick down another woman a few minutes ago. When he finally met my gaze, his eyes were filled with annoyance. “Ah, Aurielle,” he said, his to







