Mag-log inGabby
An hour later, a yellow cab dropped me outside Maison de L'Amour, an ultra-exclusive boutique nestled in Soho. It was the kind of store where champagne was served at the door, velvet curtains hung from the ceiling, and none of the racks displayed price tags because if you had to ask, you couldn't afford it. I pushed through the glass door, the heavy chime ringing overhead. The sales associate behind the marble counter—a tall, impeccably dressed woman with a sharp bob—immediately looked up. Her eyes did a rapid, practiced sweep over my frame, taking in my oversized sweater, the flare of my hips, and my curves. In the past, that assessing look would have made me fold inward. Today, I threw my shoulders back, met her gaze head-on, and walked straight up to her. “Welcome,” she said, her smile polite but distant. “Looking for something specific?” “I need a dress for a Saturday wedding,” I replied, my voice smooth, loud, and unwavering. “Something short. Something crimson red. And it needs to be completely, unforgivably unforgettable.” Her eyebrows flicked up in mild surprise before her corporate smile dissolved into something far more genuine. “Crimson red for a wedding? I like your style. Follow me to the VIP lounge.” Ten minutes later, I stood inside a plush fitting room, stepping into a heavy silk crimson dress. The structured boning hugged my waist, while the plunging neckline held my chest high, accentuating my fullness rather than trying to compress it. The hem skimmed the mid-thigh mark, showing off the long curve of my legs. I unlatched the heavy wooden door and stepped out into the boutique's shared mirror lounge, stepping onto the raised pedestal to see the full effect in the floor-to-ceiling glass. The salesgirl gasped from the doorway, her hands flying to her mouth. “Oh, my God, ma'am... that color on you is absolute sin. You look incredible.” Before I could reply, the thick velvet curtain separating the lounge from the tailor's private studio was pushed aside. A man stepped out, his head turned as he spoke into a sleek smartphone. “—yeah, tell the tailor the custom charcoal suits need to be delivered to St. Michael’s by two o'clock sharp on Saturday—” His voice died mid-sentence. He froze dead in his tracks. He was easily six-foot-two, with broad shoulders that filled out an expensive charcoal blazer, a sharp, shadow-dusted jawline, and dark, unruly hair. But it was his eyes that caught me—intense, stormy, and dark. His gaze traveled slowly down my reflection in the mirror. He took in the exposed line of my neck, the deep plunge of the red fabric over my chest, the sharp cinch of my waist, and the bare skin of my thighs. The air in the room thinned instantly. There was no polite look-away, no embarrassed cough. Something dark, intense, and ravenous flashed across his features—a look of pure, unadulterated male appreciation that made a jolt of heat shoot straight to my core. He swallowed hard, his phone dipping an inch in his grip before he cleared his throat, his deep voice turning noticeably raspy. “I... apologies. I thought this corridor led back to the main showroom.” “It's... fine,” I managed, my pulse hammering against my ribs under the heavy, intoxicating weight of his stare. He didn't move for three agonizing seconds. His eyes lingered on my face, taking in the faint flush on my cheeks, before he gave a slow, deliberate nod of his head and turned back toward the hallway. The air practically crackled in his wake. The salesgirl let out a breath she’d been holding. “Okay... so we are definitely taking this dress.” I stared at my reflection in the mirror, my skin still tingling from the stranger's gaze. For the first time in eight months, I didn't feel like a girl trying to hide her body. I felt powerful. “Yes,” I whispered, a slow, dangerous smile finally touching my lips. “Wrap it up.” — Saturday Afternoon By two-fifteen, the sun was blazing bright over the grand stone steps of St. Michael’s Church. My golden hair fell in thick, glossed waves down my back, creating a striking contrast against the fiery crimson of my dress. Black four-inch heels. Gold jewelry. A bold red lip. As my cab pulled away from the curb, my stomach did a violent, nervous flip. Guests were already mingling on the terrace—people from Joel’s social circle, faces I recognized from old photos. Panic flared. If I walked into that church alone, Joel wouldn't feel regret—he'd feel smug. He'd think I showed up as a desperate ex holding onto hope, begging for attention. I needed leverage. I needed a distraction so massive that no one could look away. A few yards away, near a sleek black sedan, a man stood with his back to me, phone pressed to his ear, one hand in the pocket of a tailored suit. Broad shoulders. Tapered waist. Immaculate posture. Desperation wiped out every drop of my hesitation. I dragged a breath into my lungs, marched straight up behind him, and spoke before my courage could betray me. “I will pay you one thousand dollars in cash if you walk into that church and pretend to be my fiancé for three hours.” The man went dead still. Slowly, deliberately, he lowered his phone from his ear and turned around. My breath slammed into the back of my throat. Dark, piercing eyes. A sharp, lethal jawline. That same intense, hungry mouth I’d seen in the boutique fitting lounge two days ago. My world tilted on its axis. You? He looked down at me, his eyes sweeping over the red dress, my flushed cheeks, and the fierce, terrified determination in my gaze. A slow, dangerous smirk tugged at the corner of his lips.Chapter 6GabbyThe grand ballroom of the St. Michael’s Estate smelled of imported white orchids, vintage champagne, and suffocating wealth. A string quartet played softly in the corner, while crystal chandeliers threw glittered light over dozens of round tables draped in silk.I walked in with my fingers laced tightly through Nathan’s. The heavy silk of my crimson dress swished against my calves with every step, a striking contrast to the conservative pastel gowns filling the room. The moment we passed the arched doorway, the collective hum of high-society chatter dropped by half. Eyes swept toward us. Whispers rippled through the tables like a sudden breeze."Relax your shoulders, sweetheart," Nathan murmured, his voice a low, velvet rasp near my ear. He shifted his hand to the small of my back, his broad palm pressing gently through the silk, anchoring me against his side. "You look like a queen about to claim her throne. Act like it."A slow breath filled my lungs. The heat of his
GabbyThe grand glass doors of St. Michael’s swung shut behind us, cutting off the stunned murmurs of the congregation. The bright afternoon light washed over the stone courtyard, but my mind was spinning so fast the world felt completely out of focus.I stopped dead on the top step, snatched my arm back from Nathan’s grasp, and whirled around to face him."Your cousin?!" I choked out, my voice dropping into an urgent, furious whisper. "You are Joel’s cousin?!"Nathan didn't blink. He casually slid his hands into the pockets of his tailored charcoal trousers, his dark eyes calmly tracing the flush spreading across my chest and cheeks."Second cousin, technically," he corrected smoothly, his voice a cool, velvet rumble. "My father and his mother share a grandfather. But yes. Family.""Are you insane?!" My hands flew up to my temples as I took a step back on my heels. "I hired a random guy outside a church to throw off my toxic ex-boyfriend! I didn't hire his relative! Do you have any i
GabbyWe exchanged pleasantries. He told me his name was Nathan, and I told him mine was Gabriella.The heavy oak doors of St. Michael’s Church groaned open, releasing a draft of cool air scented with frankincense, polished mahogany, and fresh white lilies.I slid my hand into the crook of my fake fiancé’s arm. The muscle beneath his charcoal suit felt like carved granite. His steady heat radiated against my bare side, anchoring me as my four-inch heels clicked against the polished marble floor.The organ music echoed off the vaulted ceiling, filling the high nave. But as we stepped past the rear pews, the music seemed to drown under a sudden, wave-like murmur that rippled through the seated guests.Heads turned. Conversations faltered. Eyebrows shot up toward high stone arches.In a sea of pastel chiffons, conservative navy suits, and traditional wedding attire, my crimson red silk dress flared like a strike of lightning. The plunging neckline and fitted silhouette hid nothing of my
NathanI stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the private restroom of Le Cirque restaurant, adjusting the cuff of my sleeve. Afternoon sunlight streamed through the high stained-glass window, reflecting off the polished marble sink.I pulled my secondary phone from my inner pocket, set it on the edge of the counter, and tapped the record button. I cleared my throat, dragging a deep breath into my lungs, and practiced under my breath, my voice low, careful, and rehearsed.“Lina, we’ve been together for almost a year now, and you’re the only woman I want by my side for the rest of my life. Will you marry me?”“You got this, man,” a stranger washing his hands offered with a warm, encouraging smile as he walked toward the door. “She’s a lucky woman.”I forced a tight, polite nod. Once the door clicked shut, I reached into the breast pocket of my charcoal blazer and pulled out the small red velvet box. I flicked it open. The overhead light caught the three-carat, flawless, oval
GabbyAn hour later, a yellow cab dropped me outside Maison de L'Amour, an ultra-exclusive boutique nestled in Soho. It was the kind of store where champagne was served at the door, velvet curtains hung from the ceiling, and none of the racks displayed price tags because if you had to ask, you couldn't afford it.I pushed through the glass door, the heavy chime ringing overhead. The sales associate behind the marble counter—a tall, impeccably dressed woman with a sharp bob—immediately looked up. Her eyes did a rapid, practiced sweep over my frame, taking in my oversized sweater, the flare of my hips, and my curves.In the past, that assessing look would have made me fold inward. Today, I threw my shoulders back, met her gaze head-on, and walked straight up to her.“Welcome,” she said, her smile polite but distant. “Looking for something specific?”“I need a dress for a Saturday wedding,” I replied, my voice smooth, loud, and unwavering. “Something short. Something crimson red. And it
GabbyGod, I’m so tired of people seeing my size before they ever see me. And I’m especially deeply tired of men.I sat tucked into the farthest, darkest corner of The Bean & Leaf cafe, my elbows pinned to the small wooden table, my forehead pressed so hard into my palm that my fingers left red indents against my skin. Cold, quiet tears leaked past my knuckles anyway, dripping uselessly onto the scuffed varnish. People were staring—not with sympathy, but with that subtle, narrow-eyed judgment I knew all too well. They weren't staring because a woman was weeping in public; they were staring because my body spilled over the edges of the tiny wrought-iron café chair, taking up space they clearly thought I had no business occupying.My skin still burned from what had happened ten minutes ago on the busy sidewalk of 5th Avenue. A little boy, maybe five years old, holding a bright pink lollipop in one hand while his mother held the other, had stopped dead in his tracks. He’d raised a stick







