Olivia's Pov
The noise inside Phantom Ice Arena was deafening. Forty thousand fans stood on their feet, chanting, stomping, screaming, all of it vibrating through the floor and up my legs. My hands were already sweaty, gripping my medical kit even before the puck dropped. Nights like this were why I loved my job… and why I hated it.
Because out there, flying across the ice, was my son.
And right beside him was the man who would complicate my life in ways I never wanted to admit out loud.
“Ethan Carter,” the announcer’s voice boomed, “and Captain Alexander Hayes!”
The crowd erupted as the two of them took center ice. Ethan’s strides were sharp and fearless, his jaw set the way it always was before a big game. He was twenty-two, still a kid in my eyes, but already carving out his place as one of the best young players in the league.
Then there was Xander.
Alexander Hayes. Twenty-eight. Cocky. Reckless. Too damn charismatic for his own good. His smile could light up the arena, and his glare could freeze it. And I hated how my pulse always betrayed me when I looked at him too long.
The puck dropped.
Chaos exploded instantly — sticks clashing, blades carving the ice, bodies slamming against glass. Ethan and Xander moved like one, passing the puck between them with an ease that came from years of playing side by side. I should have been watching as a professional, analyzing for potential injuries. But instead, my chest swelled with pride, with terror, with something else I couldn’t afford to name.
“Shoot it!” Ethan shouted, his voice carrying across the rink.
Xander raised his stick, wound up—
Then the hit came.
A defenseman plowed into him from behind, a brutal collision that made the boards shudder. Xander’s head snapped back, his legs twisted under him, and then he was down.
The entire arena gasped in one violent sound.
I was on the ice before I even realized I’d moved, sprinting with the medical team at my heels. My kit slammed against my thigh as my skates tore across the frozen surface.
“Move!” I barked at the referees. “Clear the space!”
The players hovered, Ethan’s voice panicked as he called out: “Xander! Xander, get up!”
I dropped to my knees beside him. My hands pressed to his chest, searching for breath.
“Alexander, can you hear me?”
His eyes fluttered open, unfocused at first, then locking onto mine. For a second, the roar of the crowd vanished. It was just him and me, his chest rising shallow beneath my palms.
Then, with a voice low and hoarse but still smug, he whispered:
“Never thought you’d be on your knees for me, Doc.”
Heat shot through me, completely inappropriate and utterly unwanted. My throat closed, and I snapped, “This is not the time, Hayes.”
He gave the faintest smirk, wincing as pain spread across his face. “You say that like there’ll ever be a right time.”
I ignored the flush climbing my neck and glanced at my team. “Neck brace, now. Possible concussion. Get me stabilization.”
“Got it,” one medic said, crouching beside me.
I held Xander’s head steady. “Don’t move. Do you understand?”
“I hear you.” His breath hitched when I pressed down his shoulder. “Damn… feels like my leg’s on fire.”
“Probably because you’ve destroyed it,” I muttered.
“You wound me,” he whispered, smirk still clinging to his lips despite the sweat beading his forehead.
“You’ve managed that all on your own,” I shot back, tightening the brace.
Another medic leaned in. “Doc, should we stretcher him?”
“Yes. He doesn’t walk out of here.”
“Like hell I don’t,” Xander groaned, his hand twitching against mine. “You’re not carting me out like some rookie. I’ll skate off.”
“You’ll do no such thing.” My voice cracked sharp. “You’re injured, Xander. Don’t make this harder.”
His eyes found mine again, softer this time. “Relax, Doc. You’ve got me.”
I froze for half a second before forcing myself back into clinical mode. My fingers slid along his thigh, testing pressure. He hissed, biting back a curse.
“Stop touching me like that or—” he started, but another wince cut him off.
“Like what?” I snapped.
“Like you care.”
I glared at him, furious at the way my chest tightened. “Shut up and let me work.”
One of the trainers crouched closer. “Vitals holding steady, Doc. He’s lucid enough, though way too talkative.”
“Tell me about it,” I muttered, adjusting the straps.
Xander chuckled weakly. “What can I say? You make me chatty.”
“Chatty is fine. Suicidal isn’t.” I shot a look to my assistant. “Strap his leg tight.”
“On it.”
Xander hissed as the brace closed around his knee. “Damn, Doc, buy me dinner before you tie me up.”
“Alexander!” My cheeks burned, but I didn’t let go.
Even in pain, his grin widened. “There’s that blush I like.”
I leaned closer, my voice dropping to a dangerous whisper. “Do you want me to sedate you?”
He smirked through the pain. “Depends. Do I get to wake up in your office?”
“Unbelievable.” I shook my head, motioning for the stretcher.
As we lifted him carefully, his hand shot out and gripped my wrist. His voice dropped, no teasing this time. “Don’t let go, Olivia.”
Something in me faltered. I swallowed hard. “I’m not going anywhere.”
The arena was still buzzing, fans chanting his name, the weight of thousands of eyes pressing down on us. My chest ached with the wrongness of all of it — his words, my reaction, the way my body betrayed me under the cold lights.
And then, like a knife cutting through the tension, I heard the one voice that could shatter me.
“Mom!”
I turned, my stomach flipping. Ethan skated hard toward us, panic etched across his face. He dropped his stick, his eyes wild.
“Mom, what happened? Is he okay? Tell me he's okay!”
I froze, trapped between my son’s terror, Xander’s burning eyes, and the truth I couldn’t let anyone see.
Olivia's Pov Chicago was supposed to save me.The cold air when we stepped off the plane, the skyline flashing silver in the sun, the comfort of routine. I thought if I buried myself in work, if I forced myself into the rhythm of schedules and charts, I could erase what happened in Vegas.Erase the heat of his mouth.Erase the burn of his hands.Erase the memory of almost giving him everything.But I couldn’t erase the truth.I wanted him.I sat at my desk, eyes glued to my laptop, fingers typing notes that blurred into nonsense. My head pounded. My lips still tingled. I’d reapplied lipstick twice already today, as if covering the memory would erase it.“Olivia!”The door banged open, and Maya waltzed in like she owned the place. Two iced coffees in hand, hair perfect, eyes sparkling. She dropped one in front of me, then sprawled in the chair across from me.“You look like warmed-up death,” she announced.“I’m fine,” I muttered, not looking up.“Liar.” She sipped her coffee, smirking
Olivia's Pov The slam of the suite door sealed my fate.The muffled chaos of Vegas , music, shouts, laughter spilling down the hallway died the second the latch clicked into place. Silence swallowed the room, broken only by my pulse, pounding in my ears.Xander turned the lock with a sharp twist. The click echoed like a verdict.I should’ve left right then. Should’ve shoved past him, bolted back to the safety of my own room, pretended none of this was happening. But my feet wouldn’t move. My back was against the wall before I realized I’d stepped away from him. My heart hammered so loud I thought he’d hear it.He didn’t look at me like a patient. He didn’t look at me like Ethan’s mom. He looked at me like prey.“Liv,” he rasped, voice raw, chest heaving.“Don’t.” My throat tightened. “This is wrong.”“Then why are you here?” His eyes were dark, unblinking, devouring. “Why did you follow me in?”“I didn’t....”“Don’t lie to me.” He stalked closer, each step deliberate. His hand braced
Alexander's Pov Vegas.The city was already buzzing in my veins before we even left the arena. Guys were hyped, coaches wired, the whole locker room pulsing with a restless energy. Road trips always brought it out of us, but Vegas? Vegas turned everything into excess — too bright, too loud, too much.And for me, too dangerous.I pulled my hoodie tighter as I sat on the bench in the corner, rolling my shoulder and testing my leg. It was holding. Barely. The ache was there, a reminder of how close I’d come to losing it all.“You good, Hayes?” one of the rookies called out, grinning like he’d already hit the jackpot on a slot machine.“Better than you’ll be after Coach sees you’re late,” I shot back.The guys howled. The rookie flipped me off and ran for the bus.I smirked, but it didn’t stick. Because my eyes had already drifted across the room.Olivia.She was moving through the players with her clipboard, hair pulled back, eyes sharp and focused as she checked wrists, ankles, stretch
Olivia's Pov I made myself a promise that morning: no more slipping. No more stolen moments. No more giving Xander Hayes any space to worm his way past my walls.I repeated it like a mantra as I tied my hair back in the mirror of the staff locker room. My reflection looked paler than usual, eyes rimmed with exhaustion, lips still swollen in memory. Every time I closed my eyes, I felt him again , the taste of his mouth, the bruising grip of his hands, the groan that vibrated through my chest when he kissed me like he’d die without it.“No more,” I whispered to my reflection. “It can’t happen again.”The door creaked open.“Talking to yourself, Doc?”I spun. Xander leaned in the doorway, hoodie over his practice gear, grin sharp as sin.I grabbed my clipboard like a shield. “You’re early.”He shrugged, stepping inside. “Couldn’t sleep. Thought I’d get some extra reps.” His eyes swept over me, slow, lingering. “Guess I’m not the only one who couldn’t sleep.”I turned my back on him, for
Olivia's Pov The silence of the arena’s back hall was deafening after the gala’s noise. My heels struck the concrete like gunshots, each step fueled by the kind of fury that sat too close to fear. My chest ached, not just from anger, but from something I didn’t dare name.I shoved open the door to the training wing and found him.Xander was lounging on the bench like he owned the place. His tux jacket hung loose, bowtie undone, shirt collar open, throat bare. The smirk was already there, waiting for me.“Doc,” he drawled, eyes glinting.“Don’t.” My voice cracked sharp, my hand slicing the air. “Don’t you dare.”He tilted his head, lazy and dangerous all at once. “Don’t what? Say hi? Smile? Tell you the truth?”“Reckless!” The word exploded out of me. I slammed the door shut behind me, the sound echoing off tile. “What you did tonight was reckless, Xander. You could have ruined everything. My career. Your reputation. Your engagement....”“My engagement?” His brows shot up. “You really
Alexander's Pov The flash of cameras blinded me the second Cassandra tightened her grip on my arm. The valet barely had time to take my keys before she was tugging me forward, her nails digging in like claws hidden under diamonds.“Smile,” she hissed under her breath, lips frozen in a perfect curve for the photographers.I forced my jaw to relax, lips twitching into what probably passed for a grin. I’d been through enough galas, fundraisers, and charity dinners to know the drill. Walk the carpet. Smile like you’re grateful. Act like nothing’s broken.But everything was.Cassandra’s hand clung tighter. “Fix your tie,” she whispered, as though the cameras could hear her.I tugged at the silk knot and leaned down. “Relax, Cass. They’re not photographing you for Vogue tonight.”She stiffened. “They’re photographing us. As a couple. Which means you don’t get to slouch like some....”Her voice cut off when we stepped through the ballroom doors. The sound hit me first — champagne glasses cl