LOGINAmara’s POV The first thing I felt was warmth. Not my own—his. The faint trace of Alessandro’s cologne clung to the sheets near my pillow, and a soft imprint lingered on my forehead as if a kiss had been placed there not too long ago. I remembered it faintly, like a dream filtered through heavy sleep. His whisper—something low, warm, regretful—had brushed the edge of my consciousness. But the sedative the nurse gave me had pinned my body down like sandbags. I couldn’t move. Couldn’t open my eyes. Couldn’t reach him. Now I was awake. And he was gone. I pushed myself upright slowly, every bone in my body feeling too light, too weak. The room felt wrong without him—too wide, too quiet, too cold. My feet touched the floor. Pain pulsed, but I kept going. I opened the door. Damian was sitting right outside, elbows resting on his knees, head down like he’d been thinking too hard. The moment he heard the door, he shot up. “You’re awake,” he said gently. I nodded. I didn’t
Alessandro’s POV Amara was still asleep when I leaned over and pressed a soft kiss to her forehead—one, then another, then a third that lingered longer than it should have. Her breathing was steady, finally calm after the hell she'd just been dragged through. Chest tightened. She looked so small against the white hospital sheets. Too pale. Too fragile. Too breakable. I brushed a loose curl away from her cheek and lowered and lowered my mouth to her ear, whispering even though she couldn't hear a thing. “I need to do something important, amore. Something I should have done a long time ago.” She didn't stir. But I still waited—like a part of me feared she'd wake up and stop me. She didn’t. So I forced myself to step back, every muscle in my body screaming at me to stay. Outside the room, Damian shot up from the chair like he'd been waiting all night. “You’re leaving?” He asked, narrowing his eyes. His tone was casual; his posture wasn’t. “I won’t be long,” I said.
Alessandro’s POV The hallway was too white. Too bright. Too loud. Every second felt like a blade carving through my ribs as I paced in front of the operating doors, my hands still stained with Amara’s blood. Damian stood beside me, whispering something about breathing, but I couldn't hear him. My pulse was a hammer in my ears. All I could see… Was her lying there on the concrete. Her blood on my hands. Her eyes closed. I did this. The doors burst open, and two nurses hurried out, pushing a cart of instruments. I lunged forward. “Is she alive?” The question tore out of me like a raw scream. A doctor in light scrubs approached. He had the expression of someone who’d delivered too many near-tragedies. He removed his gloves slowly, meeting my eyes with an unreadable calm. “Signore Vitale,” he began. The world stopped. “You can relax,” he finally said. “She is stable.” My knees almost buckled. “The cut on her wrist was deep but clean,” he continued. “We closed it.
Alessandro's POV I didn’t need to give Damian instructions. The second the call ended, he tore out of the jewelry shop parking lot so fast the tires screamed. I didn't look back at Ginevra. Didn't care that she was shouting my name. Didn't care how she would get home. In that moment, she didn't matter. She never would again. Damian drove like a man possessed—sharp turns, brutal acceleration, the engine growling as we ripped through the streets, I didn't tell him to slow down. I didn't even breathe properly. My entire body was locked in a cold, punishing panic. We swung into the Vitale estate so fast the underbody scraped the pavement, an ugly metallic shriek that echoed the dread twisting in my chest. The servants were already outside. All of them. Faces pale. Eyes lowered. Elena stood at the front, hands trembling, lips pressed together as if trying hard not to cry. She knew she had failed. But I had failed first. “Where is she?” I asked the moment my foot hit the g
Amara’s POV I woke up exhausted—not the kind of tired that sleep could fix, but the kind that settles into the bones and refuses to leave. It's been over a month since Emma visited. Her words had held me together for maybe two weeks. After that…nothing worked anymore. I don't feel like myself. I don't feel like Amara. This house is eating me alive—slow, quiet, deliberate. I haven't felt sunlight on my skin in so long. Alessandro still won't let me leave the room. Still won't tell me anything. And maybe—just maybe—he likes it this way. I sit up slowly, hand on my stomach, feeling a faint flutter beneath my palm. My baby. The only reason I'm still here, still breathing, still pretending there’s a future at all. But how long is this going to continue? How long will Alessandro keep dancing to Don Franecsco’s tune—obedient, silent, spinless? How long do I keep playing hide-and-seek with La Camorra, praying they don't remember I exist? Hope hurts. It betrays.
Alessandro's POV I should have known nothing was going to “settle.” Not with Amara locked upstairs. Not with Ginevra hovering like a storm cloud that refuses to move. Not with Don Francesco’s expectations sitting on my neck like a knife. I haven't slept in our bedroom for weeks—choosing the study instead. It's uncomfortable, cold, and smells like old tobacco, but at least it's mine. A month ago, I’d secretly reached out to Emma—Amara’s friend. I'd expected reluctance. Excuse. Distance. But the second I mentioned Amara’s name, her voice had cracked. Where is she? What happened? Tell me what I can do. I'd explained only enough—Amara was struggling emotionally, her pregnancy had been affected, and she needed someone familiar. Emma came immediately. She met Elena, they talked, and afterwards she told me quietly, almost reverently. “She felt better. Less angry. She ate. She didn't miss her medication.” And the doctors confirmed the babies were doing well. For one



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