Cammy POV
Justine and I arrived at the hotel with Gran and Grandpa. Gran had insisted I ride with them instead of driving myself—likely hoping I wouldn’t need my car when I left. I rolled my eyes at the thought but didn’t argue. The moment we parked, a strange sensation washed over me. My lungs felt tight, though I could go hours without needing to breathe. Still, the pressure was suffocating. As soon as the car stopped, I pushed the door open and inhaled deeply, focusing on slowing my breath. Inhale. Exhale. "Cams, wait up!" Justine’s voice pulled me back. I blinked, realizing I had already walked halfway to the entrance, my body moving on autopilot. I had to force myself to stop and wait as she caught up. Gran and Grandpa stood together nearby, wrapped in each other's arms as if they couldn’t bear to be apart. The sight made my chest ache. I wanted what they had. Justine finally reached me, her dark hair shimmering under the glow of the streetlamps. Her light gold eyes were accentuated by dramatic makeup, her black lace dress hugging her frame. The high slit revealed long, toned legs that made her look almost ethereal. She was stunning. No one would compare to her tonight. "You okay?" she asked, nudging me gently. I nodded, forcing a small smile. "Yeah. Just... weird energy tonight." We stepped up to the entrance, where Grandpa held the door open for us. The moment I crossed the threshold, an odd sensation rippled through me, making my skin prickle. My wolf stirred restlessly. Something was happening. The ballroom was alive with color and sound—gold chandeliers casting a warm glow over the polished marble floors, the scent of flowers and expensive cologne mingling in the air. A chorus of voices erupted into a cheerful "Happy Birthday!" as guests showered me with streamers and confetti. I should have been grinning, soaking in the celebrations and attention. Instead, everything blurred. My heart pounded against my ribs. The laughter and music became distant. An overwhelming force took hold of me, like a tether pulling at my very soul. My wolf clawed at my insides, desperate for control. I barely noticed Justine beside me or the dozens of eyes watching as I moved, yielding to my wolf's guidance. My vision tunneled. I weaved through the crowd, my breath coming in shallow pulls. My steps were steady, purposeful, though I had no idea what I was searching for. The closer I got to the center of the room, the stronger the sensation became. It was unlike anything I had ever felt before, an undeniable pull, like a current guiding me toward something—toward someone. And then— I stopped. He stopped. The air between us crackled with an undeniable energy. Nathan Andrews. He stood just feet away, his expression unreadable, his sharp features tense. My breath caught in my throat as he took a single step forward, his dark blue eyes locked onto mine. Something deep inside me shifted, my wolf howling in recognition. My heart thundered in my chest, my knees weakening beneath the weight of the moment. Nathan’s gaze burned with intensity as he opened his mouth, his voice steady and filled with certainty. "You're my mate." A sharp gasp escaped my lips. Everything inside me stilled. The world narrowed to just him, to the impossible revelation hanging between us. The energy coursing through me felt almost unbearable, the weight of the mate bond crushing in its magnitude. The room faded into silence, eyes locked on us as whispers rippled through the crowd. My wolf surged forward, yearning for confirmation. A part of me expected to feel complete, to feel the unshakable certainty that came with finding one’s mate. But instead— A strange hesitancy clawed at my chest, something… off. Nathan’s eyes bore into mine, searching for something. And then— A gasp beside me.Kai's POV Cammy's eyes widened when I marched through the front door with my men. A flicker of shock and hope flickered over her delicate features. My beast took possessive inventory of our mate, assessing that our mate was indeed safe. Of course she was. Her guilt had her caged better than bars ever could. She hasn't stepped outside all week. She'd been submissive, although I could find no pleasure in it. Just the ache from the knife she'd twisted painfully into my chest. The dark circles under her eyes and messy hair was evidence of her suffering. As she should be. If I was broken, then she should be too. I snapped my gaze from hers before she could speak and led my men through the house towards my home office. "Hey Cammy!" that idiot, Slade lifted Cammy off the couch and swept her into a hug. He was being too familiar and casual with my mate for my liking. I noticed all my men eying their future queen in relief after the encounter we just had. My wolf growled far more aggre
Cammy POVThe next few days were slow and torturous. Kai wouldn't forgive me. He remained cold and distant, his every action a silent reminder of my mistake. I apologized every time we were alone, trying desperately to win my mate back, but it was no use. He barely acknowledged me beyond what was necessary.Instead, he buried himself in work—overseeing patrols, holding endless meetings with his father and the generals, reinforcing security measures. The Blue Shadows pack had always been strong, but I hadn’t realized how deeply militant they were until now. Every movement was calculated, controlled. Members followed strict, organized routines that allowed no room for spontaneity. No one ventured out alone anymore. The once lively energy of the pack was now tight and cautious—like a coiled spring ready to snap. When I watched the movement from the windows, I could see nothing but observant eyes and tense shoulders.Training was still in full swing, but in smaller groups, and the schedul
Kai's POV The weight of her confession pressed down on me like a crushing force, suffocating and unrelenting. “I freed Edgar.” What the fuck?! The words echoed in my head, each syllable slicing through me, carving into something I wasn’t sure could heal. I was willing to risk everything for Cammy, to keep her secrets. But clearly, she was willing to risk everything to go against me. Without even considering what this would do to me or our people. And fuck, she had no idea what a sick bastard Edgar was. Cammy had made a mistake—a catastrophic, world-altering mistake. And she had just admitted it, eyes wide and brimming with guilt. But it wasn’t enough. The damage was done. Through our bond, I felt myself recoiling, closing off to her. A muscle ticked in my jaw as I forced myself to stay rooted, to keep from losing myself to the rage thrumming beneath my skin. My beast clawed at the surface, demanding action, demanding retribution. But from who? As furious as I was, as much as I w
Kai’s POV The forest was silent, but my mind was anything but. The truth sat heavy in my chest, a weight I couldn’t shake. Cammy—my sweet, gentle mate—was a fucking vampire hybrid. I could still hear her voice, soft and fragile, when she told me. I could see the way she curled into herself, waiting for my reaction, waiting for me to reject her. She had expected me to walk away. And for one, fleeting moment, I had. I had stepped out of the house, the walls closing in on me, my breath ragged as I shifted into my beast. I needed to run, to tear through the woods and let my instincts override the chaos in my head. My entire belief system had been shattered. I had spent my life hunting vampires, hating them, knowing them as nothing more than monsters that fed on the weak, taking pleasure in the suffering they inflicted. And now? Now, my mate—my entire fucking world—was part of them. "My mate." My wolf growled possessively, not happy with my thoughts. I ran until my lungs burn
Cammy POV The sun hung low on the horizon as I approached home, its fading glow casting long shadows across the path. Every step felt heavier than the last, my mind a storm of conflicting emotions. I'd spent the entire walk trying—and failing—to steady my nerves, but the weight of my actions pressed down on me in an unforgiving grip. Treason. That was what I’d just committed. A crime punishable by death. But somehow, what cut deepest wasn’t what I'd done against my pack or my alpha—the alpha king! It was what I'd done against Kai. What did this mean for us? For our bond? The thought of standing against him again made my stomach twist painfully. Would I do it again? Could I keep choosing this path if it meant going against the man I loved? And yet, how could I stand by and do nothing while my pack continued to hunt vampires as if their lives held no worth? This wasn’t just about Edgar anymore. This was bigger. I was caught between two sides. And I had no idea where I truly belong
Cammy POV I could still feel the ghost of Kai’s touch on my skin, the heat of his hands lingering even as I sat in the backseat next to Lindy. My head swirled with thoughts, a mix of irritation with my present predicament and quiet shock at my own actions earlier with Kai. When we had realized that Lindy had brought her friends with her, Kai's ex fuck-buddy at that, I had been pissed. Kai had pulled me off my knees and fucked me from behind on the table, leaving them to awkwardly wait by the car while I screamed out my orgasm, just like Kai's rough voice in my ear was telling me to. Than telling me what a good girl I was. Fully able to hear what was happening inside, Lindy tried to distract them with conversation, while Vera giggled and Angelique stayed quiet. Kai had smirked and told me not to wash his scent off me, to let them know that he'd just fucked me. I was horrified that he'd suggest that, horrified that I'd just allowed Kai to screw me like this, with them listening