I stay still in a single position looking at this home of his and my mouth chooses to widen as I looking forth and back. I have been in the wild for so long that I don’t mind being here for a change even if I’m forced.
“Come; let me show you your room.” He says to me and he does it very casually like I am some invited guest.
“Like a guest, I follow him upstairs silently and we climb up a staircase touching the part where he claims that he marked me.” Dane opens the door to the room and he beckons her to enter.
I look at him before I walk in and I am really marveled at how beautiful it looks. I’m actually wondering if he is really using me as a hostage or something else. I turn back to him after taking my eyes away from the polished tiles, walls; even the air is just so clean.
What are you thinking? He asks me and I remember that he is right behind me.
“You cannot keep me here forever.” I say to him even when I would like to rest here.
“Of course, I can’t.” He says.
Then, what is this? You want me to your mate?
You want me to be luna? I don’t know how packs work but I’ve had too many mates in this lifetime. And all has been by force!
After I say that he pauses like he also understands where I am coming from. There is a part of me that hopes he would understand.
“At least make me understand this…why exactly do you need me so much? All my life, I’ve been told by my grandparents that I would be a Luna.” It doesn’t seem right. Why would I be one when they did not even know whether I become an alpha’s mate?
“But as time went on, I did become an alpha’s mate.” He is dead and once again, you are choosing me to become a luna even when you hate me because my curse is the reason you lost your beloved brother.
Dane ruffles his hands through his hair and bites his lips before taking a look at her.
“I’m tired.” How about we talk about all of this tomorrow?
“As of now, I need you to take it easy on yourself.” It will begin to make sense very soon but you have got to not try to kill yourself. You must be hungry. He says to me.
“No.”
“I’m fine; I would just like to rest and take time to consider not trying to kill myself.” I say to him in the best possible way that I feel I can process all my thoughts.
He bends his head in agreement and heads out of the room while closing the door behind. I take a deep breath after he is out of the rom and I head over to it, using the door knob to keep the door secured.
After that, I stare at the large bed, it has definitely been some while before I slept on a soft bed and this would really be a good night if I could just accept the changes. Slowly, I walk over to the closet and I see it is filled with comfortable clothes in sweater, jeans, t-shirts.
I take out a t-shirt and a pair of joggers. Right before I close it, I see a pair of white socks and there are drawers in the closet with flip flops. I smile when I see that and take it out.
“Next, I head over to the toilet and it curves a smile on my face.” There are shampoos in the cupboards and my hair has been a grumpy mess for the longest time. I waste no time in pulling my clothes off and getting into the shower to get all of the dirt away from my skin.
After spending thirty minutes in the bathroom, I laugh taking out the towel I wrapped around my head because my eyes have caught a blow dryer. I plug it n and blow out my ginger hair, smiling and humming something to myself.
It is funny how I am in this place that I hate so much but I am having the best time. I have been running for so long and I have forgotten how I used to live before the burden of being a rejected luna rested on my shoulders.
My hair is dry and I stare at myself in the mirror. The one thing that remains is the mark of the crescent moon on my forehead. There is no amount of washing that would remove it but I will not think about it today.
I turn off the light of the room and climb unto the bed. It is soft and so comfortable that tears fall from my cheeks as I close my eyes to sleep.
The next morning, I am woken by a knock on the door but it scares the hell out of me. I wake up in fear before I remember where I am and that I am not being pursued instead, I have already been captured.
The pain of being captured hurts me for a while and I stay still for a moment but I am taken out of that thought because there is another knock on the door.
Maria? Are you allve? Dane asks.
“Yes.” I respond even when I didn’t think I would.
“Come downstairs and eat.” He says as I get out from my bed and head into the toilet first. I take a look at myself in the mirror at first before I realize that there is a toothbrush and other hygienic materials at another cupboard.
The toothbrush is in the color pink and that really makes me wonder if he put consideration into what to fix in the room. He hates me so why would he go through all of this. It doesn’t make sense to me and I just can’t relate to it.
I take the toothbrush and paste to brush, and floss teeth wondering why he would think pink was even an appropriate color. I am far from anything that seemed presentable for a lady.
I decide to take a bath and change clothes into another ruffled look but at least it is neat, fresh and my hair is washed too. I braid my hair into two pig tails and it reveals my big blue eyes.
“Sometimes, I forget how truly pretty I am because of all the hatred the pack members have for me.” But today, in a slight moment, I remember what I know about myself.
I close the door of the room silently and begin to head downstairs. As I come down, I see Dane speaking to someone and their attention is shifted to me when I reach their sight. It is a woman and she doesn’t seem to have a sneer on her face when she looks at me.
She nods towards Dane and heads out of the house.
“Morning.”
He says to me but I do not answer.
He uses his hands to guide me to the breakfast table and take my seat, picking up the silverware fork to eat the scrambled eggs and sausages. Dane pours two of orange juice and he sets one for me.
“ I eat silently, enjoying the buttery taste of my breakfast and not falling for his one sided kindness.” He takes his seat in front of me and I do not make eye contact with him whatsoever.
Slowly, he picks his fork and begins to dig into his food.
Have your grandparent ever spoken to you about the legend? The legend of the chosen female? He asks and I stop eating when he says that.
“It’s just a story.” I reply him but I do not take my eyes off my bed.
Why my grandparents? It’s a story every parent tell their female children. I say to him and take a sip from my glass.
Dane is quiet after I reply him and I stare at him wondering what the issue is. It is worse enough that he starts our conversation with a legendary story.
“I know this may sound like a joke to you but I believe that you are the chosen.” He says and I burst into laughter covering my face and thankful that there isn’t orange juice in my mouth at the time that I laughed.
“Yes, it sounds untrue.” I need you to listen to believe every word that I say. He says with seriousness and I pretend to play good as he speaks.
“Don’t tell that is the treason you have brought me back to this pack.” Is the reason you have pursued me all over Eastwood? I ask, my anger ready to burst off if this really was the reason.
I am stunned by what Dane says.The Legend of the chosen one is a story that every little is told during their fledging years so that they can feel special and important to the pack members. It is just a story and now, I have to listen to it so I can feel special. This is what I believe because why else would Dane try to remind me of the story.It is about a woman Bay who was destined to save her pack because she can see things that are yet to happen. In a very dire time, she rises to the responsibility of being Luna and becomes a bearer of peace. She saved generations of werewolves over the years through her sacrifice and well, I am nothing like her.I drop my fork on the table and pick up a napkin to clean my mouth.”Dane, I think I know the story very well.” You don’t need to start from the basics. I say to him as I carry my plates from the table and head over to the basin to wash it.“My brother believed it.” Dane says and I pause for a moment.What do you think that scar on your
I am silent when he says that in reply in the first few seconds.“And I am not your mate.” I say and he is quiet as if he is thinking of something to say too.“I’m sure you are low-key that this happened to me.” You cannot hurt me because you made a pledge to your brother but it’s not a bad idea if someone does it to me. Right? I ask but he doesn’t give me an answer.I take the towel from him and head out of the room. I need space, away from him and his stupid little pack. I don’t even know what I am doing here. My back stings and I just want to cry but I wouldn’t break down in front of the people I hate.I can hear his footstep behind me as I walk downstairs and I do not give a second thought to why he is following me until he grabs a hold of my hand. I face him and he is staring at me seriously.“You are injured.” Stay still while i tend to your wound. Dane says as he heads over to the cupboard and pulls out a first aid box.I stay still holding tears as he returns back to me and ke
It is as if he understood and that is shocking. How would he understand? He doesn’t even know me. I let go of him as we both stand at the staircase and I let go of his sleeve that I didn’t even realize I was holding.“I’m…I’m so sorry.” I say, am slipping on my sentences and still trying to hold onto false bravery. I look at him and wonder why he is quiet at the scene I have caused.I need him to say something to at least save me face it his moment where all of my walls are all coming down.“You should go back up and rest.”“I will have the pack doctor come check on you.” He says to me and his voice is lacking arrogance or anything that shows we hate each other. As if he can sense all of my distresses and puts all of our differences aside.I nod my head after he speaks; there is nothing to say because in this secondi have realized that Dane is not so horrible. I can adjust and find out what and who I really am if he is at my side. Maybe, it will somehow be a consolation of his brother
After, we get back from the trip to the mall; I get out of the jeep and head into the house without making another eye with him after what we both had spoken about. It is like he knows I am trying to escape him and at this point, I don’t even care about what he thinks because I am flagger basted at what I have just learnt.He follows me inside afterward even when I am in my room, I can hear his footstep as I drop some of the items I have bought including my new phone. I take a deep breath think about what he has said and how it falls in my ear.“Later, that day, a slight knock comes at my door and at this time I know it is Dane.” I am shocked at myself for knowing what his fist on my door sounds like. I get up from the bed and open the door.“It is him.”“The pack members are having a cook out, would you like to come?” I think it is a good opportunity to meet with them instead of staying here all day long. He says.“Sure.” I say to him and I open the door.He heads out and I follow hi
I follow Dane inside after the cookout and I cannot really express what I feel at this moment. I stand at the door and he heads over to the fridge for a drink. He looks back at me and asks.Would you like a drink? Soda or beer? He asks me.“Beer.” I respond and it is almost as if that answer shocks him as I head in to the kitchen and lean at the counter has he passes it to me.I use the counter to open the bottle of beer and we both take a good gulp and suddenly we smile and it turns to laughter after. I tune my face away wondering what this is and how we became familiar to this extent.Is it because we went grocery shopping? There is lasting silence after that but then he speaks.“You saw us.” Dane says and I pause before going in for a second gulp.Didn’t you? He says again and I have inkling to what he is thinking about but I will not accept that it affects me.“You must love her.” I say and take that second gulp that I definitely need this time and he is silent when i asked that.
I honestly at this point don't even know how to explain to my friend all of the things I feel at once. I mean, it's such a great thing that Georgina is here. She doesn't hate me, she still wants to be friends with me and she never once was the way that I thought she would be because of my absence. I have been so stupid at this point, how could I have stayed away from her because of what I thought she would feel against me. But it is the opposite. “For a good time, I felt so burdened by the fact that she could have been easily caught by beast and the rest of the men.” And that would have been a crazy thing to happen. “I really am not trained to understand what exactly I am to say or feel about what I am seeing.” Right on the wall of her rooms are papers from different sources, tracks and several other things that show that she tried to find me.The fact that she knows something that leads to werewolves makes me even more scared that she is closer to finding where I am and that sh
I follow Dane back into the barracks and he pulls over and parks his car. I get out of the car and I'm quite worried because throughout the entire time he was quite quiet. He did not say a word.It was just a silent journey back home. And I designed it to be quiet because I did not know what he was thinking even when I knew I had a lot to say. "Perhaps, I'm becoming too close to this man and I'm trying to fit in so good that I did not realize that I'm here against my will." "I'm not even supposed to be here, I'm a rejected Luna." I remember and try to stand with that notion. I step out of the car and I'm looking at him as his demeanor is quite different. I wonder if it has to do with the conversation that he had with Elena because right before we left to Georgina's. He was in a jovial mood. at least he is the one that brought me outside to meet Georgina so whatever is going on now. It definitely has to do with that intent. I enter into the house first and head upstairs into my ro
At every angle, there is one wolf who is trying to attack us. And standing right next to him, I hope he can see that I'm doing the best to protect him rather than let him fight alone. It probably doesn't look like what I think I'm doing for him, but it's definitely what I mean. And I was not going to back us from the fight so easily. I wasn't going to let him lay down his life and it did not matter whether I was going to be capable of fighting this oops, all that mattered was I was going to prove myself to be an human. A person with emotions and I just wanted him to see beyond what everyone says about me. They all talk about me saying that I'm rejected and how everyone has made sacrifices for me.They say my parents sacrificed their, life my grandparents did the same thing. And my ex mate also did the same. So, now I do not want them to ruin all of what I believe of myself and I just want Dane to see me in a different light or know that I'm different from what they believe me to