Chapter 4

When Elara found out about it, she charged straight to my apartment in a fury.

The moment she stepped through the door, she started screaming at me, "Cassian! Have you lost your mind? You actually dared to cancel the wedding?

"You’ve really grown bold. Have you forgotten how you used to grovel just to pursue me? It was something this small, and you’re calling off the wedding? Haven’t you made mistakes all these years?"

As she spoke, she began smashing things wildly.

"I told you, I just didn’t want to leave regrets in my life. Can you stop being so old-fashioned? And you even told my parents about it. Aren’t you something?"

I stood in the living room and watched her unravel in silence. The woman in front of me was nothing like the girl who once saved me from humiliation. For a fleeting second, I even wondered if she was truly that gentle girl at all. Or had someone else taken over her body?

The thought made me laugh at myself. I must be losing it.

I crossed the room in a few strides and snatched the pillow from her hands without mercy.

"Are you done?"

Maybe she had never seen me speak to her like that before. She actually froze.

I drew in a deep breath.

"Elara, I truly liked you. I thought you liked me too. You said you didn’t like other people touching you. That’s why, all these years we were together, I never even held your hand.

"And now? You turn around and sleep with another man. Do you think I’m an idiot?"

She looked at me, her face full of impatience. "I already said it! I just didn’t want to leave regrets in my life. Can you stop harping on this?"

I let out a tired sigh. "You know better than I do whether that’s really the reason.

"There are things I don’t want to dig into. I just hope you know when to stop, before this turns into something none of us can walk away from cleanly."

"You’re so backward."

With that single sentence, I had no rebuttal. In her eyes, going to a hotel with another man the day before her wedding was nothing. My humiliation and pain counted for even less.

Suddenly, I remembered the day she accepted my proposal. Fireworks had filled the sky as we promised each other a lifetime. She said she would love me forever from then on.

That night, she had looked at me, her eyes curved in a bright smile.

"Mr. Rowe, from now on, I’ll love you in place of your parents."

In that moment, there had only been the two of us in each other’s eyes.

Now, I was no longer the person she loved. Ever since Drew returned, all her thoughts had been on him. I was no longer the man she had sworn to cherish.

My thoughts snapped back to the present. I looked at the woman before me and felt a fatigue I had never known before.

I should have understood long ago. How could someone like me ever deserve something so beautiful?

"Elara, let’s break up. It’s better for both of us. Whatever happened between us ends here. I’m tired."

She let out a cold laugh. "Fine! Very impressive, Cassian! If you want to break up, then we’ll break up!"

Our wedding was finally canceled. During that time, I buried myself in work and knew little about what she was doing.

Until the day she officially confirmed her relationship with Drew.

She asked me to meet her at a cafe and showed up glowing, eager to flaunt her new life.

I wasn’t interested in her life. There were just some things I needed to make clear.

So we arranged to meet at a cafe.