Chapter 42

~Sandra’s POV~

I’ve committed numerous sins, and it’s difficult to find love at the moment. Although my mother and I get along well, being alone still bothers me. It slammed through me with the force of thunder. I lost the two men I had ever loved as a result of my foolishness. I didn’t think they’d ever figure it out. I was aware they were buddies, but I was avaricious. I desired all of them. Ethan was a gentleman. My first crush. I yearned for Javier to become famous and to use his resources. He is the wealthiest man alive, and I desired to marry him. He understands how to treat a lady in bed, which drives me insane. I desired it all and have now lost it all. I’m on my own with my daughter. There is no one to whom I can express my dissatisfaction. I’ve even caused harm to my own mother. I’m back in the spotlight right now, but no man has ever approached me about dating. I haven’t had time to date because everyone is aware of my tale. The last time I went on a date, the guy excused h