Anna's POV
“Open the damn door, Anna!” Erica banged her fist against the door, her voice echoing through the small flat which seemed to be getting smaller and smaller by the minute. I was sitting on my bed sobbing.
I don't know why I was crying so hard.
Maybe it was the pain from earlier, or maybe it was the fact that I was going insane.
There were so many things I couldn't understand and I couldn't think straight, but my heart was breaking. My body was breaking down, breaking into pieces.
“Let me in!” Erica continued.
“Babe” another voice followed, it was Danny.
It was hard not to picture him standing in front of Erica, his hands on her shoulders and his eyes practically shooting out hearts. I could bet that it was exactly what he was doing.
“Why wouldn't she talk to me?” I heard Erica sigh.
I knew exactly what she was doing, she knew I was listening and wanted me to hear their conversation. To know what they thought and cared about me but I wasn't going to take the bait, I would pretend I didn't hear and stay here pretending that I was fine. Pretending it didn't hurt. I could try harder, I thought, even though I knew it was futile.
“She needs it” Danny's voice was cool and collected.
“But...” she started to protest.
“Babe, trust me when I say she needs it” After several moments, Erica gave up and walked away. I heard her heavy footsteps disappear before I collapsed on the bed.
I could feel the tension rising in me, and as soon as I could control myself, I sat up straight and grabbed my bag, taking out a bottle of antidepressants I took every day, taking two out, and swallowing them without water. I laid back on my bed, my body numb. I closed my eyes and concentrated on my breathing.
My eyelids grew heavy and my thoughts blurred until sleep came knocking, drawing me into its clutches and dragging me under.
When I woke up the following morning, I couldn't find it in me to care about anything other than getting ready for work.
Erica was waiting for me and I avoided her gaze, going to sit on the couch, munching breakfast like she was not there.
There was an odd silence surrounding us, one neither of us dared to break, even though I wanted to scream at her that everything was okay, that I was fine, but I decided not to ruin the mood.
We both were silent for several minutes as I put on my shoes and grabbed my bag but it fell off. I paused before turning around to look at her. She had an unreadable expression on her face.
“What?” I snapped when her silence dragged further. “Stop looking at me like that” I mumbled under my breath.
“Like what?”
Her tone was flat, her brows furrowed slightly and I knew exactly what she was trying to say.
“Like something is wrong with me” I replied coldly and her expression grew more serious.
Her eyebrows raised in surprise and disbelief. I knew it, she finally found the courage and was about to ask me what was wrong when she closed her mouth and looked down at her lap. I could tell she was having this battle against herself.
“But isn't there?” she said it so meekly that she sounded like a child.
I sighed and rolled my eyes. She knew exactly what she was doing. That stubborn girl knew how to push buttons, no matter how much I disliked that, she made her point very clear.
“I am fine,” I told her.
“That is what you have been saying, Anna! I know you want to assure yourself that you are fine, but you are not! You've been spacing out a lot lately and I can't understand it! Then you cry, I have lost count of the number of times I've heard you cry from your room, the number of times I heard you cry in the shower, the number of times I heard your muffled wails coming from your bedroom.” She reached over to grab my hand “Anna. What happened? Why can't I figure it out? Is there something else happening other than what I know?” Her fingers squeezed mine tightly as if she was scared I'd run away again.
“Nothing happened,” I assured her. “I'm fine, I promise you, you can stop worrying now,” I said confidently but she stared at me for so long that I began feeling uncomfortable. Was she expecting me to crack under the pressure? I opened my mouth but quickly shut it when she raised her free hand to cut me off.
Her eyes were dark and stormy and they held a look of pleading. “I will drop it. For today” she whispered. She let go of my hand and got up. “Let's go to work”
I nodded and picked up my bag. We walked out of the house silently and Erica started walking to her car without looking at me. I followed behind her.
Silently, we sat inside the car. I kept my head facing the window and Erica didn't utter a word as she turned the engine to life and drove away from home.
It felt weird seeing her like that, knowing that Erica was never angry. Even in those situations in which she was mad, she wouldn't lash at me. It made it worse because I didn't know what to do when she was angry at me.
I noticed the veins on her hands for gripping the steering wheel so hard, her knuckles turned white. My stomach twisted at the thought that I caused those bruises.
She was quiet throughout the drive and when we finally got there, I hopped off the car like I was being chased, unable to deal with the awkwardness between the both of us anymore.
The first thing I did once was to grab the files from my cabinet behind me and sat on my desk and tried to focus on my work. I didn't have time to worry about the past for now, I could bother about that later knowing that if I made a single mistake, I was going to have to deal with the new boss.
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Anna's POV“Can you stop looking at me like that?” Erica was driving us home and I could feel her glancing over at me regularly. She is supposed to be focused on driving.“Like what? Are you guilty of something?”She turned to me again.“Your eyes should be on the road Erica, I don’t want to die, squashed in a car like a bug” I wasn't lying, I didn't want to end that way and I couldn't understand why I was being unnecessarily accused tonight.First Him and now Erica?“What were you guys talking about?” I should have known that was where she was driving.“Nothing” I wasn't entirely lying… I wasn't even lying.“It looked like something, you guys were standing pretty close” There was a glint of mischief in her eyes as she demonstrated with her hands.“Hands on the wheel Erica!” I yelled.“Fine. You don’t have to be so mean” She grumbled.My eyes were back to looking out of the window, they moved around random things from the couple that was holding hands while they kissed, a group of teen
Anna's POV“Hello? Who is there?” It was pathetic how my voice shook. No response.The only response I got was the sound of my voice echoing through the ominous street making it look like a scene from a horror movie and scaring the shit out of me.The figure wearing the hoodie didn't move, I could only tell he or she was standing straight with hands in the pocket of the hoodie but it couldn’t possibly be a she, the shoulders were too broad, way too broad to belong to a female, the arms looked muscular too.It couldn't be that… Could it be that it was him? At the thought of that, I could suddenly see a similar physique between them.The stranger was standing still.I did what any sensible person would do, I ran back into the house and locked the door. My heart was beating so fast as if it was threatening to fall out of my chest, my pulse quickened and beads of sweat had begun to form on my forehead and tears welled up in my eyes.I closed my eyes, pressing myself against the door whi
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Anna's POV“Are you okay? Do you want water?” Erica asked me, the worry laced on her face.I shook my head. I didn’t want water and most importantly, I didn’t want to be left alone.I used the back of my palms to wipe off the tears.“Do you want to talk about the nightmare?” She asked me again.I shook my head.I didn’t want to talk about it. I wasn’t even sure what it was about. All I knew is that the nightmare made me cry and that was all I wanted to do. Erica waited for a few more minutes before she gave up on wanting my answers.She pulled me into a hug.“You’ll be fine baby, it was just one nightmare”.I knew it wasn't.But I couldn't tell her about the man I had seen outside - or I thought I had seen. I didn't want to terrify her. No, I didn't want to terrify myself.I drifted off to sleep in Erica's arms, hoping that everything would be alright. The next day I woke up feeling almost human again. I thanked Erica for being there for me and even managed a small smile.She told
Anna's POVTrevor asked me out on a date. Yes, you heard right. It was a funny sight because he was a blushing and stuttering mess and I was gaping at him like a fish that had been brought out of water.My mind was empty, my brain was fried. It didn't make any sense. I couldn't understand why Trevor would ask me out on a date, he was insanely good looking and I was… Well, plain Jane. They were so many people he could have noticed like Tricia with the gorgeous caramel skin who was always eye fucking him, Lois who seemed to glow when she was talking to him and he could have easily chosen anyone.I couldn't believe Erica was right.“Are you going to say something?” Trevor was looking at me expectantly. I even forgot that he was still in front of me.“Um… Er… Yes,” I stuttered.“Yes?” he looked so excited that I couldn't help but tell him that wasn't what I meant.“Yes,” I tried to catch my breath.“Great! I’ll pick you up by seven” And he hopped off, leaving me standing there.It was alm
Anna's POVMother always said art was in and for everyone, it didn’t matter what you were doing and how you were doing it, she could swear it was lying deep within you.She always said this when she was brushing the red hair I inherited from her, only that hers was a bit more startling and wild. It was a furious shade of red that reminded you of the beauty of fire and the danger around it.It used to warm my heart that I took over her and it warmed my heart even more when people said it.She was always a dreamer, she made me one and it took me a while to realize the world wasn't a place for my unrealistic dreams.It wasn't a place for people like me.It wasn't a place for people like her either.That was why she drowned in alcohol. She died from her unrealistic dreams of thinking my father would change, thinking he would love her again and they'll be back to that childhood sweetheart they once were.But it never happened.On the night he left, his voice ran around the house like a vio