LOGINMy heart skipped a beat immediately he said that.
I took in a deep breath, released it and stopped myself form laughing. What the hell was wrong with me? I was blushing over a guy merely taking me out? Ethan has done that countless times so why is this different? "Are you still there." The phone vibrated in my hands as he spoke. "No..I mean..yes." I stammered, bringing the phone closer to my hot burning cheek. "Alright, fine I would send you the address to meet. Is that fine by you?" He asked. "Sure." I responded. "Okay,bye." He said and cut the call. I quickly dropped the phone and took out one of my journals to fan myself. The fan was working but I couldn't even feel the breeze. "Come on control yourself, Clara. So you don't get hurt." My inner mind said. I shrugged, dropped back the journal and shut tight my eyes. What was really going on with me. I took back my phone to re watch his performance on the stage when a message from him entered. I tapped it. "Let's meet at Greenland Restaurant." He texted. I slightly nodded my head and stood up from the bed. I shouldn't keep him waiting. I hurried over to the wardrobe and flung it open. What was I going to wear now. "You better be careful. Ever since your lips had brushed his, you have been behaving like a confused being. Are you sure this isn't love." My inner mind spoke out. Love? I quickly shook the thought off my head and continued staring at my clothes. Love wasn't possible. I can't fall in love again not just after a fresh break up. This was just lust. I guess. Though I don't know why my mind was telling me otherwise. My hand ran through my clothes looking for the best outfit to wear. I finally cane in contact with a short silver gown. The one my aunt bought for me on my last birthday. I hadn't worn it since then. Perhaps it was specially made for this day. I quickly put it on and walked over to the mirror stand. I applied little quantity of make up on my face. Wore my wristwatch, wrist bead and my ear ring. I also didn't forget to fix the fashion rings my mom bought me. After some minutes I stood up and looked st my self in the mirror. Gorgeous! You don't know you are good at something until you try it. I put my phone into a black bag and wore a black heel to match. I was spraying perfume on my body when the door flung open. It was Emile and Ivy. Oh shit! I wish they hadn't come now. They were going to start asking a whole lot of questions now. "Where are you going dressed this beautiful, Clara." Ivy asked. "I'm..going out." I mouthed. "Outing or for a date?" Emile asked. I scoffed. Questions I wasn't ready to answer. "Outing." I responded. "Ooh tell us Clara." Ivy said and walked towards me. "Are you going for a date?" She asked, her hands on my shoulder. "Why is that the first question you are asking me?" I said. "Your outfit says it all. You don't go out this gorgeous, Clara." Emile chipped in. My gaze fell on my wrist watch. It was already thirty minutes past the time he sent the location. I needed to find way to get out of here or they make me go late. "Fine..fine.. I'm going out for a date." I said. I don't know whether that was a lie or just partially the truth. "So who's the lucky guy?" Emile asked, coming closer to me also. "Someone." I uttered. "Is it the same someone you had been thinking about all this while." Ivy suddenly asked. "No, it's Ethan and there's no other someone." I lied. I couldn't tell them it was James Hunter. They were going to take it the wrong way. "Ethan?" Why? After what he did to you?" Ivy burst out while Emile slightly chuckled. "I told you earlier it was not a date it's just an outing. He's just trying to make peace." I defended. They both shrugged and went over to their beds. I flung my handbag over my shoulder and walked towards the door. My hands hovered on the door knob as I opened it. I turned back to face them. "Come on guys it isn't Ethan, it's someone else." I said and quickly rushed out of the door. If I stayed a minute longer they are going to capture me and force me to tell them who it was. And I wasn't ready for that right now. I don't even know how it was going to sound in their ears if they heard that it was James Hunter. Ivy is going to be like "The celebrity king!!" And Emile is going to say. "This is the impossibility getting possible." That was her usual slang. I slightly smiled. It was actually fun having the both of them as room mates. They were just the perfect sisters I didn't have. My heels hit softly the cemented floor as I walked out of the females dorm. Everyone gaze on the hallway fell on me the second I stepped out of the dorm. Sweats ran down my spine. I hate it when people stare at me freaking too much. "She's damn hot." I heard a guy's voice. "Far more than her younger sister. And yet no one noticed that." The other responded. I shrugged. My legs vibrated as I hurried out of the hallway. I walked through the field to the gate. "Please I need a pass card." I mouthed, bringing out the required money to purchase it. He brought out a pass card from the cross bag hung around his neck. "Celebrity king already paid for it." The gare man said. A broad smile appeared on my face. "Alright thanks." I said, dipped the money back into my cross bag and took it from him. James was really doing great in making me to smile frequently. I took in a quick breath as I walked out of the school gate. The street was busy. Cars sped past and music from different places vibrated my ear drum. I waved to stop a cab. For almost two minutes no cab stopped until finally one. "Good morning sir. I'm going to Greenland restaurant. Can you take me there?" I said. "Sure, hop in." I slightly nodded and pulled out the car door. I exhaled the second I sat down. My inner mind spoke out. "When you get to him behave like the just and carefree lady that you are and nothing less than that."My heart skipped a beat immediately he said that.I took in a deep breath, released it and stopped myself form laughing.What the hell was wrong with me? I was blushing over a guy merely taking me out?Ethan has done that countless times so why is this different?"Are you still there." The phone vibrated in my hands as he spoke."No..I mean..yes." I stammered, bringing the phone closer to my hot burning cheek."Alright, fine I would send you the address to meet. Is that fine by you?" He asked."Sure." I responded."Okay,bye." He said and cut the call.I quickly dropped the phone and took out one of my journals to fan myself.The fan was working but I couldn't even feel the breeze."Come on control yourself, Clara. So you don't get hurt." My inner mind said.I shrugged, dropped back the journal and shut tight my eyes.What was really going on with me. I took back my phone to re watch his performance on the stage when a message from him entered.I tapped it. "Let's meet at Greenland R
My legs tightened as I hurried over to my room.The minute I got near enough, I flung it open and stormed in.I sat on my bed, my handbag still on my shoulder.Samantha was a bitch! She was evil. She was an enemy of progress.I dropped my handbag next to me on the bed and brought out my phone.I blinked. She wasn't this way before, she was the sister I loved to be with.The sister that stood by me against all odds.We were sisters that every mother wanted to have.Everyone thought we were twins because we had almost the same body stature and only a year difference.Both now the table has been turned around to the point she wishes I wasn't her sister.Just because of a mere guy. A family relationship scattered because of just one guy.Tears prickled at the corner of my eyes. I brought out my white handkerchief and wiped it off."I wasn't going to shed tears because of that devil." I whispered.My heart pounded. I buried my head into my hands."Samantha is the opposite right now."I sni
My ears ached as the alarm clock pierced through my ear drum. It was morning already. So quick. I stretched out my hand, turned it off and muttered a short quiet prayer. "Good morning, guys. How was your night?" Ivy asked, sitting up. I don't know if I should call it a tradition but it has always been that way. Every morning someone asked the others how their night was. "Perfect." Emile replied with a broad smile. "And you, Clara." Ivy asked. I shrugged. "Okay." I mouthed and sat up. I rose up from the bed and fastened the rope of my night wear. "Can I make use of the bathroom first?" I asked. "Hmm." They both replied at the same time. My legs ached as I made my way into the bathroom. My heart pounded, the previous day drama kept on replaying in my head. He found us kissing and told me that he wasn't coming for lecture and practice today. I sighed. That's all pointing at one thing. He was angry. I switched on the hand basin controller and rinsed my hand in the cold suit
My heart skipped a beat the minute he asked that question.He moved closer to me and placed his hand on the door.For almost a week, I had succeeded in killing the feelings I had for him starting from the first day I saw that video.I ignored him in class and stopped worrying myself about him the way I used to.But now, the dead emotions were rising back up.Making it hard to tell him the decision I'd make right from the day I saw the video."I need your answer, Clara." He said.I blinked rapidly. "I...I.." I was struggling to talk when he placed his middle finger on my lips."You can just stay quiet, Clara." He mouthed, took away his hands from my lips and moved his head closer to mine.My breath hitched. What he was trying to do. My heart pounded when his lips softly brushed mine.I wanted to push him away, to tell him to stop and walk away but my body wanted it.I wanted what I'd missed for more than a week now.His lips melted into mine, I responded by sucking all the sweetness f
The knock came harder now than the previous ones.I stared at Ivy and Emile but they both gave me that look. They weren't expecting any one either.I summoned courage and walked up to the door. Even if it was James, it won't really be that bad.I took in a quick breath and released it. I flung open the door and found out it was the least person on my mind. Ethan.I held tight the door knob and tried to close the door but he wouldn't let me."Hey, Clara please I need to talk to you, please." He said.I turned to look back at Ivy and Emile, they slightly nodded their heads and I then stepped out of the room.I shut the door behind me and leaned against it.He stood right in front of me staring down at his hands.He smelt of the same cologne I once found comfort in but now I didn't even want it around me.I scoffed. "Why am I here?" I asked, breaking the uncomfortable silence."I love you, Clara," he began, shifting his gaze from his hand to me. I sniffed and folded my hand on my ches
I walked to the door of the mini hall, took in a deep breath and stepped in.James had earlier texted him to meet in the hall for preparation.Though I am still wondering how he got my number. Such a mysterious guy.My eyes landed on him but he wasn't alone, he was with his friends.They were a group of four. James, Damien, our class rep, and two others I have no idea what their name was.They were talking about a lady but when they noticed I was around.They kept shut and shifted their gaze to me."Hey beautiful." One of them called out.I rolled my gaze from the others to the one that just spoke."Hey." I replied, I didn't know the best word to use to respond to him.They exchanged glances and turned back to look at me, their stares boring holes into me.I exhaled and hopped down of the mini podium to the next floorI walked over to a seat quite far from where they were.I opened my bag and brought out my phone.If nothing happened within a minute, I was going to leave.I was still







