LOGINChapter 2: The VIP Den
By six forty-five the next morning, I had already convinced myself I wasnât nervous. It was a lie. Theatre Three sat at the end of a narrow corridor washed in harsh fluorescent light, its double doors sealed shut as if they guarded a different world entirely. The changing room was already half full. Lockers clanged shut as residents and students hurried through their morning routine. I slipped my backpack onto a narrow wooden bench and opened an empty metal locker. One by one, I peeled away the pieces of myself that belonged outside the operating theatre. My earrings. My wristwatch. My white coat. I folded my clothes as neatly as I could before pulling on the oversized blue hospital scrubs. The trousers were a little too loose around my waist, forcing me to tighten the drawstring twice before they stayed in place. I gathered my curls into a tight bun, smoothing down the stubborn strands that had escaped around my face. The scratched mirror above the sink reflected a girl who looked far more confident than she felt. âYouâll survive,â I muttered to my reflection. I hoped. I tightened my grip on the folded hospital scrubs draped over my arm. Itâs just theatre, I reminded myself. Youâve watched surgeries before. Heâs just another consultant. My traitorous heartbeat disagreed. The smell of chlorhexidine lingered in the air, sharp enough to sting my nose. Somewhere beyond the theatre doors, monitors beeped in steady rhythm while the wheels of a trolley rattled over polished floors. The hospital was already awake. I bent to pull disposable shoe covers over my trainers, pressing the elastic beneath my heel. The theatre doors swung open. A scrub nurse hurried past carrying a sterile tray covered in blue drapes. Without breaking stride, she called over her shoulder, âConsultantâs coming.â The room changed instantly. Conversations stopped. A registrar straightened his posture. Another nurse glanced automatically at the wall clock. No one panicked. They simply⌠prepared. The operating theatre buzzed with quiet efficiency. I stood silently near the wall, careful not to get in anyoneâs way. My gaze drifted to the digital clock mounted above the theatre doors. 6:59 a.m. "One minute,â one of the scrub nurses murmured without looking up from her instrument tray. Another gave a small smile. âSeven on the dot. As always.â A quiet chuckle came from somewhere behind me. âHeâs terrifying.â âMaybe,â another voice replied. A brief pause. âBut if my mother needed heart surgeryâŚâ Another pause. âI wouldnât trust anyone else.â The theatre doors swung open. No one announced him. No one needed to. The room simply grew quieter. Dr. Dominic Reid walked in exactly as the clock struck seven. He didnât acknowledge the room. His attention was already on the patientâs chart in his hands as he crossed to the scrub sink. The tap came on. Chlorhexidine foamed beneath his fingers as he scrubbed methodically to his elbows, every movement precise, practiced, unhurried. No one spoke. By the time he stepped away from the sink, the sterile towel was already waiting. He dried his hands without looking up. A scrub nurse held open his sterile gown. He slipped his arms through the sleeves in one fluid motion. The circulating nurse secured the gown at the neck. The waist ties were fastened. A pair of sterile gloves was presented. He gloved using the closed technique without breaking his focus from the chart. Only when everything was in place did he hand the chart to the circulating nurse. He stepped into the sterile field. And, without raising his voice or giving a single instruction, it felt as though the entire operating theatre had begun moving to his rhythm The circulating nurse drew back the sterile drapes. The patient lay motionless beneath them, only the prepared surgical field exposed beneath the bright theatre lights. Dr. Reid accepted the chart. For the first time since entering the theatre, his eyes lifted. A single sweep across the room. Anaesthesia. Scrub nurse. Residents. Medical students. His gaze paused on me for the briefest heartbeat. No expression. Then it moved on. I let out a breath I hadnât realised I was holding. Good. Maybe heâd forgotten about me. He stepped toward the operating table. âKnife.â The scalpel was already waiting. The first incision was clean. Precise. âSuction.â âThank you.â âForceps.â âRetractor.â Metal clicked softly against metal. Monitors beeped in steady rhythm. No one hesitated. No one asked him to repeat himself. The theatre moved with him, each instrument appearing in his hand almost before he requested it. His hands were different now. Outside the theatre, they belonged to the intimidating man who had turned my life upside down. Inside the sterile field, they belonged to a surgeon. Steady. Certain. Completely at home. I found myself watching the way he worked instead of the operation itself. Every movement had a purpose. Every decision came without hesitation. For a moment, I forgot I was supposed to be afraid of him. I simply watched. For nearly fifteen minutes, he didnât acknowledge my existence. I faded into the background scribbling hurried notes whenever I could while struggling to keep up with the rhythm of the operation. The monitors beeped steadily. Metal touched metal. The theatre moved with quiet precision around him. For the first time that morning, I allowed myself to breathe. Maybe heâd forgotten I was there. Maybe yesterday had been nothing more than an unfortunate encounter between an exhausted student and an impossible consultant. I lowered my eyes to my notebook. A few hurried lines. The vessels exposed. The graft preparationâ âMiss Vale.â My pen froze. The sound of my name cut cleanly through the theatre. Every heartbeat seemed to stop with it. I looked up. Dr. Reid hadnât turned around. His attention remained fixed on the open chest before him, his gloved hands working with the same calm precision as before. âThe structure directly beneath my forceps.â For one terrifying second, my mind went completely blank. Every pair of eyes in the operating theatre shifted toward me. The anaesthetic monitor continued its steady rhythm. Someone adjusted the overhead light. No one spoke. I forced myself to focus. Not on him. On the anatomy. I followed the line of his forceps. The exposed vessel. The surrounding structures. âIt⌠itâs the right pulmonary artery, sir.â Silence. He continued operating. My stomach sank. Was I wrong? I tightened my grip on my notebook, already preparing myself for the humiliation that was surely coming. Nothing. Not a single word. The operation continued as though the question had never been asked. Five minutes passed. Maybe more. I had almost convinced myself heâd dismissed my answer entirely when his voice broke the silence once again. âCorrect.â Just one word. Nothing else. Not a single glance in my direction. Yet somehow, that single word settled somewhere far deeper than a hundred compliments ever could. I lowered my eyes to my notebook before anyone noticed the ridiculous smile threatening the corner of my mouth. He stepped back from the operating table. The scrub nurse untied the waist of his sterile gown. Another loosened the fastening at the neck. He slipped his arms free without a word. The gloves came off next. One. Then the other. His surgical mask disappeared. A hand swept once through his slightly flattened dark hair. In the space of a few quiet movements⌠The surgeon disappeared. Dr. Dominic Reid returned. Without a word, he turned and walked out. I blinked. Should I follow him? He had told me to observe. Surely that meant until the end. Clutching my notebook against my chest, I hurried after him. The theatre doors swung shut behind me. The corridor stretched ahead, quiet and empty. He was already gone. I looked down at my notebook. Every page was filled. Every movement. Every answer. I had come expecting to learn about surgery. Instead⌠I had spent the last hour studying the man holding the scalpel. The library was unusually quiet that afternoon. Sunlight spilled through the tall windows, stretching across rows of worn wooden tables where students sat buried beneath towering piles of textbooks. I dropped into the chair opposite Cassie with a sigh. She looked up from her pathology notes. Her eyes widened. âYou survived.â âBarely.â She closed her textbook. âHe yelled at you?â âNo.â âHe embarrassed you?â I shook my head. âHe threw you out of theatre?â âNo.â Cassie frowned. âThen why do you look like youâve just witnessed a miracle?â I stared at my notebook for a long moment. âIâve never seen anyone operate like that.â âSo the rumours are true.â Silence settled between us. âYou admire him.â âI admire his skill,â I corrected quietly. âThereâs a difference.â A slow smile spread across Cassieâs face. âThatâs how it starts.â I rolled my eyes. âIt starts with me passing surgeryâŚâ ââŚand staying very far away from Dr. Dominic Reid.â Cassie laughed. âI hope so.â âSo do I.â But for some reason⌠I wasnât entirely convinced. I like it The VIP wing of the university teaching hospital felt like a different world. Downstairs, the hospital never slept. Porters hurried through crowded corridors, monitors beeped without pause, and anxious relatives filled every waiting area. Up here, silence carried a price tag. The carpets swallowed every footstep. Soft lighting replaced harsh fluorescent bulbs. Even the air smelled differentâwhite tea, polished wood, and expensive discretion. At the very end of the corridor, a brass plaque gleamed beneath the lights. Dr. Dominic Reid Chief of Cardiothoracic Surgery I tightened my grip on the folder in my hands. Todayâs theatre notes. Every observation. Every answer. Every correction. Donât let him intimidate you. I knocked. âEnter.â His voice was as calm as it had been in theatre. I stepped inside. The office looked more like the study of a Fortune 500 CEO than a consultantâs room. A single desk lamp cast a warm pool of light across a broad mahogany desk. Dominic sat behind it, typing steadily on a laptop. His suit jacket rested over the back of his chair. The sleeves of his white shirt were rolled neatly to his forearms. He didnât acknowledge me. Not immediately. The only sound in the room was the quiet rhythm of his fingers against the keyboard. I waited. Another few seconds passed. Only then did he stop typing. âYouâre late, Miss Vale.â âI finished an emergency ward rotation an hour ago.â His eyes lifted to mine. âA trauma patient arrived with a crushed chest. I stayed to assist with a chest tube.â A long silence. Then a single nod. âYou chose the patient.â âI did.â âGood.â The word caught me off guard. He extended a hand. âThe notes.â I placed the folder on the desk. He opened it without another word. Page after page turned beneath his fingers. His expression never changed. The silence stretched long enough for me to become painfully aware of my own breathing. Finally, he stopped. âYou cited a 2025 Lancet paper.â âYes.â âIt contradicts the protocol currently taught here.â âIt does.â His eyes met mine again. âAnd yet you used it.â âThe evidence is stronger.â Another silence. He looked back at the page. âWhat outcome improved?â âTwelve percent higher long-term survival following early intervention in selected paediatric Fontan patients.â He didnât answer immediately. He simply turned another page. âI read the paper.â âI assumed you had.â The corner of his mouth moved. Not quite a smile. Not quite approval. Just⌠recognition. âYou donât impress easily, Miss Vale.â âI wasnât trying to impress you.â âNo.â His gaze settled on me again. âYou were trying to convince me.â âYes.â Another page turned. âYou argued your case well.â He closed the folder. For reasons I couldnât explain, that single sentence felt strangely satisfying. âI expect tomorrowâs notes on my desk by seven oâclock.â âIâll be here.â âI know.â The office phone buzzed. He answered on the second ring. âReid.â His posture changed instantly. Whatever trace of conversation had existed disappeared behind the calm authority of the chief surgeon. âIâm on my way.â He ended the call, slipped into his jacket, and picked up the folder. âYou are dismissed, Miss Vale.â I stepped into the elevator just as the doors began to slide shut. The quiet hum of the lift filled the silence. Only then did I finally let out the breath Iâd been holding. The meeting was over. I hadnât embarrassed myself. He hadnât torn my work apart. He had actually⌠Taken me seriously. The thought followed me all the way down to the second floor. The elevator chimed. The doors opened. I stepped out. Made it three strides down the corridor. Then froze. My blood ran cold. ââŚNo.â I looked down at my arms. The folder was there. My bag was there. Butâ My notebook. My notebook wasnât. âNo, no, noâŚâ I spun around so quickly I almost collided with a passing nurse. âIâm so sorry.â I barely waited for her response before breaking into a hurried jog toward the elevator again. Please. Please let it still be there. The ride back to the fourth floor felt impossibly slow. By the time the doors opened, my pulse was pounding in my ears. The corridor was as silent as before. I hurried to his office and knocked twice. âCome in.â I pushed the door open. Dr. Dominic Reid was exactly where Iâd left him. Except⌠My notebook lay open on his desk. My heart stopped. He rested one hand lightly against the page, his eyes moving over the neat lines of handwriting. For one impossible second, I couldnât breathe. He turned another page. His expression didnât change. Not even slightly. Then, almost to himselfâ âHm.â Just one quiet syllable. Nothing more. He looked up. âYou came back.â âMy notebook.â The words escaped far more quickly than Iâd intended. âI⌠I left it.â His gaze dropped briefly to the worn black cover before returning to me. âSo you did.â I took a hesitant step forward. âI need it.â âI know.â Neither of us moved. The room seemed strangely quieter than before. âItâs personal.â His eyes remained on mine. âI gathered that.â Heat rushed into my face. âI didnât mean to leave it.â âNo.â âYou can give it back now.â He closed the notebook. Not hurriedly. Not reluctantly. Simply⌠Closed it. Then he placed one hand on top of it. âYouâll have it tomorrow.â I stared at him. ââŚTomorrow?â âIâd like to finish reading it.â For the first time that evening, I had absolutely no response. âIt isnât part of my assignment.â âI know.â âItâs private.â Another pause. âI know.â My fingers curled tightly around the strap of my bag. âDr. Reidââ âYou are dismissed, Miss Vale.â His voice wasnât unkind. It was final. The conversation was over. I stood there for another heartbeat, hoping he might change his mind. He didnât. Instead, he reached for another page. Without looking at me again. I slowly turned toward the door. Each step felt heavier than the last. The soft click behind me echoed through the empty corridor. I walked to the elevator in a daze. The doors slid shut. Only then did panic truly settle in. That notebook wasnât filled with lecture notes. It wasnât an assignment. It wasnât something Iâd ever intended another person to read. Between those pages were the questions I was too afraid to ask aloud⌠The passages from the novel that had made me cry⌠The thoughts I couldnât explain to anyone. And now⌠Dr. Dominic Reid was reading every single one of them.Chapter 30: The Space BetweenBy Friday evening, I had developed a distinct problem: I was getting comfortable around Dr. Reid.Not entirely, of course. He remained as sharp and demanding during morning rounds as ever, capable of making a well-reasoned answer feel like an insult to the profession. But the constant, sharp edge of panic I used to feel in his presence had begun to dull.I was reminded quickly enough that dropping my guard around Dominic Reid was a mistake.The operating theatre was already humming with quiet efficiency when I scrubbed in. Dominic stood by the table, running through the surgical plan with the registrar. I took my position opposite them and reached for a pair of sterile gloves.My right thumb snagged awkward against the latex cuff. I tugged at it, but the material bunched stubborn around my wrist."Hold still."I looked up. Dominic was watching me over his mask."It's fine," I said."You're fighting a rubber glove, Alora.""I have it under control."H
By the end of the week, I had developed a dangerous habit.I had started looking forward to seeing Dr. Reid.Not in any dramatic way.I still complained about him.I still thought he was unnecessarily difficult at least twice a day.And I still occasionally fantasized about throwing one of his perfectly organized files at his head.But somewhere between the coffee he remembered to order and the way he had started listening when I spoke, something had shifted.I noticed it most that morning.We were halfway through rounds when we reached Mrs. Bennettâs room.She was sixty-eight, recovering from what had initially been treated as a straightforward postoperative complication. Her pain was improving, her blood pressure was stable, and her blood tests looked reassuring.Everything suggested she was getting better.Except she wasnât.Sheâd become increasingly confused overnight.Dr. Reid stood at the foot of the bed, reviewing her chart.âWhat changed?âThe resident beside him answered imm
Chapter 28: Small ThingsThe next morning, I woke up with one very inconvenient problem.I was in a good mood.There was no reasonable explanation for it.I had slept for barely five hours after leaving the hospital at one in the morning, my body ached from standing through surgery, and I had an eight oâclock lecture I absolutely did not want to attend.And yet, while brushing my teeth, I caught myself smiling.I stopped.Stared at myself in the mirror.Then frowned.âNo.âI rinsed my mouth.âThis is ridiculous.âThe smile returned.I narrowed my eyes at my reflection as though it had personally betrayed me.Last night had been nothing.A late shift.A difficult patient.A few hours of work.A book discussion.One genuine smile.That was all.It certainly wasnât enough to explain why I had spent half my walk home thinking about the way Dominic had looked when he laughed.Or why I had replayed his bluntâI was.You were staring.I was.Who answered a question like that?Apparently, Dom
Chapter 27: The Late ShiftBy nine-thirty, I was entirely convinced Iâd managed to escape Dr. Reid for the night.It had been an exhausting twenty-four hours. Yesterday, Iâd walked out of his office seething with rage. Tonight, after his surprisingly sincere apology, Iâd walked out with a small, reluctant smile tugging at my lips. I still wasnât entirely sure how heâd managed to flip the script so completely.I was halfway through shoving my textbooks into my bag at the station when a nurse sprinted past, rubber soles squeaking loudly against the linoleum."Emergency admission rolling in!" she called out over her shoulder. "Possible acute abdomen!"I paused, looking up. "Which service?""Internal Med! They're pulling in the on-call attending!"Before my brain could talk my exhausted body out of it, I grabbed my notebook.The Emergency Department was already a chaotic mess when I hit the doors. A gurney was being shoved through the double doors, flanked by two paramedics and a juni
Chapter 26: The ApologyBy the time I reached the ward the next morning, I had firmly decided that I was still angry with Dr. Reid.Furious, actually.Probably more angry than the situation strictly called for, a fact Cassie had already pointed out to me three times before we even hit the main elevator."You know you're allowed to just let things go, right?" she asked, clutching her travel mug."I can let things go.""Alora, you've been muttering about this for two straight days.""I have not.""You called him an arrogant tyrant over breakfast.""Because he was acting like an arrogant tyrant.""You called him insufferable on the ride up.""He was being insufferable.""And yesterday evening, you literallyâ""Okay, I get the point," I cut in.Cassie looked at me over the rim of her coffee cup, her eyes narrowing. "I really don't think you do."I ignored her, staring straight at the elevator indicator light as the numbers ticked up.The annoying part was that I knew I was overreacting.
Chapter 25: The LineI woke up the next morning feeling oddly lighter. I couldn't quite pinpoint why. Maybe it was because yesterday had ended on a surprisingly soft note, or because Dr. Reid had actually stood up for me in front of Dr. Bell. Or maybe it was just that, for the first time in days, I didn't step onto the ward expecting an absolute disaster.I got dressed quickly, slid my notebook into my bag, and let my fingers trace the edge of the smooth wooden bookmark tucked inside.For someone who lives inside books.A small smile caught me off guard. Daniel really did get me.The warmth of that thought stayed with me all the way to the hospital. By eight oâclock, I was waiting outside the surgical ward with the rest of the student rotation.Then he walked up.Dominic had a patient chart tucked under one arm, looking just as unbothered and composed as ever. His eyes brushed past mine for a split second. No weirdness, no lingering glareâjust his usual, barely-there nod to the







