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Not Anymore

Author: MysticAmy
last update Last Updated: 2025-07-09 21:52:11
I changed into my usual sleeping clothes—a plain tank top and soft pajama shorts—and let out a long sigh as I stared at my reflection in the mirror.

My cheeks were still flushed from earlier, my lips slightly swollen. I shook my head and groaned quietly, trying to shake off the heat that still lingered on my skin.

"Ugh," I muttered to myself. "Why did he stop?"

I didn’t even know what we were doing—what this was. But it felt real… until he walked away like I was a mistake.

Feeling restless, I padded out of the room and headed down to the kitchen. The house was quiet. Jessy and Ethan had left earlier, and Joaquin had already retreated to his room. Probably to nurse both his stab wound and his guilt.

I opened the pantry and grabbed a bag of chips, then pulled out a soda from the fridge. I perched on a stool by the island and started munching in silence. Each crunchy bite was supposed to distract me, but nothing could shut up the whirlwind in my head.

The soft sound of footsteps pulled me
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Sorry for the late update! I was too busy today.

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