8_PREGNANT FOR THE PLAYBOY

PREGNANT FOR THE PLAYBOY

Kimberly's hands shook as she took the results from the doctor.

She couldn't believe it has turned into a reality.

Hot tears flowed down her frozen cheeks.

No, this can't happen, it's not possible.

Why was this happening to her? Just that one time she decided get loose, to be like other humans, to taste life and have a little fun.

That was all it was. Fun.

Yes, she was new at this but that goddamn son of a bitch knew better to take precautions.

She was so fucking wet and completely filled with lust she didn't pay attention whether he used protection or not.

“Fuck.” Escaped her lips.

She just had to go and mess up at her very first time. Her very first time and she got herself knocked up.

By Santos.

Tears of regret flowed down her cheeks and soaked her blouse.

By Santos.

It kept on ringing in her head and she couldn't make it stop.

Upon all the men in the world, in the whole wide world, she is pregnant for Santos?

Why was luck never on her side?

He definitely doesn't want children considering the fact that he is a man whore and she definitely don't want her child to be fathered by such a despicable man.

‘Well, when you were sleeping with him, he wasn't despicable, was he?’ A little voice whispered in her ear.

Her hand shook as she dropped the paper and looked for her phone.

How will she tell her friends and children?

Can she live through this?

“W..where is my phone?" She asked the nurse that was staring down at her and tried to clean her face.

“You didn't have one on you when your were brought in.” He simply replied. " Are you okay? Cheer up, you are going to be a mother. Hey, you should be happy.” He tapped her on the arm and walked out.

Kim climbed down the bed, signed out at the reception and headed home in the middle of the night as she clung tightly to her purse for her dear life.

With every step she took towards home, she shattered bit by bit. Every breath was laced with fright and every tear, regret. Her heart went numb and all she could hear were echoes.

Congratulations Kimberlee Smith, you have successfully ruined your life.

Zita and Pamela were indeed shock when she came back but she couldn't sum up the courage to tell them what happened.

So she fixed herself up before going into the house with a flimsy excuse which they bought and hid the envelope in her purse.

A week went by and Kim cried in silence.

She felt horrible for not telling her friends but she just didn't know how to without being judged or pitied.

So she decided to put her energy to use in the coffee shop just to try and got her mind off everything but that only worked a few times.

“Okay, my shift is over.” She announced to Dan who only smiled. “ I have a job I need to attend to. I need to edit some photos I took last week of the Hudson bridge and I'm already behind schedule. Please tell Sarah I'm gone.” She added, taking off her scarf.

" Will do." He looked around and they still got about eight customers.

Kim went to the tiny change room at the back to change from her work clothes and she came back shortly, struggling to close her bag.

“Kim, can you please attend to one last customer before you head out? Apparently, your colleague and boss went to get our deliveries from next door, there was a mix up with the address and whatnot." Dan pouted.

Kim looked up at him. " I've changed already, why can't you do it?”

" C’mon," Dan pouted some more. “Here, table two, black coffee." He showed her the sticky note.

Kim hung her bag on her shoulder and headed back and shortly came out with a cup of coffee.

Locating table two, Kim stopped in her tracks when she saw Santos sited not too far from her.

No, not him again! What the hell is he doing here and why can't he seem to leave her alone?

She had been craving him for the past two months but seeing him sited right there with that stupid smile, a mass of anger slowly gathered in her chest.

She didn't know what to do. She just stood there, rooted to the floor, looking at him in shock and wishing she never met him.

Kim couldn't decide if to run or confront him but then, Sarah, her boss, walked in.

Her legs started functioning as she moved closer and closer to Santos.

She felt the tremble of her knees and the spread of little chills down her spine.

The fact that she wore her wedge sandals didn't help either as she tried to regulate each step she took.

Her knuckles turned white due to her grip on the tray and anger filled her eyes.

Kim wished she'd just disappear instead of facing him because she wasn't ready for this, she was never prepared at all.

That wasn't the right time because she'd just break down if she tries.

“Mr. Santos.." She tried to put on a smile but she suddenly tripped and fell face flat.

The hot coffee spilled at his feet, her bag fell open close to his legs and she quietly prayed for the earth to swallow her up.

The red on her face was replaced with embarrassment.

“Are you okay?" He quickly stood to help her up but she pushed him away.

“Here, I will help you." Dan lifted her up from the side. “You good?" He looked around. “I'll grab napkins. Sarah went to the back, I'll help you clean up before she notice."

“Are you okay?" Santos worriedly asked and she could hear the genuineness in his voice but her anger couldn't let her accept it.

“Just…stay away from me,” She bent to pick up her bag and put back the few things that fell out. " I don't want to see you ever again. Leave me alone, I hate you.”

Santos could only stared at her but couldn't figure out what the problem was.

“Ow!" She gasped and held her stomach in a painful grasp.

" Kim,” He called, trying to reach out to her but she slapped his hand away.

" Do not touch me!" She growled and angrily wiped the lone tear that flowed down her left cheek.

Kimberlee walked past him and dashed out of the shop into the warm sunny day.

What the hell was that? Why did she react to him like that?

Santos stroke his light beard with a sigh.

He spotted an envelope under the table and picked it.

He looked out through the glass but she was gone already.

Looking down at the envelope, he placed it in his pocket, little did he know his answers laid in that envelope.

He didn't expect her to be so cold towards him but he will definitely find out what the hell happened.