FAZER LOGINThe soft clatter of utensils and movement in the living room dragged me out of a shallow sleep.
I flung the duvet off and sat up, still in the clothes I had worn the night before. My fingers groped beneath the pillow for my phone. One tap lit the screen — 8:45. I remembered checking the time in the dead of night. I had only slept when exhaustion finally overpowered me around five. I rose and stepped into the living room — it screamed his absence. Then I saw them: the documents I had tossed on the table. His signature stared back at me like a cruel reminder. “Madam… your breakfast is ready. You ate nothing last night. I made this special.” My maid’s voice was soft and hesitant. She had noticed something was wrong and feared that anything louder might shatter what was left of me. She carried a platter of omelette and set it gently on the table. Food was the least of my concerns. My chest ached for something else — someone to talk to, someone who could feel the storm raging inside me. My mother came to mind. She had played a pivotal role in ensuring that I married Tom. She should be the first to know how vicious he had turned out to be. Without responding to the maid, I turned and walked back to the bedroom. I peeled off the stale clothes from the night before, tied a towel around my chest, and stepped into the shower. Hot water hit my skin, but it didn’t wash anything away. Minutes later, I slid into the driver’s seat of the black Prado Tom had abandoned in the driveway. I turned the key and eased out of the compound onto the tarmac with deliberate calm. At the gas station, I rolled down the window and said, “Full tank.” The attendant obliged. I paid with my credit card and drove off. I was going to Nakuru. Before the wedding, Tom’s parents had gifted my parents a parcel of land. Later, Tom built a mansion there — all part of the bride price. My parents had recently moved in, but I had never been there myself. I arrived later that afternoon. It had been an eight-hour drive. My younger sister must have heard the car and came running to open the gate. She had grown so tall and beautiful. As I entered, I took in the sight of the luxurious house — a two-story building resting proudly on two acres of land. If my mother had been wrong to push me into a marriage that was bound to fail, she had at least been right about the fortune it brought to the family. They had prospered beautifully. My mother was already outside waiting. The moment I stepped out of the car, she pulled me into a tight, lingering hug. “What a pleasant surprise!” she exclaimed, excitement bubbling in her voice. “Come in,” she said, leading the way to the house. The living room was elegantly furnished — top-notch pieces that made me wonder if Tom had had a hand in it too. “Make yourself comfortable. You must be very tired. But wait—this is your first time here. Let me show you the house. Your husband’s people were so generous. Isn’t it big? Your father and I never dreamed of anything like this,” she said, sweeping a hand toward the furniture. “This is the living room. Come, let me show you the rest!” She led me from room to room, all the way upstairs. I followed in silence, my mind elsewhere. We came back to the living room. “Now you can relax and wait for lunch. It’ll only take about ten minutes,” she said, disappearing into the kitchen. And as she had promised, she soon placed a plate of rice on the table. Then she took a hot pot from the cupboard and brought it over. When she opened it, a delicious aroma filled the room — beef stew. She took a serving spoon and scooped a generous portion, placing it neatly on top of the rice. “We had just eaten when you came in,” she said. “So enjoy your lunch.” I hadn’t regained my appetite, but I didn’t want to offend her. The food was tasty, and somehow I finished the whole plate. I pushed the plate aside and sat back quietly. It was time to break the news. My mother had already sensed it — my distant eyes, my restrained smile. She folded her arms and waited. “Mum, I don’t even know where to start,” I began, my voice trembling. “Tom has left.” Her brows knitted. “What do you mean?” “It’s over between us,” I said, fighting back tears. “He’s filed for divorce. Turns out the wife he wanted was nothing like me.” She froze, stunned. This was only the third year of our marriage. “Mum, I tried my best,” I went on, my voice cracking. “I loved him. I did everything to keep our home together. I begged him to tell me what was wrong, but he wouldn’t.” Her eyes softened. She rose from her chair and wrapped her arms around me, holding me tight. “I’m so sorry, Sharon,” she whispered. “I never knew you’d end up like this. It hurts me to see you in so much pain. I know how it feels — but believe me, all is well. Your world is not falling apart.” Her comforting words did little to stop the pain twisting in my chest. Just then, faint rustling and footsteps on the porch distracted us. Our eyes flew to the door. It opened, and my father appeared, closing it softly behind him. I wiped my eyes with the heel of my hand and tried to compose myself. He looked at me and instantly knew I had been crying. His expression hardened with concern. “You’re here?” he said flatly. I rose, took his hand, and shook it without a word. “You don’t seem okay. What’s going on?” he asked. “Sharon broke up with her husband yesterday,” my mother said quietly. Silence fell between us, heavy and unbroken. He froze, the words hitting him like a blow. For a long moment, he just stared at me, unable to speak.“Here, take some water,” Halima said, holding out a glass. I took it with trembling hands and sipped slowly. My throat burned, and the metallic taste of nausea still clung stubbornly to my tongue. I leaned on the counter, my palms cold against the porcelain sink. “You’re not well, Madam,” she said quietly. “We should go to the hospital.” Her concern was genuine. I could see it in her eyes — that quiet fear of watching someone unravel. Then it struck me that I hadn’t treated her well lately — not since all this turmoil began. Yet here she was, patient and kind, offering care I hadn’t earned.By mid-morning, we were already at the hospital. I left the young ladies in the car and walked straight to the registry counter. A woman in a navy-blue uniform looked up briefly from her computer. She greeted me and asked my name, which I supplied.“Do you have insurance?” she asked.My heart skipped a beat. What if Tom had already removed my name?“Yes,” I said quietly.“Which company?”“Bri
The next morning started slow and heavy. The sun climbed behind thick clouds, casting a dim, uncertain light over the compound. I sat by the window, staring out at the dew-drenched garden, my mind still processing my parents’ proposal.We had talked late into the night. They had urged me to give Tom time — time to process his decisions, time to think.“Perhaps something is going on in his life that you do not know of,” my father had said. “Maybe he needs to work through that before he reconsiders his marriage.”Those words echoed in my mind now. They had come after I finally opened up about everything that had happened between Tom and me.“It’s a good thing he hasn’t chased you out of the house,” Father had added. “At least you still have a place to call home. Go back, and wait.”Behind me, the smell of tea filled the air. Rosa was busy in the kitchen, making breakfast.My little sister appeared, still drowsy from sleep. I watched her move gracefully across the floor, light on her fee
The soft clatter of utensils and movement in the living room dragged me out of a shallow sleep.I flung the duvet off and sat up, still in the clothes I had worn the night before. My fingers groped beneath the pillow for my phone. One tap lit the screen — 8:45. I remembered checking the time in the dead of night. I had only slept when exhaustion finally overpowered me around five.I rose and stepped into the living room — it screamed his absence. Then I saw them: the documents I had tossed on the table. His signature stared back at me like a cruel reminder.“Madam… your breakfast is ready. You ate nothing last night. I made this special.”My maid’s voice was soft and hesitant. She had noticed something was wrong and feared that anything louder might shatter what was left of me. She carried a platter of omelette and set it gently on the table.Food was the least of my concerns. My chest ached for something else — someone to talk to, someone who could feel the storm raging inside me.My
The lights in the servants’ quarters had gone off. My two stewards had retired to bed, unaware of the storm that had just shattered our little paradise. The maid had prepared dinner and was waiting for me to join her at the table. She, too, had no idea what had happened and couldn’t understand my melancholy. “Don’t wait for me. Just eat,” I told her and walked to the bedroom. I slipped into bed and drew the duvet over my body. Yet I couldn’t sleep. My world had crumbled. It hadn’t been wise marrying a rich man like Tom. It hadn’t even been my idea — it was my mother’s. I should never have listened. I should have stood my ground. “At this age, you need your own man and a home,” my mother had insisted. “But Mother, doesn’t it concern you that I don’t even know these people?” I had argued. “A man is a man,” she had dismissed my protest. “You will get to meet him. And trust me, he’s very good-looking. I’m sure you’ll love him. He’s their only child.” “That’s another reason to reject
It was near dark. Clouds flamed on the western horizon, lit by the setting sun. I hurried home, eager to be reunited with my husband. Tom had been away on a business trip for nearly a month; the twenty-four days had felt like an eternity. None of his previous trips had lasted this long. The compound was strangely quiet. I saw no one in sight — perhaps the maid was busy in the kitchen and the steward in the cowshed. At the parking lot I spotted two cars, a clear testament to Tom’s presence. I quickened my pace, unaware that an old promise was about to expire. I came to the open door and peeked inside. Tom sat on the sofa across the room. “Hi, honey,” I said, my voice elated. “Finally you’re home. You have no idea how much I missed you.” He didn’t look up. He didn’t match my enthusiasm. He looked at me with different eyes — cold. I dropped my handbag on the sofa and spread my arms. He stayed seated. I leaned forward, crouched to his level, and wrapped my arms around him. Tom mad







