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~•~Maybe they were too shocked. Maybe they thought I was just throwing another tantrum, another desperate attempt to get Patrick’s attention.But I didn’t wait for their reaction. I turned around and walked away, returning to the only place where I felt safe now.
It wasn’t the wedding house I once dreamed of sharing with Patrick. It was the small apartment I had bought for myself months ago, almost as if some part of me had known this day would come.
The moment I stepped inside, I felt the tension slowly leave my body.
There was no Vivian’s perfume lingering in the air. No Seth’s toys scattered around the house. No constant reminders that I had somehow become an outsider in my own marriage.
A sharp pain shot through my hand, and I glanced down at the burn marks left by the boiling water.
It was still aching and red, but I ignored it and brought out my phone, blocking Patrick’s number and his social media.Suddenly, the doorbell rang, and I opened the door.
“Why haven’t you been answering my calls...?” Celina, my best friend asked the moment she saw me, the smile on her face disappeared almost instantly.
Her worried gaze fell to my reddened hand. “Babe, you look awful.”
She carefully took my hand in hers, her expression filled with concern. “What happened to you? Are you okay?”
My lips trembled at her questions. She was the first person to ask me if I was okay in a very long time.
She didn’t wait for my answer before guiding me to the couch. Then she carefully cleaned my wound with the first aid kit that had been sitting untouched in my kitchen cabinet for a month.
When she finished, she looked at me again.
“What happened?”
I told her everything.
From losing the baby to leaving the hospital alone to Patrick not believing me when I told him the baby was gone. I told her about his mother’s words and how they reacted when Vivian and I got hurt at the same time. When I was done, she was shocked and angry at the same time. “How could he do that to you?” She hissed. “You sacrificed your career for this man and this is how he treats you?” I smiled bitterly. “What are you going to do now?” she asked.“Divorce.”
“Good. I'm so proud of you.” she said, then stared at me for a long moment. “I can’t believe that’s the man you used to love so much. You changed your entire life for him, now it’s just done?” “I can’t believe it either.” I looked down. “But people change.” She pulled me into a tight hug. “It’s for the best anyway. Stop being his free labor and start focusing on yourself for once. You’re the smartest person I know.”She was right.
I had spent the past five years making Patrick the center of my life. I had adjusted my dreams, my career, and even my identity around him.
But now, it was time to find myself again.
After graduation, I had entered an international financial strategic consulting institute purely on merit. With my exceptional analytical abilities, I had quickly become one of the youngest project leaders there. I worked on highly confidential projects where everyone involved was required to sign strict confidentiality agreements.
I had once been proud of that version of myself.
But the more I became involved in Patrick’s life, the less I focused on my own. I gradually stepped away from major projects, turned down opportunities, and spent more time managing his affairs than building my own career.
At one point, I had even considered resigning.
Thankfully, my director refused to process my resignation letter.
Back then, I thought she was making things difficult for me.
Now, I was grateful she had stopped me. Otherwise, when I finally walked away from Patrick, I would have had nothing left to rely on.
~•~Next morning, I prepared my resignation letter and drove myself to Patrick’s company.
When I stepped inside, a new wave of gossip reached my ears.
The topic was still Patrick and Vivian. Everyone seemed to suspect that there was something unusual between them. Everyone except Patrick.
Of course, the most ridiculous part was that no one even knew he had a wife. In his world, I was as if I had never existed.
I packed up my belongings, placed my resignation letter on his desk, and walked away. Then I went straight to the place where I truly belonged.
The moment I stepped inside the research institute, memories of my first day at work filled my mind. I’d been so happy to start a project on my first day. At that time, I never would have thought that the institute would see me less and less as the days went by. That had to change. I spent the entire day buried in data, risk models, and projections. The team welcomed me back easily, most of them even saying how much they’d missed me. I mostly worked from home while married to Patrick and even then, I wasn’t taking on many projects. By the time evening came, I was tired but I also felt very fulfilled. I was leaving the building when I stopped short. Vivian was pacing outside the building with a folder clutched to her chest. The second she saw me, her expression shifted. She narrowed her eyes at me. “What are you doing here?” She asked suspiciously. Patrick didn’t know that I worked here neither did Vivian nor the rest of his family. “I’m just passing by.” I lied. She looked like she didn’t believe me but when she glanced at the building behind me again, a proud smile fitted her lips. “This place is incredible, isn’t it? I just passed the first round of interviews. I’ll be working here soon.” Her gaze landed on me again and she scoffed. “You wouldn’t know what that feels like, would you?” I refrained from smiling. She was right. I wouldn’t know what it felt like to pass their interviews because I was invited to work here straight from graduation and didn’t need to go through so many interviews like the others. Her eyes suddenly dropped to the bag on my arm. Her eyes widened briefly, then twinkled with triumph. “That pattern…” she trailed off, lifting her own bag. It had the same pattern as the scarf tied to my bag. “Patrick gave this to me for my birthday. He said it suited me perfectly.” She gloated. I tried to ignore the stab of pain that pierced my chest at her words. I had loved that bag for months. I had even shown him pictures of it, but Patrick told me it was too flashy. Instead, he’d gotten me a scarf from the same collection, claiming it was more appropriate. So, my scarf was a bundled item purchased alongside her handbag. I was so happy when I received it that I even posted several photos for it. Without a word, I untied the scarf from my bag and looped it around hers. “If you like it, it’s yours.” Her mask slipped instantly, her lips curving in a sneer. “You think you’re so righteous, huh?” She hissed. “Do you think you deserve to stand beside him? A woman like you should have never been allowed into that family.” I chuckled at her words. “Even if I’m not here, Vivian, you’ll always be his sister,” I said calmly, making sure she heard every word. “Does he even know about the disgusting feelings you have for him?” Her face heated up in embarrassment and she lunged at me. I caught her wrist before she could go further and shoved her back hard enough for her to stumble. The folder in her arms scattered across the pavement and she glared at me, breathing harshly. “Don’t embarrass yourself here. You’re trying to get a job, aren’t you? Do you think they’ll take someone disrespectful enough to fight in front of their institute?” She opened her mouth to speak, but I didn’t wait to hear any of it. I just got into my car and drove off. A perfect day always came with a small flaw. I guess.When I got home, I called my lawyer. “Prepare the divorce agreement,” I said the moment he answered. “I want it ready as soon as possible.”
I was done enduring.
The moment I hung up, the doorbell rang.
I thought it was Celina. But when I opened the door, I froze. Patrick stood there. His face was filled with barely restrained anger.
He was still dressed in his usual suit, but his tie was slightly crooked, something that almost never happened.
“What are you doing here?”
His jaw tightened. “You blocked me?”
CHRISTIAN~•~I didn’t know what to say to that. Logically, it made sense. Our argument wasn’t taking us anywhere. If anything, it was just making things worse. However, I also didn’t want her to leave.She could stay in the guest room like she did the other day. We didn’t have to sleep in the same bed. We could just exist under the same roof but she had already packed her things before I even arrived as if she knew this conversation wouldn’t lead us anywhere.As she turned around to leave, I wanted to say something, anything. I wanted to tell her to stay. I wanted to apologize for not hearing her side. I wanted to make sure she wasn’t angry as she left. She had assured me we weren’t breaking up but I also wasn’t sure how we’d act around each other if we ran into each other at work during this time.That led to the question that eventually slipped past my lips. “Are you still going to work tomorrow?”Melanie paused just a few feet away from the foyer and turned around to look at me. “
MELANIE~•~The rest of the workday passed by too slowly.Or maybe it was because I spent the whole day in a foul mood. I tried to improve my mood, but I couldn’t help it because anytime I came across a colleague, they avoided me.When I went to get coffee, the person at the machine gave way for me instantly. I lost my appetite immediately and returned to my office.I just couldn’t stand it.I doubted I was productive at all, with how much I focused on my argument with Christian instead of work.That was why I left as soon as the clock struck five in the evening.I drove back to his apartment alone because I couldn’t stand the building a minute longer. I sat at his kitchen island with a cup of tea that I didn’t drink because I spent the time going over every word I’d said, and the more I replayed it, the angrier I got, and the less sure I was about who I was angry with.When I didn’t have anything to do, I packed my things back into my overnight bag, waiting for him to return home. H
MELANIE~•~“Can you stay for another week?”I looked over at Christian who was watching me get dressed for work from the doorway. “I haven’t seen the inside of my apartment in almost a week.”“You can always go see it and come back, if that’s the issue.”I laughed, shaking my head. “Are you slowly trying to make me move into your place?”He shrugged, not confirming or denying. “It’s just one week though.”I looked around his closet. A few of my clothes were already hung next to his. Some of his drawers contained my belongings. His place was very comfortable and he had an extra room if we ever needed space from each other, but I also didn’t want to start living together too quickly, but then I looked back at him and saw that he was still waiting for a response. I sighed. “Fine. One week.”Christian smiled, then crossed the room and kissed me briefly. “See you at work, Ms. Juarez.”He left after that and I drove to work with a smile I couldn’t wipe off my face.It was a Monday. I was s
MELANIE~•~“But I don’t have anything to wear.”“We can always visit a department store.”“My hair desperately needs a new cut.”“Good thing I mentioned it early. We have time to stop by the hairdresser too.”I placed my hands on my waist, staring at Christian. “Do we really need to go out today?”“You don’t want to?”Considering I was giving excuses, I thought that was obvious. “I don’t want to dress up.”“What would you rather do?”“Netflix and chill?”Christian raised an eyebrow. “Netflix and chill.” He repeated in a dry tone.“Yes.”“Do you know what that means?”“I’m twenty-seven, Christian. I know what it means.” I could feel my cheeks warming, but I held his gaze steadily. “I also know what it means literally. We pick something, we sit on your couch, and we don’t leave this apartment.”“I’m sure you didn’t mean that literally.”“I—“He suddenly moved closer on the couch so that his face was very close to mine. “But if that’s what you want,” his voice lowered as his eyes flicke
CHRISTIAN~•~Melanie and I didn’t speak all night. We ate our dinner at different times and I didn’t see her for the rest of the evening until it was time for bed and it wasn’t a lack of trying on my part.Even when I went to bed, she only said a curt goodnight and faced the other way.It bothered me. I tried to think if we’d ever argued and realized it was the first time. I wasn’t sure how to handle it so I didn’t bother her and went to sleep as well.I woke up at five, which was usual. What was unusual, at least, for the past few days, was that Melanie’s side of the bed was empty.The bed was cold on her side, which meant she’d been gone for a while now. I sat up instantly, wondering if she went home.I didn’t hesitate to get out of the bed, but I barely made it towards the stairs when I heard sounds coming from the guest bedroom, the same room she’d stayed in the first night I brought her to my place while drunk.I walked toward the door of the guest bedroom and listened for sound
MELANIE~•~My palm was still stinging when I reached Christian’s building.I sat in the car for a minute with the engine off, flexing my fingers. I had slapped Vivian in front of a café full of people and poured a latte over her head. She had been too shocked to do anything but gape at me as I walked out.I should have felt ashamed, but I didn’t. Instead, it felt like a weight had been lifted off my shoulders. Vivian had been a thorn in my ass for the longest time. Whenever Patrick and I had problems, she liked to fan the flames and imply silly things about me, making every argument worse than they should have been.Even now that I was no longer in her life, she just couldn’t leave me alone. I didn’t know why she was meeting up with Lane. I didn’t know how they managed to link up in the first place.Christian was waiting in the living room when I entered. His head snapped up at my arrival. “Where’d you go?” He asked, standing up to meet me. “I texted you back but never got a response







