Chapter 6

Ava's POV

It had been a week since Ethan returned and started working with us, I have tried my best to stay out of his way since the club incident.

Tristan didn't let me rest the next day, asking what happened and why Ethan left me at the club, I just had to lie to him so he could stop pestering me about it.

He had moved out of the house and to his own apartment three days ago, I remember Tristan telling me they went house hunting so I wasn't surprised when he informed mom and dad he'd be moving out.

Instead I was kind of happy, I wouldn't get to see him and plus I'll be able to stay off his path as best as I could, of course that'll be a bit impossible, given that we work together.

Tristan told me that his mom was planning to come back because Rhys was doing better and was recovering from Trish's death.

Her death really affected him, he had even stopped picking our calls, but I heard from Tristan that he started responding to therapy a month ago.

I stayed more at my apartment these days just so I could avoid Ethan, asides the fact that he was a bully and a spoilt brat, he also had this strange effect on me, one no one knew about.

Him being completely handsome and attractive didn't help at all, sometimes I found myself thinking about crazy things and crazy scenarios with Ethan in it.

I know I shouldn't be thinking that way about my brother but I can't help it.

Work had been hectic, with a lot of things to do, even I had a lot to do this past week, it was Saturday and I was home back at mom and dad's place

On Mom's request, she wanted me to spend the weekend with them, I was sitting in the living room working on my laptop while Mom and Dad were upstairs in their room.

Honestly I envied the kind of love they both had, from what mom had told me, they went through a lot, mom especially, at a point she thought she'd lose her life.

Mom always told me of how dad had saved her from an abusive marriage, even after all she'd gone through, he was still ready to be with her and love her a hundred percent.

She always told me not to settle for less, to always go for the best, she said if I find him I'd know because even my heart will tell me.

Honestly I had been looking for that him but I haven't found him, all through highschool I didn't have a boyfriend, mainly because I wasn't really interested in all the boys that asked me out and plus Tristan always used to scare them away, because then he was a senior and very popular so younger boys feared him a lot.

Deep down I know why I wasn't interested in any guy but I dared not even think about it, it's an impossible thing to happen.

The door suddenly opened and Ethan walked in, he walked towards the couch beside me without saying anything, it's like we are strangers to each other, yet we're supposed to be siblings.

I didn't expect him to be here today else I wouldn't have worn what I wore, I was putting on a navy blue shorts that was just barely covering my thighs, and a cream coloured see through shirt, but thank God I had a bra on.

I took in his appearance and he was wearing a carton brown long sleeved shirt and black pants, the shirt was tight and fitted making me see his abs from where I sat.

I averted my eyes from him, so he wouldn't catch me staring and plus I didn't want to start having wild thoughts right now about him.

"Where's my mom and dad"? He asked in a monotone his eyes boring holes in my head, I didn't look up because if I did, I'd stutter and I was trying not to make him see how much he affected me.

"Upstairs" I gave him a one word reply and continued tapping away on my laptop, I felt his eyes set on me and I know he was probably glaring at me.

That's all he ever does, glare at me like I was his enemy or something.

"Are you going to stop glaring at me like you want to actually kill me"? I snapped at him still not looking up, I know I said I was gonna stay away from him but to do that he had to first stay away from me, it only work both sides.

He scoffed at me "if I wanted to kill you Ava you'd be dead" he spat out making me roll my eyes at me.

"I don't know how to thank you for not wanting to kill me" I retorted sarcastically

He muttered something under his breath before standing up and walking upstairs, I watched his back as he walked upstairs and damn they were broad, making me wonder how it'll feel like to actually feel them one day.

What the fuck am I thinking, I shook my head and went back to working.

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I was in my room on my bed, but my mind kept drifting over to the person next door, yes none other than Ethan.

I wonder what he is doing right now, he was and still is my bully but I find myself thinking about him a lot and not in a healthy way.

I really shouldn't even think about him like this, his smile, his eyes and his very very sexy voice that always sends shivers and tremors through my whole body.

We rarely ever had physical contact but the few times we did I relished it, it was permanently implanted in my brain how it felt like to have his hands on me.

Those big callous hands touching me, and not just on my skin but on parts of my body I had never let anyone touch me before

Those eyes boring into mine as he touches me down there making me shudder, slowly I eased my hands into my pajama pants and started rubbing myself slowly.

I closed my eyes and imagined his hands on me, all over my body and his pink lips leaving wet kisses all over my neck, a moan escaped my lips as I pinched on my clit and my other hand slowly found it way into my shirt as I circled my nipple.

I gasped at the pleasure as I started rubbing faster, I eased one finger inside my vagina and brought it back out and rubbed on my clit with the wetness.

I imagined his mouth down there and my hands on my nipples gave it a light pinch making me arch my back and gasp out loud.

I was rubbing fast and kneading my breast at the same time, fuck it felt so good,  I was trying to muffle my moans but I just couldn't, the last image I saw before I came shattering with an intense orgasm was of Ethan flashing me one of his signature smile.

I came hard moaning his name, thank God the rooms were all sound proof, else I'm pretty sure he'd have heard me.

I was breathing hard as I laid down there and just thought of what I did, I was so fucked and it was the fault of none other than the 6'5 muscular green eyed handsome man next door.

I got up and used the bathroom and cleaned myself up

Well the smut, was rather really smut 😩😩😩

I'm just trying tho