Se connecterThe wall clock in Bima's apartment room was no longer just a time indicator; it was a relentless tick of demands pounding against his eardrums. It was 1:45 AM. The blue glow from the LED monitor screen was the only source of light, washing over Bima's frustrated face and Arka, who sat beside him with an intimidating calmness. Radit was staying over at his girlfriend's place, leaving the two of them in a silence heavy with an electric charge.
Since their return from Mount Papandayan two days ago, the atmosphere between them had drastically changed. Bima never brought up what he'd found in Arka's bag, and Arka acted as if the cold interrogation at the tent entrance had never happened. But tonight, fear and desire intertwined. "I don't get it, Ka. These variables just won't sync. I've re-checked it three times," Bima grumbled, his voice hoarse from caffeine and lack of sleep. He ran a hand through his messy hair, concealing the slight tremor in his eyes as he glanced at Arka. Arka didn't answer. His eyes weren't on the lines of code on the screen, but on the rapidly throbbing pulse in Bima's neck. Arka shifted. The distance between them drastically shrunk. Arka's broad shoulder brushed directly against Bima's. "Here. Let me see," Arka's voice was low, heavy, sending a shiver down Bima's spine. "It's this part..." Bima pointed at the screen, his fingers trembling above the keyboard. Arka didn't just look. He leaned in, trapping Bima between his body and the desk. Arka's potent masculine scent immediately enveloped Bima's senses. Before Bima could pull away, Arka's large hand landed directly on top of Bima's, which was resting on the keyboard. Arka's palm felt hot, a stark contrast to Bima's cool skin. Arka didn't withdraw his hand. Instead, he laced his fingers through Bima's, pressing their combined hands down onto the mechanical keys. Bima froze. Arka's broad chest now pressed against his back, offering a suffocating sense of both protection and dominance. Were these hot hands the ones that, five years ago, drove the car that hit my brother? The thought sent Bima's heart racing wildly. "Ka..." Bima whispered, his voice barely audible. "Focus, Bim. You made a mistake in this part of the syntax," Arka whispered right next to Bima's ear. His warm breath sent intense shivers down Bima's spine. Arka moved Bima's hand, guiding his fingers to delete the line of code and retype it. His movements were slow, deliberate, and intensely intimate. Bima no longer cared about the task. His focus was completely shattered. "Is it done?" Bima asked, his voice trembling. He tried to turn his head—a fatal mistake. Arka's face was barely an inch away. Arka's dark eyes gleamed with a deadly intensity, full of hidden desire. Arka didn't pull back. He tightened his grip on Bima's hand, while his other hand rose, clasping Bima's jaw gently but with full authority. "The task is done. But we aren't," Arka growled. Arka pushed Bima's chair slightly away from the desk, then stood between Bima's parted thighs. Bima looked up with heavy-lidded eyes. Arka's dominance was so palpable, and Bima couldn't resist even though his brain screamed danger. "You always want to be the center of attention, don't you?" Arka whispered, his thumb tracing Bima's lower lip with demanding pressure. "Tonight, no one else is watching. Just me. And I don't share." Arka bent down, burying his face in the hollow of Bima's neck, delivering a small bite there—a mark of possession that made Bima moan softly and clutch Arka's muscular arm. Arka's other hand slid under Bima's shirt, touching his flat stomach. "Ka, not here... what if Radit comes back..." Bima tried to protest, even as his hands pulled Arka closer. "Radit won't be back until morning. I made sure of it," Arka smirked faintly. He effortlessly lifted Bima, settling him on the desk, right beside the glowing laptop. Arka swept all the books and papers off the desk and onto the floor with a single rough swipe, creating a clamor that was immediately swallowed by the silence. "Arka..." "Say my name again, Bim. But this time, not because you're scared of me. Call it because you want me," Arka challenged, his voice hoarse, holding back surging desire. Bima tugged on Arka's collar, bringing their lips together in a wild, rough kiss. There was no more hesitation, only pent-up hunger. Arka's hands worked quickly to shed Bima's shirt. Their skin met, hot against hot, scorching their nerves. On that desk, beneath the dim glow of the monitor, Arka claimed Bima's body as his own. Every touch of Arka's on his waist and chest felt like a declaration that Bima would never truly be free of him. "You're mine, Bim. Never forget that," Arka whispered amidst their deepening kisses. Bima wrapped his legs around Arka's waist, surrendering all self-control. Amidst the swirling secrets and unrevealed threats, Bima chose to drown in the fire Arka created. The room filled with hurried breaths and stifled groans until it all culminated in an exhausting yet intoxicating climax. When it was all over, Arka lifted Bima from the desk and carried him to the bed with a possessive motion. The monitor light was still on, displaying the message 'Process Completed'. Bima rested his head on Arka's firm shoulder, letting the man cover him with a blanket and pull him into a warm embrace. Sleep slowly took over, and Bima finally drifted off in the embrace of his protector—or his killer. 4:00 AM. Arka made sure Bima's breathing was soft and steady against his chest. Slowly, without a sound, Arka slipped out of bed. He put his clothes back on, then walked over to the messy desk. Arka picked up Bima's phone, which lay on the floor among the stack of books he had just knocked over. Arka's face was flat, devoid of emotion, as he unlocked Bima's phone using Bima's fingerprint, which he gently pressed down while the other man slept. Arka opened the messaging app, then typed an unknown number—the one that had sent mysterious messages to Bima at the bus stop and on the mountain. Arka sent a single brief message to that number: "I know you're the one who sent those photos to Bima. Stop bothering him, or I'll make you disappear, just like I did to his brother five years ago." After hitting send, Arka deleted the message from Bima's phone history, placed the phone back on the desk, and walked back to bed. He pulled Bima into his embrace again, locking the other man's body against his as if he would never let him go out into the world.Arka’s world collapsed onto a small, neon-yellow memo slip tucked between page 142 of his Calculus textbook. The handwriting was messy, typical of Bima who was always in a rush, but the content was enough to make Arka’s blood boil instantly. ‘Ka, your shirt that you left on my bed still smells so much like you. I wore it to sleep last night while imagining your hands were everywhere. Want to hear the details or should I demonstrate it live when Radit is at futsal practice this afternoon?’ Arka crumpled the paper until it was crushed completely in his fist. His jaw tightened, creating a terrifyingly sharp line on his usually stoic face. Arka didn't wait a single second. He snatched his motorcycle keys, entirely ignoring the lecturer who had just stepped into the classroom, and walked out with the predatory aura of a wolf tracking its prey. The third floor of their building was dead silent. Radit wasn't around, exactly as written in that
The aroma of coffee was sharp and rich, creeping into the cracks of Bima’s dreams before finally forcing his eyes open. The morning Jakarta sun, which usually felt like an annoyance, filtered softly across the messy gray sheets. Bima stretched, feeling his muscles ache with a subtle stiffness—a lingering trace of the intense, frantic friction in the elevator last night that remained in his memory like a fresh tattoo.He turned to his side. The spot next to him was empty, but the pillow was still indented, holding a faint, familiar body heat.The sharp sizzle of margarine in a pan and the metallic clink of a spatula brought him back to reality. Bima pulled himself out of bed, wearing nothing but black boxers and one of Arka’s white t-shirts. It was two sizes too big, causing the collar to sag and expose pale shoulders mapped with raw, crimson marks. He padded groggily toward the cramped apartment kitchen, which suddenly felt entirely full of life.Ark
This hunk of junk creaked once, and then the world instantly went dead. In that split second, gravity seemed to vanish, leaving my stomach stranded back on the tenth floor. The deafening screech of metal slamming against the emergency brakes echoed through the cramped shaft, before finally being swallowed by a silence that was far more terrifying."Shit! What the hell was that?!" Bima shrieked, his voice cracking in the pitch-black void.I couldn't see a thing. Absolute, suffocating darkness. The only sound cutting through the void was the frantic rush of Bima's breathing, turning short and shallow. I knew he loathed dark, claustrophobic spaces. I knew exactly how his lungs tended to constrict the moment he felt trapped."Arka? Arka? Where are you? Don't mess around, damn it! Turn on your phone light!" Bima yelled, his hands wildly clawing at the empty air.I took a deep breath, forcing my own adrenaline-spiked heart to steady. "I'm right
Bima’s chest felt as if it had been struck by a sledgehammer. A suffocating heat tightened around his throat, leaving a bitter taste he couldn't swallow. From across the crowded faculty building lobby, he stared at a sight that made his entire body tense. Arka—his stoic, unyielding Arka who rarely spared a word for anyone—was laughing softly with a senior named Satya. Satya was handsome, popular, and currently radiating confidence as he boldly patted Arka’s shoulder, whispering something that made Arka stay put instead of pulling away.Bima ripped his gaze away. He clenched his backpack straps until his knuckles turned stark white, his usual cheerful façade shattering instantly. Turning on his heel, he chose to disappear into the dimly lit hallway leading toward the old laboratory corridor—a place usually deserted at this hour. He didn't need to watch that scene for another second. He didn't need to feel his ego and his heart being flayed alive by a jealousy that had no right to exist
The basketball slammed into the asphalt with a thud as loud as Bima’s racing heartbeat. The 4:00 PM Jakarta sun was merciless, scorching skin and turning sweat into rivers that drenched his temples. Before him, Arka stood like a stone wall—solid, drenched in sweat, and giving Bima absolutely no room to breathe."Again, Bim. Don't go soft," Arka's voice was deep, raspy from thirst but filled with lethal provocation.Bima smirked faintly, trying to steady his labored breathing. His white tank top was transparent with sweat, clinging tightly to his heaving chest. Bima lunged forward, executing a quick crossover to get past Arka. But Arka was too dominant. With one efficient, athletic movement, Arka cut off his path. Their bodies collided.Bruk!Skin met skin, both equally hot and damp. The friction created an instant burning sensation. Bima lost his balance, his foot caught on Arka’s oversized sneaker, and he sprawled onto the rough concrete court."Ow! Dammit..." Bima winced, clutching
The scent of old paper and dust clinging to the teak shelves on the central library's fourth floor was usually the most potent sedative for final-year students. But for Bima, this unsettling silence was a stage for experimentation.Across from him, Arka sat upright. His gaze was fixated on a thick book about fluid mechanics as if the outside world didn't exist. Arka was always like that—too serious, too rigid, and too guarded with his secrets.Bima slowly shifted his chair. The screech of wood rubbing against the marble floor sounded loud in the profound silence. Bima paid no mind to the sharp glares from other students. His eyes were fixed on a single point: the calmly throbbing vein in Arka's neck.Since that night at the apartment, Bima had realized one thing: his phone was clear of messages from that unknown number. Its history was gone. Bima knew Arka had touched his phone while he was asleep. Arka was hiding something, and Bima had to lure it out."Ka," Bima whispered. His voice







