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“I reject her. Now get her out of my sight.”
The Alpha King’s words lash out in the air like a whip, sharp and shocking. I’m kneeling on the dais, the black veil on my head blocking nearly everything from my sight apart from the view of everyone’s shoes.
I’m in the throne room, surrounded by all the Alphas of the land. Their laughter rings in the air as the King drops his verdict.
“I knew that girl was going to be rejected. She’s skin and bones.”
“And from what I heard, she might also be half-Human.”
“Silence!” The Alpha King commands, getting to his feet and staring down at me. The light moves over his face, giving me a glimpse of his handsome features. His gray eyes are practically glowing in the dark, but the rest of his face is still hidden in shadow. “Step away from the throne now. I have no need for you—”
“No.”
It just slipped out of my mouth. I clench my hands, surprised at my own daring.
But what else can I do? I have been prepped for this exact moment, bred and groomed for it. I’ve lived in a dungeon all my life, with no family and no friends. The only one I knew was a man everyone called ‘Disciple’. He was the one who trained me. He was the one who pushed me to go here.
“You’re meant to be the Luna Queen of this Terra Lycaon,” he always told me. “I will do everything to put you next to the Alpha King… and you will take me to the top with you when the time is right.”
I never really knew what that meant. But I’ve learned everything I could to be a good Luna.
That’s why the Alpha King can’t reject me.
“No,” I repeat, getting to my feet. However, I’m not quite brave enough to lift my veil. “I heard that all the eligible women must gather at the Capital to meet the Alpha King so he could choose his Luna. I have done nothing wrong. I know you talked to the other women, my King. Give me a chance, and I will prove to you that I’m worthy.”
Another round of laughter. This time, the sound pierces my ears. Shame burns at the back of my throat. But the Alpha King bore no humor in his face.
Only repulsion.
“Are you telling me what do to?” he asks me coldly. “Is that what you think makes you a perfect Luna? Who thought it was a good idea to bring you here?”
I don’t answer. I just swallow hard, glancing at the servant standing in the crowd. He’s the Disciple’s driver. He was the one who drove me here.
“That man?” The Alpha King follows my gaze and points at the man, motioning him to step forward. “Come here. Come take a look at the fucking disappointment you brought before me. Take her back to whatever dump you got her from, and never come back, yes?”
“Your Grace.” The driver bows. “I cannot do that. You see, she’s the most perfect mate you can imagine. She’s still very young, and you can mold her into whatever you please—”
“I’m not looking for someone,” the Alpha King growls. “I’m already betrothed! I’m merely waiting for my bride to come back! This stupidity ends now!”
“But my King,” someone from the crowd says, a man in a wheelchair, “there has been no word of your bride. They’re saying she might have fled—”
“NO!” He smashes one of the wine glasses onto the floor, letting it shatter in front of me. “Get her out of here! I will have them hang you for this insult!”
The driver starts to panic. “Alpha King, I only did what I thought was best for the land. You should have taken a mate when you turned twenty-one. The Alphas need to see that the line is secure, and I—”
“Fine. I will hang you myself.”
He tries to make a move towards the driver and I just knew deep in my heart that blood will be shed. I just can’t let it happen. Not because of me.
I get up, taking off the veil. The room is dark enough that I can’t make out their faces and I’m pretty sure they can’t see mine, but I can see the glint of the King’s golden crown. He freezes with his hand around the man’s neck, staring at me.
“I can be better than your bride,” I stammer. I clutch the skirt of my dress, scared out of my wits. “I will be a good wife to you. I swear, I will be your perfect mate!”
Silence rings in the room. Hope blossoms in my heart. Maybe he’s starting to consider. I take a step closer to him.
But he just snaps the driver’s neck like a dry twig, letting him fall down the steps heavily.
Dead.
Slowly, he walks towards me, and this time I can see the cold grayness of his eyes. Bright and dark at the same time, like a flash of lightning behind storm clouds.
“My heart is already spoken for,” the Alpha King interjects, and it shocks me to hear tenderness in his tone. Like he regrets even having this interaction with me. “I… reject you. No matter how many times you come back, I will reject you.”
My heart cracks. I step away from him, almost stumbling on the arm of the dead man. He sits back on his throne like nothing happened, and soon enough, his guards escort me out of the palace and back inside the car that brought me here. Everything is a blur, and I don’t even notice that I’m not alone in the car until it starts to move.
I turn my head, finding Disciple sitting across me. The car is moving fast. Way too fast.
“I-I’m sorry,” I murmur, tears falling down my cheeks. I throw myself at his feet. “I failed you now, but I can try again. Take me back to the Alpha King and he will give me another chance!”
His disapproval floats into the air before his words even come out.
“No, my child. I believe I’m done.”
I look up at him in shock. I want to ask him where he’s going to take me now, but he doesn’t even give me that chance. He puts his hand on my shoulder, and I almost expire in relief. Maybe he’s going to stop forcing me to become the Luna Queen. Maybe he has other plans for me.
“You won’t make me try anymore?” I ask with hope. “Maybe I can be a better fit for a normal Alpha. I know I can….”
I trail off, noticing the gleam of a blade in his hand. He brings it close to my chest, right above my hammering heart.
“I believed that you were the peak of what I can create,” he whispers, almost to himself. “I thought your Human mother will make you different. But you’re not. We’re done here. You’re done.”
I open my mouth to speak, but he plunges the blade deep in my heart. My eyes go wide with shock. I look down, and my white dress soon becomes covered in crimson. The car moves faster and I get thrown back. My hands fumble on the blade, but the pain stops me from pulling the knife out of my chest.
Disbelief still runs through me even as my life starts to fade away, even when Disciple opens the car door pushes me outside like a sack of garbage, left in the forest to rot.
I land on my head, and I feel it crack against a rock. But the pain doesn’t seem so bad anymore, even though I’m bleeding from two places now. In fact, it’s starting to feel like release. I close my eyes, feeling the wind blowing in the forest. I keep my eyes open for the last time, gazing at the stars and the full moon above.
I’m going to die… and this is the happiest I’ve been.
I close my eyes, ready for the end. But then a woman’s voice, soft and comforting, comes floating somewhere. Maybe in my mind, maybe in front of me. At this point, it doesn’t matter.
“Help me get her in the car! The girl is badly hurt… we need to save her!”
There’s another voice, this time a man’s. “But she looks like she can’t make it. Her head is hit. And that’s a knife on her heart. And isn’t this the area where the Wolves live? She might be one of them!”
“No.” The woman cradles me in her arms. “It doesn’t matter. We’ll save her, and she’ll live her life as a Human."
CONTENT WARNING: This is a dark romance book. It explores sensitive storylines and themes that might be uncomfortable for some readers. Descriptions of such topics could get graphic. If this is up your alley, enjoy reading!
MONICA.“Come on, be careful now!” Roman instructs August and another soldier, who are carrying Riva along the clear path in the woods, both heaving and cursing under their breaths. “We’re almost there. Don’t drop her; her bindings might loosen.”Although this is a valid point, I hardly think it will happen. They bound Riva like a spring roll.Thick ropes are connecting her bound wrists to her bound ankles. A flat, dense gag is placed on her mouth. The entire upper half of her head is covered in a layer of fabric like a turban. Whoever did this to her knows what they’re doing. Not even five separate drops can make those restraints loosen.Still, Roman is being extra careful. As we approach the warehouse, the first thing I see is the light. Some people are actually inside the place, waiting for our arrival. There are about two dozen people, all heavily armed like they’re preparing to battle an entire army unit. And placed inside the warehouse is a huge metal chair, where they set Riv
MONICA.God. What do I do with Roman?I watch as he takes charge of the events, purposefully ignoring me as I stare at him. I know that he just wants to put an end to all of this and maybe I’m just being a little bitch, but I don’t want to take risks anymore. I’m scared out of my wits here.“Just relax,” he even tells me, which just makes me angry more than being scared."No." I shake my head continuously as I watch the men carry Riva’s unconscious body inside the van. "I can't believe this. I can't believe we're all doing this." “Neither can I, to be honest,” August suddenly puts in, getting inside the backseat of the other van, behind me and Roman. “I mean, I get your point, Roman, but this is just bad. This bitch is going to kill us if she gets on the loose. Didn’t you see what she just did?”“I know it doesn’t sound all that safe, but please just trust me,” Roman says, getting into the front and revving the engine. However, instead of driving the vehicle, he shoots one more cauti
MONICA.Energy rushes in my body, filling me with strength I never knew I was capable of until now. I’m at my peak, and nothing can stop me at this point.Before I knew it, my wolf form claws Riva in the face, pushes her in the ground, and mauls her with its teeth. One motion to sink its teeth into her shoulder and render her unconscious.Slowly, my wolf gives me back the control and I'm human once again, standing before Riva, who's lying in the middle of the clearing, her eyes closed.All around her, all the fallen soldiers begin to stir. It's like they were only unconscious because she can control them. I almost fall back in relief after knowing that none of them died."Monica!" Roman comes bounding towards me as I stare in numb shock. He wraps his arms around me and hugs me. "Monica, that was fantastic. You saved all of us.”Did I, really? I wonder darkly. Still, I just kiss his lips softly as everyone crowds around me. "Let's get out of here.”As we all get ready to leave, I can’t
MONICA."Finally, Monica," she croons. "It definitely took you long enough, but I'm happy you're finally able to join the fight. It's overdue.”My body is growing fast, but as I land on the ground, I make sure not to land on any of the fallen soldiers. My fur is shining silver, impenetrable by any weapon. Riva just watches me with amusement, like I’m a child trying to join a game. She even breaks into a laugh as I growl at her.She tightens her grip around Roman, like she’s holding him hostage. “Do you really want to attack me and risk losing him?”Speckles of the poison in her mouth splatter on Roman, burning holes through his clothes. The spots on his skin that get sprinkled with poison begin to bleed.Whatever she has going on is dangerous. She’s completely immune to it, but it looks like the type of poison that will eat him from the inside.I would rather take the chance of possibly crashing into Roman than having him take that poison in his body.I leap at Riva at last, but she c
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MONICA.It’s not easy moving around in the palace, even though it’s the dead of the night. I don’t bother coming back to my room. I just get some clothes in our martial bedroom, gathering some weapons in case something happens.And with that, I sneak out of the palace before the sun can come up and anyone would come looking to find me.The early morning is cold. I can see my breath fogging up in front of me as I swerve deep into the forest. I rub my hands together to warm myself up, taking a deep breath to muster the courage to go deeper than the edge.But before I can go through with it, I suddenly hear footsteps behind me.I wheel around, only to find Roman running towards me. My mind immediately jumps to the worst, only to see that Roman is frowning at me with concern as he runs.“Monica, what the hell are you doing here?” he demands as he gets closer to me. “I thought… I was looking for you!”The shock of seeing him here and still himself makes me freeze. I look around us to check