ANMELDENThe water was cool but it did nothing.
I stood chest-deep in the wide pool, the afternoon sun bright overhead, laughter and splashing loud around me, and still my skin burned. Heat lived under every inch of me. low, relentless, impossible to ignore. My bikini, the conservative black one I had chosen earlier, clung to damp skin and felt like too little protection. Every shift of the water against my body only made the ache sharper.
I turned my head.
A few feet away Emily was pressed against one of the boys from her law-school circle, mouths moving, hands roaming with the easy confidence of people who had nothing to hide. Two other girls were doing the same along the pool edge, soft sounds mixing with the music. The sight sent another pulse of heat straight through me. My wolf stirred hard, restless and demanding.
"Why are we still waiting?" she seemed to ask. "Why is he not here?"
The fear followed immediately after.
What if the bond was rejected? What if he decided I was too weak, too much trouble, too much of a complication for the most ruthless Alpha in the region? I had been discarded before. I knew the exact shape of that silence, the way it settled in the chest and stayed. The thought of losing Emily on top of it, of watching her look at me with the same distance everyone else eventually found, made my stomach twist.
I closed my eyes for a second and the memory returned without mercy.
The boutique. The private fitting area. Dominic standing a few steps back while Emily held up options and I tried not to die of embarrassment. His gaze had been steady, possessive in a way that never quite crossed into open claim but never left either. When I finally settled on the simple black bikini. high coverage, nothing dramatic, his eyes had flickered with quiet amusement.
He had glanced at Emily and said, voice dry, “At least one of you understands the concept of leaving something to the imagination.” The comment had been aimed at his daughter’s more daring choices, but it had still stung, a soft reminder that he saw everything and judged it on his own terms.
Now he was on the upper balcony of the estate, a glass in one hand, watching the pool. Watching me. Even at this distance I felt the weight of that gaze like a physical touch. My nipples tightened against the wet fabric. Heat pooled heavier between my legs until I had to press my thighs together under the water.
People were starting to notice.
Pheromones drifted everywhere. young wolves, loose energy, the usual party hazebbut my scent still cut through. Sweet. Unmistakable. A few heads turned. A male near the steps inhaled and looked my way a second too long. Shame mixed with the heat until my cheeks burned. I muttered something about needing the restroom, climbed out of the pool, and wrapped a towel around myself with unsteady hands.
The side bathroom near the pool house was quiet and cool. I slammed the door, dropped the towel, and leaned against the marble counter. My reflection looked flushed, lips parted, eyes too dark. The ache had not lessened. If anything the privacy made it worse. My hand moved without permission, sliding up to cup one breast through the damp bikini top. The contact sent a sharp, involuntary sound out of my throat.
I bit my lip and did it again, thumb brushing the sensitive peak while my mind filled with the memory of Dominic’s stare. possessive, amused, impossible to forget. Another soft moan slipped free. My hips shifted. The heat was becoming unbearable. I knew from the start that going into heat for an alpha as powerful as Dominic was going to feel like something else. But this was too consuming.
The door handle turned.
I froze.
A guy I half-recognized from earlier, one of the visiting wolves who had been hovering near Emily’s friends stepped inside before I could speak. His eyes dragged over me, lingering on the way my hand still rested against my own chest. A slow, interested smirk pulled at his mouth.
“You need some help?” he asked, voice low and thick with implication. “You smell like you do.”
I shook my head, but the sound that came out was closer to a whimper than a refusal. My body was too far gone, too sensitive, and the sudden presence of another male only confused the heat further.
He took it as invitation. The smirk widened. He stepped closer. But despite the heat and my clouded judgement, I still knew that I didn't want this male that was slowly approaching me with nothing but disgusting hunger and lust. I wanted him. I needed him.
I whimpered again and the male's smile grew. Just as he was about to touch me, a cold, authoritative voice sounded in the air with each words emphasized.
“You have five seconds.”
The voice came from the doorway behind him. quiet, cold, absolute. I knew instantly who it belonged to.
The young wolf spun. Color drained from his face the moment he registered who stood there. Dominic Blackwood filled the frame, still in the dark shirt from earlier, expression carved from something far more dangerous than simple anger.
The wolf before him shivered in fear. He did not wait for the countdown. He muttered a terrified apology and nearly fell over himself getting out of the bathroom and out of sight.
Silence settled.
Dominic stepped inside and closed the door with a soft, final click. His gaze moved over me. damp hair, flushed skin, the towel I had dropped, the unmistakable evidence of what I had been doing and the look in his eyes held too many things at once. Anger. Lust. Desire. Jealousy. Possession. All of it locked behind ruthless control, but none of it hidden from me.
A dark, almost amused smile touched the edge of his mouth.
“Well, well.”
The apartment door closed behind me with a soft, final click. I stood in the narrow entryway, keys biting into my palm, and just breathed.The silence here was different from the estate. It was thin, cheap and absolute. There were no distant voices or heavy footsteps neither was there a controlled presence that made the air itself feel safer and more dangerous at the same time. Only the tired hum of the refrigerator and the muffled traffic three floors down could be heard. I used to tell myself I liked coming home to quiet but tonight the quiet felt like proof that I had been sent away again.That's when the fear hit me. With such force I felt my wolf shiver in pain. Was I going to repeat the painful cycle of rejection again?I dropped the keys on the table like it burned my hand and went straight to the bathroom without turning on the overhead light. The mirror was honest in the worst way. It showed me proof that I had cried, and had did so miserablyMy hands were visibly shaking as
(DOMINIC'S POV)I slammed the study door hard enough to rattle the glass in the windows and took deep breaths in.My wolf was a living storm under my skin, clawing, snarling, refusing every command I threw at it. Between us both, I couldn't tell who was angrier. It wanted blood for the pup who had looked at Lily with open hunger. It wanted to drag her back from wherever she had fled, strip the shame from her body, and bury itself so deep inside her that the bond could never be denied again.I didn't want that. F*ck it, I had to not want that.I braced both hands on the heavy desk and dragged in a breath that still carried the sweet, ruined edge of her scent. It clung to me like a deliberate accusation.Then I let out a self depreciating laugh. “Nyx,” I snarled under my breath, the name of the moon goddess tasting like ash. “You vicious, meddling b*tch." The more I spoke, the angrier I got "A late-blooming child who cannot even control a simple rise of heat? THAT is your idea of a mate
I could not look at him. My hands were still trembling against the marble counter. The bathroom felt too small, the air too thick with my own sweet, unfinished scent and the heavier, colder presence of the man who had looked at me right now with the kind of gaze that put me in this state in the first place.What do I say or do now he's found me like this, especially when he is completely aware of the fact that my ache is for him? If my ache was truly for him why did I react like that to someone else. Before I can keep thinking, his voice cuts my train of thoughts and like before, it's short and jabbing“Explain." I flinched. I'm not quite sure it's a command, but my body reacts like he is, reminding me all the more of the gap in our status, in our control...My eyes trail down to his.. I quickly look away and muster up my courage or whatever was left of it to respond. “ I didn’t mean to-” what exactly didn't I mean to do. Feel such heat? Or let another wolf sense it clearly enough
The water was cool but it did nothing.I stood chest-deep in the wide pool, the afternoon sun bright overhead, laughter and splashing loud around me, and still my skin burned. Heat lived under every inch of me. low, relentless, impossible to ignore. My bikini, the conservative black one I had chosen earlier, clung to damp skin and felt like too little protection. Every shift of the water against my body only made the ache sharper.I turned my head.A few feet away Emily was pressed against one of the boys from her law-school circle, mouths moving, hands roaming with the easy confidence of people who had nothing to hide. Two other girls were doing the same along the pool edge, soft sounds mixing with the music. The sight sent another pulse of heat straight through me. My wolf stirred hard, restless and demanding."Why are we still waiting?" she seemed to ask. "Why is he not here?"The fear followed immediately after.What if the bond was rejected? What if he decided I was too weak, too
I remained frozen on the bed, the words still hanging in the air between us.“You must do your absolute best to seduce him.”Emily’s careless advice echoed in the quiet room, bright and catastrophic. My face burned so fiercely I felt light-headed. He had heard. Dominic Blackwood had stood there in the open doorway and heard my best friend tell me to seduce someone while the someone in question was him. The man whose gaze still lingered on my skin like a brand.Mortification crashed through me in waves. Beneath it, the leftover heat flared hard and low, pooling between my thighs until I had to press them together. My wolf gave a restless, needy roll that left my pulse uneven and my breathing shallow. I wanted the floor to open. I wanted to disappear. I wanted, traitorously, to know what his voice would sound like if he had stepped inside instead of walking away.He had stayed in the doorway longer than he should have. I felt it: the heavy, certain surge of his wolf answering mine, the
The guest room still held the quiet of early morning. I sat cross-legged on the bed in an old sweater and shorts, laptop closed beside me. The head designer’s note from yesterday sat in my inbox like a small, polite disappointment"Clean, but safe. Push harder next time Lily. I thought you really wanted to prove everybody wrong"I had finished the minor revisions before the sun fully rose. Now the tablet screen stayed dark. Safe work. Safe life. I could not make myself open it again. I groan.My mind quickly drifts to other matters.The heat had not left with the night.It stayed low and constant, a soft flush under my skin that made the air in the closed room smell faintly sweet no matter how many times I cracked the window. Every time my thoughts drifted, they drifted straight to him. Dominic Blackwood’s eyes across the crowded hall. The way he had not looked away. The controlled line of his mouth. The breadth of his shoulders. My stomach tightened. Heat pooled lower, slow and unwan







