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Is There A Second Chance For Us
Never did I think that my heart will break once again. Was I a fool to believe that something so innocent with Trinity will work?
Bullshit!
Once again, I need to remind myself, do not bang the boss’s daughter!
Guess it was failed from the start, yes it was a thrilling ride, but I need to stop for one moment and take a step back, for, beyond all the craziness that filled our lives, I need to allow myself to remember why I do not get involved. What made it all worthwhile was having her in my arms. I always thought that I have no purpose if I did not have her presence in my life. With Trinity, I needed to prove myself as the man I wish she would desire. Guess I have failed myself, not even to mention her as well.
Ya…I am soft.
To have beauty in your life is easy, but to have the beauty of the woman that you love and the one that loves you in return is the greatest gift that one can experience. I can, with all honesty, say that there is no
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