Chapter 20

Liam's POV

“Fuck!” I wake up with a start.

When did I fall asleep? 

I must have been exhausted after the incident at Kai's residence, because not only did I fall asleep at my desk, I was riddled with some sort of nightmare.

I groan, rubbing my eyes and stretching. I really need to get it together, as a doctor I was very familiar with exhaustion, but when it becomes too much, that's dangerous territory.

My throat is parched, I grab a glass and stand from my chair. There should be some water in the other room.

I walk into the inner room, it's a little compartment space before my office that I use as a resting space sometimes.

I walk right into a body and almost tumble, stopping myself from letting out a yelp.

“Who- WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING HERE?” 

Not only was Kai Anderson in my inner office, he was slouched against the sofa like his knees couldn't hold him up.

My doctor instincts kicked in.

“What's wrong with you? Hey, sit down. What are you doing here?” I ask.

He stumbled, like he doesn't really know where he is.

I snap a finger in his face, “Hey! Earth to Kai” 

His eyes finally focus and land on me and he jumps back, falling on the sofa that was holding him up.

“What's going on? I- where's the redhead? Where's my Dad? When did you wear your pants?” He mumbles incoherently.

“What the fuck are you babbling on about?” Now I'm getting testy, my mind is still roughened and foggy from the bad dream I just had, now here he was behaving like he was drugged out.

Wait-

“Are you on drugs?” I ask.

“I'm not on drugs, I'm telling you the truth, I came here because you weren't at the club and you weren't answering your texts,  only to find you fucking that redhead boy against your desk, and moaning like you lives depended on it I screamed at you and then my dad arrived with two guards, why don't you believe me? I'm telling you the truth” 

He says it all in one breath that it takes me some time to process it, he's sweating bullets now. I did see his texts, I'm not his personal lapdog that would keep running to him at his beck and call.

“First things first, you said you heard me and this so-called redhead guy moaning, well there's no one here, he didn't just materialize out of thin air, secondly you say your dad walked in the room with two hospital guards, well where is he?” I ask.

“I- I don't know where they went, believe me, that's exactly what happened. I'm not on drugs”

“You're definitely on drugs,  I've been asleep at my desk  this whole time so there is no way I could have been having sex with any red head guy, secondly  this is a hospital not a strip club, I'm a doctor, I wouldn't go against my policies and values, and my oaths just to have sex, that's against the rules”  I pause, he nods.

“ So yes, I believe you're drugged and you've been hallucinating, how did you get here?” I tell him

“ I- uhm, I drove” he answers.

“YOU WHAT?!” I take in a deep breath, he had to be fucking kidding me, “You could have died, do you know that? drugged out and driving? It's a miracle that you're still alive, you could have hallucinated while you were driving, what were you thinking?” 

He looks at me like a kid looking at candy in a shop.

“What?” I snap, pissed off at his recklessness.

“You're so hot when you're pissed” He mumbles breathlessly.

“Kai, you have seriously got to be kidding me” I don't even know what to do with him, this hard headed hockey player that keeps coming back into my life despite my efforts to lock him out.

“I do, I want you right now Liam” His pupils are dilated as fuck.

I gulp.

“No, I don't know if you're under the influence, and again, under the influence or not, I won't do anything with you”

“Fine then” Kai says, walking towards the door.

I sigh, thankful that he didn't argue.

He gets to the door and locks it, turning the key and putting it in his pocket.

“What are you doing now?” He doesn't respond, instead he comes up to me and pushes me on the sofa.

I fall, the glass rolls out of my hands.

“What is going on, no don't do that, keep your clothes on” My eyes widen, he's stripping naked, fuck me! Why do I always end up in a tough spot with this guy?

He undresses completely and comes up to me, his hands roam my body and I scramble away from him.

He grabs me by the ankle and pulls me back, “Stay” his Alpha command washes over me and suddenly I can't move.

“Damn you” I spit at him.

“You keep struggling, you know you want me” He purrs.

No lies there, my body  and my wolf ache for him, my dick is currently wrestling with my zipper trying to burst free.

But he is Kai Anderson and that changes everything, not only is he meant to get married in some months, his father wouldn't take it lightly if he found out his son was frolicking with a man, if our earlier conversation was any indication.

He quickly undos the buttons of my shirt, kissing my neck and down to my nipple. His tongue flicks my left nipple and my toes curl.

I am going to combust if he keeps this up. My breathing comes in hard rasps.

“Kai, we should not be doing this, you're betrothed and I- I'm a man” I say.

He stops “ I know, I know I shouldn't enjoy this as much as I do, we're both men, but I really can't help my self” 

He says it so sincerely that I'm taken aback, he looks and sounds like he's fighting his own internal demons.

“Good, you know we shouldn't do this, release me” I gesture to the way he has pinned my arms above my head.

“No, you have to fuck me, or I will involve my father”

“What the fuck is wrong with you, not only are you sick, you're disgusting” I spit at him, anger boiling inside me, “Are you threatening me? Why? You could easily get other people to fuck you, why the fuck are you so hell bent in ruining my life?” 

“It's you I want, I don't want other people” He unfasten my buttons with a click, “Now fuck me like you fucked that pretty redhead”

“This is going to be the last time we have anything to do with each other” I rasp, not only am I frightened that Alpha Anderson is going to kill me if he finds out, my whole existence was in a state of conflict. 

I grab him by the waist and flip us over, “you want me to fuck you huh?”

He gulps and nods, “Do you have any lube?” I ask

He seems confused, and I chuckle. I kiss behind his ear, my hand massaging the huge bulge in his trousers and he groans, a low guttural sound that vibrates against my chest, sending shivers down my spine.

My mouth moves down, his cock right to the tip of his cock and I kiss it lightly.

“You're killing me, Liam, please” 

“Please what?”  My tongue circles the top of his dick, flicking and licking.

His hips buck off the sofa, I place my hand on his stomach.

“Please fuck me,” he gasps.

“Open up." 

He immediately opens his legs that had trapped my hands between his thighs, muscles spasming.

I smile, I'm so going to unravel you, Kai Anderson.