LOGINMAYA’S POV
I started staying away from him entirely. At home, I woke up earlier just to avoid breakfast with him, and I locked myself in my room the moment I returned from classes. I stopped looking for his car in the driveway. I stopped glancing at his closed bedroom door. I cut him out of my sight completely, determined to tear his presence out of my heart once and for all. But as I pulled away from Killian, someone else started appearing in my world much more often. I began seeing Carter Blackwood all around campus. Whether I was walking to the design studio or sitting in the courtyard, he always seemed to be nearby. He never forced himself into my space, but whenever our paths crossed, he would offer me a warm, genuine wave and a brilliant smile that made the heavy ache in my chest feel just a little bit lighter. A few days later, I was walking across the main quad with my best friend, Chloe. The afternoon air was crisp, and I was gripping my jacket tightly as Chloe chattered away about an upcoming test. Suddenly, she stopped, turning her sharp eyes on me. "Okay, Maya, out with it. You’ve been a total ghost lately," Chloe said, bumping her shoulder against mine. "And I know it’s because of him. Honestly, it is high time you got over this obsession with Killian. It’s been seven years of pining from afar. He’s untouchable, and he clearly doesn't see what's right in front of him." I let out a heavy, tired sigh, looking down at my sneakers as we walked. "I’m trying, Chloe. Trust me, I am trying so hard." I swallowed the sudden lump in my throat, my voice dropping to a whisper. "But it’s not easy. Especially not when we are staying under the same roof,” I added silently, bringing my voice down to a whisper. "Well, if trying on your own isn't working, I know exactly what you need to do," Chloe urged, a spark of excitement lighting up her face. "You need to date someone else. Go out, have fun, let some other guy treat you right! That is the only thing that's going to finally get your mind off Killian." Just as the words left her mouth, I looked up. Walking straight toward us down the paved path was Carter. The moment our eyes met through the crowd of students, his face lit up. That perfect, gentlemanly smile broke across his lips, and he adjusted the strap of his backpack, slowing his pace. He stopped right in front of us, his clear blue eyes locked onto mine with genuine warmth. "Hey, Maya. How are you doing?" I couldn't help but smile back, a faint flush creeping into my cheeks. "Hey, Carter. I'm doing alright." Remembering manners, I quickly gestured to my friend. "Oh, this is my best friend, Chloe." "Nice to meet you, Chloe," Carter said politely, giving her a charming nod before turning his full attention right back to me. "So, Maya, I actually wanted to ask you something. I just got the invite to the national championship celebration party at the Yates Estate this weekend. Are you going to be attending?" My heart skipped a beat, a sudden wave of nervousness hitting me. He had absolutely no idea that I was living in that very house, or that the party was happening right outside my own bedroom door. Because of the situation, I didn't really have a choice. I had to attend. "I... I'm not entirely sure yet," I lied softly, shifting my weight from foot to foot. Carter's smile softened, his eyes holding mine with a look that made my stomach flip. "Well, I really hope to see you there. The party won't be nearly as interesting if you aren't in the room." He gave me a final, lingering look and a warm wave. "Have a good evening, girls." We watched him walk away, his tall, athletic frame moving easily through the crowd. The absolute second he was out of earshot, Chloe grabbed my arm so tightly her nails dug into my jacket. She looked like she was about to completely scream in joy. "Oh my god! Maya," she squealed, shaking my arm wildly. "Do you see that? That is Carter Blackwood. His family is practically royalty, he is gorgeous, and he is completely into you. Forget Killian. Carter is your ticket out of heartbreak land. You are absolutely going to that party, and I am making sure you look like a total knockout." By Saturday night, the Yates Estate was completely buzzing. The mansion was packed to the brim with loud, thumping music that vibrated through the floorboards, flashing strobe lights, and hundreds of students celebrating the big championship win. The air inside was thick with the scent of expensive liquor and sweat. Upstairs in my bedroom, Chloe had spent the last two hours completely dolling me up. She had refused to let me wear my usual oversized sweaters. Instead, she had styled my hair into soft, elegant waves and done my makeup perfectly, highlighting my eyes. She had practically forced me into a stunning, form-fitting emerald green dress that cut mid-thigh, showing off curves I didn't even know I had. "You look absolutely breathtaking, Maya," Chloe gasped, admiring her handiwork. "Now, go down there and claim your new life." Feeling a mixture of intense nerves and newfound confidence, I slipped out of my room. But the moment I reached the top of the grand staircase and looked down at the chaotic crowd below, the suffocating heat and noise hit me like a wall. I couldn't do it. I couldn't face the sea of people and I definitely couldn't risk bumping into Killian while he was surrounded by his adoring fans. Needing air, I turned on my heel and walked down the long, quiet upper hallway, stepping out onto the massive stone balcony that overlooked the dark, sprawling gardens below. The cool night wind felt incredible against my bare shoulders, cutting through the heat of the house. I wrapped my arms around myself, leaning against the cold stone railing, letting out a deep breath. "I knew I'd find you away from the madness." The smooth, familiar voice made me turn around quickly. Standing at the entrance of the balcony, a glass of champagne in his hand, was Carter. He stopped dead in his tracks the moment his eyes landed on me. His blue eyes widened, scanning down the emerald green dress, taking in my styled hair and the exposed skin of my collarbones. For a long, breathless moment, he just stared, completely struck dumb by the sight of me. A slow, breathless smile spread across his face as he stepped into the moonlight toward me. "Wow, Maya... you look absolutely breathtaking. I mean it. You look like an angel.”MAYA'S POVThe days following Killian's brief, painful phone call were some of the darkest and hardest days I had ever lived through. Even though he had promised we would talk again properly, the cold, heavy silence returned almost immediately. Every text message I sent stayed unread, sitting there with a single gray checkmark. Every time I tried to call his number, the line was cut off before it could even ring once.I kept lying to myself every morning. I kept telling myself that he was simply busy adjusting to his new life across the ocean, that his training schedule was too tight, or that the team had strict rules about phone use. But as the days slowly turned into a full week, those excuses became harder and harder to believe. The painful truth was sitting right in front of me, but I was far too terrified to look at it.Carter noticed the drastic change in me long before anyone else in the house did. My mother assumed I was just feeling sad and disappointed about turning down
MAYA'S POVThree days. For seventy-two agonizing hours, time ceased to exist in any meaningful way. My world shrank down to the dark rectangle of my phone screen, the crumpled two-line note resting on my nightstand, and the ghostly memory of his hands on my skin. I spent every waking minute replaying our last night together, his low growls in the dark, the way he looked into my eyes, the absolute certainty in his voice when he promised he would always choose me.None of it made sense. How could a man love you with that kind of ferocious intensity at midnight and vanish into the air before dawn?Mom knocked on my bedroom door repeatedly throughout the weekend, her face etched with growing concern every time she stepped inside. She tried to coax me out of bed, bringing trays of food I couldn't bear to touch, worried that I was spiraling into a deep depression over turning down Milan."Maya, darling, I know you're exhausted and questioning your choices," she murmured softly on the sec
MAYA'S POVThe words barely registered before I felt the entire world tilt violently beneath my feet."The airport..." I breathed out, the phrase tasting like ash on my tongue. "No. No, that’s impossible. You're mistaken, Clara. He wouldn't... he wouldn't just leave."I stumbled backward, my heel catching on the edge of the hallway runner. My back hit the cold, paneled wall of the foyer, but I barely registered the impact. Killian couldn't have gone to the airport.Not after everything we had talked about under the moonlight. Not after the way he had held me in the dark, whispering that he’d always choose me. Not after I had given up Milan for him.Desperate to prove everyone wrong, desperate to wake up from that nightmare, I pulled out my phone with hands that were trembling so violently I could barely swipe the screen. I dialed his number again.“You’ve reached Killian. Leave a message.”I hung up and dialed instantly again. And again. And again. Every single attempt ended in the ex
MAYA'S POVI woke up slowly, stretched out under the heavy duvet as warm morning sunlight filtered softly through the sheer curtains. A lazy, contented smile spread across my face as the memories of the night before rushed back, the unhurried heat, the fierce promises whispered in the dark, and the absolute freedom of finally belonging to him without fear.Instinctively, I shifted on the mattress, reaching across the tangled sheets for Killian. My hand met nothing but cool, empty fabric.I blinked against the light, pushing myself up on one elbow and looking around the quiet bedroom. The bathroom door was cracked open, but there was no sound of running water, no shadow moving inside. At first, I didn't think much of it. Killian had always been an early riser, a habit born from years of dawn ice sessions and brutal morning conditioning. He often went for early runs around the perimeter of the estate whenever he needed to clear his head, so I assumed he was just out burning off energ
MAYA'S POVThe quiet that settled over the estate after William and Mom drove away was almost surreal. For months, this house had been a minefield of whispered warnings, sudden footsteps, and forced distance. Now, the silence was absolute. We didn't have to glance over our shoulders or stiffen into polite hostility the moment a door opened. We were just us.We decided to turn the evening into our own private celebration, taking over the kitchen with zero plan and even less skill. We attempted to roast a tray of vegetables to go with our leftover takeout, but ended up laughing so hard over a burnt batch of garlic croutons that the smoke alarm almost went off. I teased Killian mercilessly about his complete inability to chop an onion without crying, and he retaliated by wiping a streak of olive oil across my cheek. Eventually, we gave up on cooking entirely, turned up a slow acoustic playlist on his phone, and danced around the marble island with carefree, foolish smiles.Stealing t
KILLIAN'S POVI spent the entire day moving through the city with a sense of clarity I hadn't felt in months.From the moment I woke up, my mind was focused on one thing. Creating a night Maya would remember forever. I wanted to completely wash away the lingering shadows of the hard choices we’d made, replacing the doubt and anxiety with something warm, real, and undeniable.My first stop was her favorite Italian takeout spot downtown—the quiet little place with the incredible wood-fired arrabbiata she always craved whenever she was stressed. Next was the bakery three blocks over, where I picked up a small, elegant box containing two of those overpriced almond tarts she loved. Finally, on a sudden impulse, I pulled into a local florist stand and bought a fresh bouquet of soft cream roses and eucalyptus.As the florist wrapped them in butcher paper, a faint smile tugged at my lips. I could already hear Maya's voice teasing me, reminding me of all the times I’d scoffed that fresh flo







