Winter Kingdom CassianAfter that kiss I can't get her out of my head. What the hell! I've never been like this for any woman, I'm looking like a fool in love, something I'm not, even more so being a married man and having two kingdoms to rule. A romance with another woman being a queen and of the kingdom where there had already been disagreements, would be a headache where they were summed up: in war, death, destruction and losses! That was out of the question, I will not be remembered for a war where they only brought misery to my kingdom. A king who put his people to war over a woman! By doing this I would be being worse than Arthur. Besides, I have no time for anything. I come out of my thoughts when I hear my name being called, there was no peace in this place.- Your Majesty, what do you think? - asked one of the councilors.I was in a meeting and didn't even realize it, my thoughts got so deeply involved that I forgot where I was. I sighed, annoyed with myself for not paying
Winter KingdomCassian There were so many things that needed my attention that I was lost without knowing where I should start, one problem more difficult than the other. But everything that was within my reach, and even if it is not, I will do, no matter what it is. I will give my people the best king they will ever have! I will make my name the greatest of all time, I will leave my history recorded in the book of the heroes of the kingdom, as my mother once said. In this moment of anger and sadness I remember the past where it was better than now. Online reminder:-Mommy? - I called out as she put me to bed.- What my baby? -she answered in her calm voice, smoothing my face where she had just placed a kiss.-One day I will be the greatest soldier of the war, I will win many battles and finally have my name engraved on the stone of the heroes of the palace. -I said, jumping up from the bed. -Hey! Don't even think that you're going to play now, it's too late for that," he said try
Spring Kingdom BellaWas I feeling guilty for kissing a man other than my husband? Of course not! Antony is an asshole, he didn't deserve that I felt bad for having done what I did, I would do it again if I had to, the only thing I was afraid of was being found out, hanging myself was not the end I wanted for my life.Today to have a moment of peace, and relax my body and mind I decided to go out for a walk with Esmeralda, it has been a long time since we have been out together. - Come on, Bella! I feel like bathing in that wonderful lake - Esmeralda was practically ready. - Wait, we're almost done! - I said, her excitement made me hurry even more, and I looked inside the room to make sure I didn't forget anything.We left the room walking through the corridors to the entrance of the castle, where a carriage was waiting for us, the coachman helped us up, and returned to his seat making the carriage ride, during the way Esmeralda kept talking about how excited she was. The long rid
Spring Kingdom BellaAfter he left, I would have to face my husband the very next moment. I was going to be the queen I had always been prepared to be! - I promised myself. I dressed like the queen that I am. Nobody was going to put me down, I was going to show that I was more than just a wife: queen of more than one empire. I left the room all dressed up for the meeting that was being held with all the advisors to settle the affairs of the kingdoms. Surely my father and father-in-law would be there. Antony was certainly the first to arrive since he is the king. And as queen, I should be too, and that's what I'm going to do. Let them wait for me. I took a deep breath in front of the meeting room door. I could hear them talking inside. I pushed open the door to find everyone there. I felt like I was seeing ghosts. - I hope you don't mind my presence. But I have decided that today I will attend this meeting. I want to be informed about what is happening in my kingdoms. - I sounded
Spring Kingdom BellaThat night was certainly a harrowing torment for both of us, for sure. But we will get through it together as we always do, even if along the way we fall, but we will have each other to help us get up whenever we need to. But now I understand that I won't be able to face it alone because I am aware of what he is capable of from now on. I will have to be careful in everything I do, so that I don't get hurt, and don't hurt those who are important to me. The feeling of guilt eats away at my soul, if I had not faced it, Esmeralda would not be going through this moment now. My conscience claims that I went through it too, I still went to save her, something no one has done for me, I can't even remember what my mother told me. She is a monster! An unscrupulous man who would and will do anything to get what he wants. Today I decided not to go to the meetings anymore because I don't want anyone I love to suffer anymore because of me. Now it is more than certain that An
《Winter Kingdom 》CassianTwo weeks without seeing her should be good, that way I don't get distracted from my errands, so why am I missing someone I've known for such a short time? I went several times after that day, but she wasn't there.- What the fuck!I blurted out from the absurd pain in my stomach.-What do you think so much, my dear friend? You are so distracted in combat.Alex was in front of me, holding my sword that I dropped when he hit me with it. We were training in the east wing of the palace.-You are so disconnected, what is going through your head? -he asked, holding out his sword to me again.-About the kingdoms. -I said, leaving the sand field.-Hey, you're not going to fight anymore?-he asked, following behind me.-That's enough for today, another day we'll continue.I washed my face in a round aluminum tray, left there, to clean myself.- See you later," tapping me on the shoulder, he said goodbye.I walk towards my room, I needed a shower. However, I stopped wh
《Winter Kingdom 》CassianKnow that she wanted something, I saw it in her gaze, I saw the struggle and the uncertainty when she looked at me.-What makes you think I want something from you.-If you don't want something from me, why does it keep coming up everywhere we see each other.-We met this morning, the day hasn't even ended. I really came to see if you needed help, besides I was assigned to clean your room. Such service was only allowed with your presence.I stared at her, she was right about what she said, but something was wrong, I was trained to be suspicious of everyone around me, especially those I see more than once a day.- Come back, you don't need to perform your services here.-With your permission.She had closed the door, but I would feel safer locked in with the key. And so I did.One, two, and three hours passed, and I was still in the room. It was strange to have all this paperwork to go through. I realized that there were matters from the time when Arthur was ki
《Winter Kingdom 》CassianI rolled my eyes and went into the bedroom, quickly showered first, and finally decided to put on some more discreet clothes. I was already fixing my hair - I wasn't going to wear a crown - when the door opened. It was simply a head that had been placed inside the room.-Whew! It's ready now.- Hello," I said, leaving the room and closing the door.-Let's go this way, it will be more discreet, no one will see us.I followed him along the path he had chosen, leaving through the back of the castle.- It even looks like we're about to commit a very serious crime. -Not on my part, but on yours.-Why on my part? -I asked, walking toward the stable.-Because you are a married man, going to the tavern with the most women, where all the men go to seek pleasure that their wives are not capable of providing.-I will not seek pleasure from any woman other than my own.-I know you don't love her. -- he said, looking at me.We got on our horses and headed for the tavern.