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Chapter 5

Author: Dayless Reverie
Julian went rigid. He opened his mouth, but Sophie cut him off.

"Julian, my head hurts so much... If I did something wrong, then let me pay for it with my life."

She clutched her head and lunged toward the wall.

The guilt in Julian's eyes disappeared under a wave of concern. He scooped her into his arms.

"The living matter more than the dead," he told me. "I'll make this right, but stop pushing Sophie."

A deeper pain spread through my abdomen. It felt as though something inside me was coming apart.

I drew a shaky breath, unable to move.

Then I felt warmth running down my thighs, and my mind went blank.

Two months earlier, Julian had come home drunk and mistaken me for Sophie. He'd ended up in bed with me that night.

It was only afterward, out of a sense of obligation, that he'd agreed to our engagement.

In my last life, I'd bled in the snow, too. I'd assumed the fall had damaged something inside me.

But the blood pooling beneath me now, together with the fact that I hadn't had a period in two months, told me what I'd been too blind to notice.

"Julian... it hurts."

My hands shook as I fumbled for my phone to call 911.

The moment I tapped the emergency number, Julian's expression hardened. He kicked my phone out of reach.

"Willa, you've gone too far this time.

"Every time something happens to Sophie, you either pretend you're sick or threaten to call the police.

"Will you only be happy when she's dead?"

"I'm not pretending..."

Pain made my voice tremble. Tears and cold sweat ran down my face.

My phone was only a few feet away, but I had to drag myself across the floor to reach it.

"I'm not calling to report anyone. I just need..."

For once, open irritation crossed Julian's usually gentle face. He reached the phone first and hurled it out the window.

"I've given you everything you've asked for all these years.

"And now you're willing to endanger someone's life? Your father would be ashamed to see you turn into someone so cruel.

"I'm not letting you call the police to terrorize Sophie again."

Then he carried her out.

The pain swallowed me, and everything went black.

When I woke, I was lying in a hospital bed.

A nurse explained that our housekeeper, Maggie, had found me unconscious in a pool of blood and called an ambulance.

"You were two months pregnant," the doctor said, handing me the results. "You didn't know?"

She sighed.

"Between the impact and the delay in getting treatment, you lost the pregnancy. Your health was already fragile. You'll need to take good care of yourself. You might still be able to have children someday."

I laid a hand against my flat stomach. Nothing felt quite real.

Maybe it was for the best.

I'd rather she had never existed at all than be born into a home without love.

On the day I was discharged, a few stray snowflakes drifted from the sky.

I took my small suitcase and boarded the train for the Red Basin.

Before it left, I sent Robert one final message.

"Uncle Robert, I've made my decision. Please cancel next week's wedding.

"Julian and I are finished."

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