Whoa. Ok, Elemental and werewolf. That was a lot to process.
We continued on like that for hours. Asking questions, answering questions both spoken and unspoken. A Part of me felt betrayed, there was so much I didn’t know about my parents, so much they had kept from me. But there was another part of me that felt like everything finally made sense.
I woke up to the sun streaming in and the my father humming along. I yawned and stretched before glancing at the clock. My dad had noticed I liked the timer going so he left it as it was. It now said +9hr45min so I knew we had to be close.
“15 minutes out, Raine.” My dad said, answering my unspoken question.
I nodded and scooted over so I could rest my head on his shoulder. I had always felt oddly connected to my dad. My mom used to wave it off and tell me everyone felt that way about their fathers when they were close to them. But now it makes so much sense. He feels like we are the same, because we are.
He kissed my forehead and I dozed off on his shoulder again until we finally came to a stop.
“Baby, we are hear, but I want to tell you a few things first.”
I sat up, fixed my hair and looked around. It was a breathtaking area. The trees were taller than any I had ever seen, the sun was peaking through them and as I rolled down the window I could faintly hear a river nearby and birds chirping loudly.
“Ok, what do I need to know?”
“We have to cross into pack lands, and I’m going to have to explain who we are. There is a good chance they will take us to the alpha and we will have to work it out with him to see your grandparents. I don’t know what will happen, but I want to be absolutely clear, no sarcasm. Wolves are organized by strength and the alpha and his top warriors will take no shit from us. We are to be respectful, clear?” He asked with a no B.S. tone of voice.
“Yes, I understand. I promise.”
“Good, here we go.”
We drove another mile down a dirt road before a couple of men popped out of the woods in front of us. I smelled that they were wolves so I put on my sweetest face and remembered what my dad had said.
“Who are you? What is your business here?” the one on my dad’s side asked him as the other came up to my window.
“We are here to see Mark and Olivia Molina.”
Molina? Who was that?
“How do you know them?”
“This is my daughter, their granddaughter.” He said, gesturing toward me. Both the wolves eyed me for a moment and upon determining that I was a wolf looked back at my dad.
“You will need to speak to the alpha about entering the lands to see them.”
“That is fine, I understand.”
The wolves moved in front of us and told us to park over to the side. Looks like we will be walking from here.
We were walking for a couple miles when we suddenly came out of the thick woods and I felt my breath catch in my throat. The small path opened up into a regular road. From what I could see we had come up in the back of the pack. There were small houses around us with gardens and children’s play grounds. Paths that led in each direction and then up the main road in the distance I could see the most gorgeous five story home. It was modern, it was sheek and it was enormous. We kept walking and I realized the giant house was our destination.
We made our way up the walk and the warriors opened the door for us to enter. Everyone seemed to be weary of my father and myself and the glances did not go unnoticed. We followed the warriors until we came to a big door at the end of the hall and they nodded for us to knock and wait. My father knocked and we heard a deep voice that gave me shivers from the other side invite us in.
We stepped in and on the other side of the oak desk in the middle of the roof was an enormous man. He was 6’4, built like a tank and he radiated power. I was intimidated by his presense and his aura was making my wolf want to submit.
“Welcome to the Haven Moon pack, would you care to explain what you’re doing here, dropping the name of one of our elders to get in?” the large man, who I assumed by now was the alpha asked us. His voice was stern and laced with suspicion.
“My name is Anthony Jones. This is my daughter, Lorraine Molina. She is their granddaughter, Nora’s daughter,” my father started. He didn’t know fear but he was immensely respectful and I was taking mental notes.
I looked to the Alpha and bowed my head slightly.
He looked me over and then back to my dad before landing back on me.
“You look just like your mother,” he said, this time his voice held a little softness.
“You know her?” I asked with the little bit of bravery I had to speak casually.
He nodded, He couldn’t be more than 22 though so I wondered what their relationship was.
“She was around when I was a toddler, she volunteered in the children’s daycare here in the pack, she was one of the kindest women I’d ever known,” he told me with sincerity in his voice.
“Thank you for saying that,” I told him.
He nodded again and looked to my father.
“Where is Nora?”
“In the small town we have been living for the past 18 years. Being detached from this pack has worn her down. Her wolf is becoming feral and it reached the point that she attacked Lorraine.” My dad says to the alpha without so much as a twitch of fear. For a human he was awfully comfortable here.
The alpha released a deep sigh.
“Being rogue can do that. I’ve seen it happen many times.”
“Rogue?” I asked looking between them.
“It is when a wolf leaves a pack or doesn’t have a pack. They are on their own. Wolves have a strong desire to be apart of a pack, they crave being apart of something bigger, protecting and living together. When a wolf is on their own and rogue they tend to slowly lose their sanity in one way or another. Some rogues become hostile, some are immediately hostile, and few rare ones live happily alone. You, are a rogue.” The alpha says, explaining to me what my future was in only a few sentences. I felt my eyes widen. It was becoming clear why my dad and I had left. And why we had come here. I needed a pack.
“What is your intentions? To join the pack?” he continued.
“Our only real intention was to see Olivia and Mark. They haven’t met Lorraine, they haven’t seen Nora since she left. But they do know that Lorraine exists. I have kept in contact with them. Very brief, they didn’t know where we were. But I updated them periodically on her growth and sent photos. They deserved to know of their granddaughter,” my dad said.
“That was brave to do behind your mate’s back,” the alpha said with a raised eyebrow.
“Nora is not my mate. Or, I should say, I am not hers. We have been in the same small town raising our daughter, but we have not been together since Lorraine was a baby,” My dad said, clarifiying.
The alpha gave an “ah-ha” nod and then turned to me.
“You are blood of this pack. Even if Nora is not here this is your rightful home. You would have to undergo the trials to enter, same as everyone, but I know your grandparents would be happy to have you here. And your father is welcome to stay for awhile, then he could live in the town nearby.” The alpha tells me.
Wow. A new home. A pack. It seemed too easy and I Was so thankful for that. I didn’t know what was to come but I could hear my wolf howling with delight at the thought of having a pack. Apparently it had been weighing on her already that we didn’t have one even though I had only had her since I was 17.
“I can’t thank you enough for your generosity! That sounds… wonderful.” I thanked the alpha and turned to see my dad smiling ear to ear. He held out a hand to the alpha who shook it.
The alpha’s eyes glazed over for a second and then he told us he had called his Gamma and Delta, 3rd and 4th in commands to take us to my grandparents house.
We waited about 45 seconds and then the door burst open. A handsome guy in his early 20’s with bright blonde hair and beautiful blue eyes introduced himself first as the delta. I couldn’t hear what he was saying thought because my eyes were caught on the guy standing behind him. He looked so much the same as the other guy that it occurred to me they had to be brothers. Except this guy’s hair was longer, he looked a little older and his eyes were piercing green as they bore into mine and we both said, “Mate.”
Oh shit. My mate. My wolf was howling, this man was handsome as hell and his scent was doing things to me. My knees were weak just from looking into his eyes and it felt like time had stopped. I watched as his eyes changed back from their wolves to his and then he looked me up and down. Then suddenly his expression changed and his nose crinkled as if my scent repulsed him. “What is your name?” He asked me quietly. “Lorraine Molina,” the alpha said, answering for me. “A rogue? You’re a rogue?” he asked, disgust lacing his voice. “Matthew…”the alpha started presumably to explain who I was and everything but my supposed mate was too busy being a royal asshole to hear him. “A fucking rogue… of all the women I get paired with a filthy rogue,” he said as he took strides toward me until he was right in front of me. My heart was breaking with every word b
The anger rolled off my grandmother in waves and she stood up and began pacing. She was ranting in Spanish, clearly fuming and my grandfather’s eyes had narrowed into slits. I could feel the anger rolling off both of them in waves. “Please, you do not need to worry, I am alright. I accepted his rejection, and I just want to move on.” I pleaded. “You should have seen it,” my dad butts in, “That punk told her she was weak and unworthy, and then when she accepted his rejection he collapsed onto the floor and groaned uncontrollably at the pain while Raine stood strong never letting her emotions escape for his enjoyment. I was really proud. Clearly you both know and like this Matthew, but anyone who rejects someone based solely on rank does not deserve Raine.” He was basically bragging about me letting the gamma suffer while I held in my pain but I allowed it. It was technically the truth. My grandparents absorbed what
{ Unknown POV } His nightmares seem to be getting worse. I cannot find what the cause is and no matter what I do it seems I am not enough to cure them. I am not what he needs, or should I say who. There is no way that he remembers her, there is no possible way he misses her. Yet somehow I fear that it is her touch that he needs and not mine. I hold his tiny body in my arms as I rock him back to sleep in his chair. His head slumps against my shoulder and I hear his breathing even out. I release the sigh I was holding and stand, taking both of us back to my room. I had been trying, with no prevail, to move him into his room. But night after night, the bad dreams woke him if he slept anywhere else. At just 2.5 this sweet boy had been through more hurt than most do in a lifetime. I tried to make up for it, I spent all the time I could with him but I was not his mother. No, she doesn’t deserved to be called
{ Raine }My dad shook me awake a few seconds before I heard a smooth voice come over the intercom in the plane announcing that we were landing.I looked out the window and took in the sght that was Spain. I felt my smile grow as my excitement did too. I coudn’t believe I Was in Europe. I’d always wanted to come here, I had felt a pull to Western Europe since I Was a kid and now I felt like I finally knew why. All these questions from my life, these weird feelings were all making sense lately and despite how much pain I had experienced in the past two days I could not be more thankful for the answers that came with the pain.I watched the runway come into view and the numbly walked with my dad through the airport and to our rental car. The pack was a long way away and we had a few hours to kill in the car to get there. We settled in, grabbed some pastries at the shop next to the rental location and then went
“May I sit with you?” I asked him sweetly. He looked at me and then nodded. I sat beside him and then he scooted over so that he was touching me, side to side. I noticed the tiniest of flutters on my skin when he scooted closer which confused me. He stayed like that, silent for a minute, just snuggled up next to me. Then he put his hand on my knee and leaned his head against my arm. I wrapped my arm around him and asked him what was wrong. He didn’t answer me. He seemed to comfortable I didn’t want to move himm but then I heard a tiny snore escape his mouth and I giggled I reached down and lifted him from his arms, pulling him to my chest and letting his head rest on my shoulder. I stood and swayed back and forth as he slept on me. The mysterious flutters were stronger now as his entire tiny body was pressed against mine. “Raine?” I heard my father’s voice, slightly pan
{ Raine } The moment I turned around and opened my eyes I knew I was in trouble. I had tried to fight it but my wolf was too strong, too excited by our new mate. She forced my eyes open and when mine met his I was a goner. She howled and howled, yelling MATE over and over with so much joy I was honestly confused. How was she so excited when our last mate broke us to pieces. I was in an internal debate when I saw him take a step forward. I instinctively took a step back. A low, warning growl came from his chest and I froze in place. My wolf was reassuring me he wasn’t angry but I couldn’t help the overwhelming hesistation. He apologized and tried to explain. I could tell he was holding himself back and that worried me. Did he also not want me? He extended his hand and introduced himself. I hesitated but eventually gave him my hand and I drew in a breath when my hand met his and I felt the butterflies. Th
When I felt the tears stop I opened my eyes and looked at the three men surrounding me. They all showed concern and love. I squeezed my mate’s hand but before I could say anything the small weight on my shoulder began to move and make the cutest little noises. His head came up and he looked at me and then at his father. A small smile formed when he saw Alexander that melted me heart. My mate was his whole world and I could see the love in his eyes for his dad. But despite his dad being close by on the couch he stayed in my arms. He looked back to me and his small voice asked me as his head tilted to one side, “What’s your name?” He spoke with a bit of a slur and I wasn’t surprised because of his age. It just made him more adorable. “My name is Lorraine, but you can call me Raine if you want,” I told him. “Rainey,” he said in the cutest toddler voice that I had ever heard. No one had ever said
{ Raine } As soon as the door closed I groaned into Alexander’s shirt. I had buried my face here on instinct and instantly found it relaxed me. I could literally stay here forever but I was trying to remind myself I did not know this man and I was still skeptical of whatever this mate bond thing was. Clearly it wasn’t a given and both Alexander and I had been burned before. I felt him hesitantly move his hands from my hips. One landed on my middle back and the other on the back of my head. He stroked my hair a little and I felt him release a small groan at our contact. I was presed up against him, every inch of me touching him and suddenly I was aware of each detail of his body that was touching mine. This man’s chest was solid, not a single part of it was hard as a rock and defined. My face was buried in his collar bone and my hands resting on his pecs. I felt him breath in and out slowly and calmly as he held me but base