Chapter 18

“He seems…very masculine,” Ben comments once Chris has left, and I chuckle.

“That’s a distinct way of describing a person,” I reply to him as I sit next to him on the couch.

“I guess he does,” I say after I take a few seconds to think about it. That adjective fits Chris perfectly for some reason.

“I didn’t know you were gay,” I look at Ben as I say this in a soft understanding tone.

“Neither did I,” He replies to me in a similar soft tone.

“You and I know that I dated only girls in high school, and at some point, I was even very homophobic,” He reminds me, and I nod slowly.

I remember that Ben used to bully this one kid in his class who was homosexual. I told him to stop over and over but he never did. The kid had to transfer schools because it got too much, his name was Kelvin.

“Yup,” I say in response to him.

“I bet Kelvin would laugh his a** off when he finds out that I actually like men too,” He mumbles.

“Maybe,” I put a rogue strand of hair back behind my ear as I say this.

“You