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Milo "Nobody in that store said my last name," Rhett said. "Not you, not me, not the girl at the register. My name tag says Rhett. That's all it says." He had already loaded every bag into the bed of his truck and tied a tarp over them before I could help, and now he stood with one arm on the open driver's door while the wind tugged at his jacket. The parking lot of Westfield Mall was half empty. People were hurrying to their cars with their hoods up, and the sky over the roof of the old Sears had turned the flat, dull white of a refrigerator door. "Maybe he heard it somewhere," I said. "Where?" I didn't have an answer, and he could see that I didn't. "Get in," he said. "You're shaking again." Inside the truck, he turned the heater all the way up and held his hands over the vent. I watched him from the passenger seat. When my father grabbed me, Rhett had crossed the store so fast I never even saw him move. Now he sat there rubbing his knuckles, and there was a fresh red scrape across the back of his right hand where my father's watch must have caught him. "You're hurt," I said. "That? That's nothing." He flexed his fingers. "Your old man's got a grip, I'll give him that. He hit you a lot growing up?" "Not a lot." "That's not a no." I looked out the window. A woman two rows over was loading cases of bottled water into a minivan while her little boy held the cart steady with both hands. I wondered if she had heard the warning on the radio last night, or if she was just a careful person. I wondered if either of them would still be alive in February. "Milo." He said it quietly. "I pulled you out from under a semi yesterday. I slept in a chair by your motel door. I just put my hands on your father in front of half the mall. I'm not asking you to tell me everything. I'm asking how a kid who's never been to this town knows who I am." "I don't know," I said, and that was true. "But I think he knows a lot of things he shouldn't." He looked at me for a long moment. Then he leaned across my knees, opened the glove box, took out a granola bar, and dropped it in my lap. "I told you yesterday to eat something," he said. "You didn't, did you?" "I had coffee." "Coffee isn't food." He pulled his seatbelt across his chest. "Eat that. Then tell me where we're going." "Westbrook University. I'm supposed to sign papers for a job this morning." "What kind of job needs a parka rated for minus sixty?" "A research position at the agriculture field station up in Northfield." He had his hand on the gearshift, and it stayed there a second too long before he put the truck in reverse. He didn't say anything else about it, but I saw the way his jaw moved, as if he were chewing on the word. He turned on the radio as we pulled onto the highway. A man from the state weather service was explaining that the cold front which had hit the county last night was now holding north of the state line. He called it an unusual early cold snap. He said it might drift south again by the middle of next week, but most models showed temperatures recovering by the weekend. "Recovering," Rhett said, and he turned it off. "You don't believe him?" "My dad worked with that guy for twelve years. He's the one who told the newspapers Dad was losing his mind." He changed lanes around a salt truck. "No. I don't believe him." The granola bar was dry and tasted like cardboard, and I ate the whole thing because he kept glancing over to make sure I did. The Westbrook campus looked the way it always did on the first of November. Somebody had left a carved pumpkin on the steps of the library, and it had frozen solid overnight, the face caved in on one side. Students were crossing the quad in hoodies and pajama pants, holding coffee cups, complaining loudly about the cold. A boy outside the student union was selling bags of leftover Halloween candy for a dollar. In my last life, I had walked past that same union fourteen months later. Every window had been broken, and somebody had burned the chairs inside for heat. Professor Kim's lab was in the basement of the Ellis Agriculture Building. Rhett said he would wait in the truck. I told him it was too cold to sit in the truck. He said he had sat in worse, and I said that wasn't the point, and somehow we were both walking down the stairs together, him a step behind me, close enough that I could feel him there. Professor Kim was at his desk with a mug of tea and a stack of student papers. He was sixty-two, with round glasses, gray hair that never stayed flat, and a brown cardigan with a hole in one elbow that I had seen him wear for two straight years. When he saw me, he stood up and came around the desk with both hands out. "Milo. You actually came." He shook my hand hard. "I'll be honest, after you turned me down in September, I thought I'd lost you to that pharmaceutical place in Hartford." "I was never going to Hartford." "Good. They'd have wasted you." He looked past me at Rhett and raised his eyebrows. "And this is?" "A friend," I said. "Rhett Gallagher," Rhett said, and he held out his hand. Professor Kim took it, and then he didn't let go. He tipped his head back to look up at Rhett's face. "Gallagher. You're not Frank's boy?" Rhett's hand tightened a little. "You knew my father?" "Knew him? He came to this office at least a dozen times in the last two years. Sat right in that chair." Professor Kim pointed at the old green armchair in the corner with the stuffing coming out of one arm. "He was the only person at the state weather service who ever read a single paper I published. He wanted to know which crops could survive a winter that never ended. I thought it was a thought experiment." He let go of Rhett's hand, slowly. "I was very sorry to hear he passed. I went to the service. I didn't know which one you were." "I was the one who left early," Rhett said. Nobody said anything for a second. Professor Kim nodded as if he understood exactly what that meant, and then he cleared his throat and went back to his desk. The papers took twenty minutes. Housing agreement, research contract, a liability waiver for the greenhouse equipment, a form for the signing bonus. Professor Kim told me payroll would process the bonus on Monday, and I nodded and signed, knowing there was a real chance no bank would be open long enough for that money to matter. Then he opened his top drawer and took out a ring of keys with a green plastic tag that said Northfield Station House. "The house is stocked with basics," he said. "Cots, a stove, some canned goods from last summer's crew. The geothermal system runs year round, so you'll never be cold. The well's a hundred and ninety feet deep. Greenhouses are on the east side, three of them, all dug in. I'll come up and walk you through everything on Wednesday after the faculty meeting." "Wednesday," I said. "The board's voting on something I need to be there for." He sat back and took off his glasses. "Actually, you should probably hear this, since it affects your project. A company approached the university last week about leasing the entire station for five years. Private research. They offered more money than this department has seen in a decade." "What company?" "Prescott Holdings. Out of Denver, I think." He rubbed his eyes. "They sent a man down here on Tuesday, very polite, very expensive suit. He asked how many people the dormitory could sleep, how much the geothermal system could heat, how deep the well went and whether the water was treated. He didn't ask a single question about the research. I thought that was odd." Behind me, Rhett set his coffee cup down on the edge of the bookshelf, very carefully, as if he was afraid he'd crush it. "Prescott," he said. Professor Kim looked up. "You've heard of them?" "Two weeks before my father died, Prescott Holdings bought every page of his research." Rhett's voice was flat and even, the way it had been yesterday when he told me about the heart attack. "Every model, every report, every data file on his computer. I found the contract in his desk after the funeral. He never said a word to me about it. He told me for two years that nobody would ever get his work unless they were going to warn people with it." "Frank sold his work?" Professor Kim's face changed. "He told me he'd burn it first." "Yeah," Rhett said. "He told me that too." I sat in the chair with the keys in my hand and felt the metal go warm in my fist. In my last life, the field station was taken over in December by a state emergency order. I had heard about it from a man at the Kroger who traded me two cans of beans for my good gloves. He said the military had moved into the university place up north, the one with the heat, and that they weren't letting anyone in. I had always assumed it was the government. I had never once wondered who asked them to take it. "How is the board voting?" I asked. "Most of them want the money." Professor Kim put his glasses back on. "I'm going to vote no, for whatever good it does. That's why I can't leave before Wednesday." "Then leave right after the meeting," I said. "Don't go home first. Don't wait for the weekend. Get in your car and drive straight up." He smiled at me, the patient smile he gave freshmen who were nervous about their first exam. "Milo, I've lived in this state for forty years. A cold snap doesn't frighten me." "Please."Chapter 13 Milo He was right, and I hated it. I sat on an upturned bucket inside the warehouse and looked at the shelves. Even with the trailer full and the truck bed loaded to the top, more than half of everything he had was still sitting here. Wool blankets. Rope. Tools. Water filters. Three more pallets of propane tanks by the back wall. All of it worth more than gold in three months.It would take him four trips, at least. Maybe five. And the freeze would not wait for a fifth trip.Rhett went around the far side of the trailer to tighten the straps, and for a minute I couldn't see him and he couldn't see me.I got up and walked to the back wall. I put my hand on the nearest pallet of propane tanks, twelve of them shrink-wrapped together, and I touched the ring with my thumb.The pallet disappeared.There was a hollow square on the concrete where it had been, a clean shape in the dust. I could see it in the gray room now, sitting beside the generator I had bought yesterday. My he
Chapter 12Milo"My brother's alive," Rhett said. "Or he was ten seconds ago."He held the phone out to me, and I took it with the blanket still around my shoulders. I read the two messages on the screen while he stood over me in the gray light from the window, breathing as if he had run a mile.Don't let anyone take the Northfield station. They know about the Bennett kid and they want him.Dad didn't have a heart attack. I can prove it.I read my own name and felt the cold come in through the walls."Who is he?" I asked."Cal. My little brother. Adopted." Rhett sat down hard on the edge of the cot, and the frame groaned under both of us. "Dad took him in when he was nine. He's twenty now. In March, he went to work for Prescott Holdings at some compound they're building out west, and I haven't heard his voice since September." He rubbed his hand over his mouth. "I called, and the number's dead. Not off. Dead.""Maybe he's changing phones.""Maybe someone took it off him in the middle
Chapter 11Rhett "Not like that." I could feel my face getting hot, which hadn't happened since I was about sixteen. "Your brother just drove off from my lot knowing exactly where you are, and I don't like the way he looked at you. The motel's got a lock a kid could open with a credit card. You take the cot. I'll take the floor. I've slept on worse.""You keep saying that.""Because it keeps being true."He looked at the cot, then at me. "You don't have to sleep on the floor."My heart did something stupid.I stood up and went to the stove and put another log in, mostly so I'd have something to do with my hands. When I turned back around, he had gotten up too, and he was standing a foot away from me, close enough that I could see the stove light on his face."I meant what I said," he said. "About the kiss. I'm not sorry.""Good." My voice came out rough. "I'm not either."He reached up and pressed the loose corner of the bandage back down against his chin, and his fingers were trembl
Chapter 10Rhett"Get off my step," I said.Trent didn't move right away. He stood there with his hood up and his hands in his pockets, looking past my shoulder at his brother, and he smiled like a man who had just thrown a match into a dry field and wanted to stay and watch it catch."He told you to ask," Trent said to Milo. "Don't forget."I shut the door in his face.I stood with my hand flat against it and listened to his boots crunch across the gravel, the car door slam, the engine turn over. His headlights swept across the window one more time, across the boxes with my father's handwriting on them, and then they were gone, and there was only the wind pushing at the walls and the stove ticking behind me.I didn't turn around right away. I needed a second.How many men he's killed. And what he did with their bodies.Nobody in this town knew about that. Nobody in this state knew, except one man, and we had buried him in April.When I finally turned, Milo was standing by the table w
Chapter 9 Milo The back room was smaller than my bedroom on Larkin Street. There was a narrow cot against one wall with an army blanket folded square at the foot, a cast iron wood stove in the corner with a pot on top, a little table with two mismatched chairs, and stacks of cardboard boxes along the far wall. The boxes were labeled in black marker in a hand that wasn't Rhett's. Dad, office. Dad, books. Dad, kitchen."You live back here?" I asked."Since the spring." He went to the stove and stirred the pot. "I sold the house after the funeral. Couldn't stand being in it. This place has everything I need." He glanced over his shoulder. "You hungry? It's canned chili. I'm not much of a cook.""I didn't eat lunch.""I know you didn't. You had a granola bar because I made you." He took two bowls off a shelf and filled them. "Sit."I sat. He put the bowl in front of me, then a spoon, then a sleeve of crackers, and he stood by the table until I took the first bite. Only then did he sit d
Chapter 8Milo"Generator's the last one on the floor," the man at Hadley's Hardware said, slapping the top of the crate. "Had a fella in this morning wanted it for his hunting cabin, but he balked at the price. You sure you don't want to think it over?""I'm sure."He rang it up with eight red fuel cans, two chainsaws, a box of hand tools, a hundred feet of heavy chain, rolls of plastic sheeting and every bag of rock salt he had in the back. I watched the total climb on the little green screen and did the math in my head. When I left the bank yesterday, I had felt rich for the first time in my life. Now, after Mayfield Wholesale, Pell's Pharmacy, Rhett's order and the parkas at the mall, I had a little under twenty-six thousand dollars left, and the fifty-thousand-dollar bonus wouldn't come until Monday, if it came at all.I signed the slip anyway. You can't eat money in the second year of a freeze. I had seen a man on Mercer Street burn a stack of twenty-dollar bills to warm his han







