로그인Melody's POV
“Care to explain why?”
Alpha Andrew, my father asked, his tone neutral yet laced with the unmistakable weight of authority.
I swallowed hard, my fingers nervously clenching down on the hem of my dress.
"Father, I… I don’t want to be engaged to Jay," I whispered.
How could I tell him the truth? That this was my second chance at life? That I had already made this mistake once—trusted the wrong person, loved blindly, and paid with my life? He would think I had lost my mind.
“Princess!”
A too-familiar voice chimed in.
I turned, my heart sinking, as Agatha, my stepmother entered the office with Mr. Hall close on her heels. Her smile was soft, elegant… and a complete lie. I used to cling to the illusion that she cared about me, but now? I saw right through her.
"What's wrong, dear?" she asked in an over-sweet tone. "You don't want to be engaged to Jay anymore? What are you saying? You already agreed.
I clenched my fists at my sides. In my past life, I was foolish enough to accept the mirage of her affection. Never again.
"Mother," I said flatly, without an inch to give. "I will not mate with Jay, and neither will I marry him.
“Melody…” she started to say, when my father interrupted her.
“Okay.”
I blinked. “…Okay?”
He nodded, though his expression turned uneasy.
“It’s up to you who you marry.”
My chest constricted; my eyes welled up at the shame. Even in that doomed past life -- where I betrayed myself and trusted the wrong people -- he still stood with me. I had taken his love for granted… and lost everything.
"It's not too late to call it off, is it?" I asked awkwardly, an optimistic flutter in my chest.
But before my father could answer, Agatha's voice sliced through the moment:
"I have already sent out the invitations."
My heart dropped to my stomach.
The whole kingdom would know. The ceremony was only a week away; hundreds of guests had been invited. In our world, an engagement wasn't so easily broken as with a refusal. It would be a public shaming to my father, which would also entail his paying reparation to Jay. And Jay… he'd never settle for a mere fortune.
He wanted influence. Power.
My father's pack was vast and wealthy. Jay's was still growing. Marrying me would give him everything.
Not again.
Not in this life.
I steadied my breath. “I can handle this, Father.”
He faltered, concern flitting across his eyes.
“Melody, if you really don’t want to be engaged to him… if you don’t want to mate with him—”
“I’m just being silly,” I lied, forcing a smile past the lump in my throat.
Immediately, Agatha brightened up, her expression triumphant.
“Of course, you are; just nerves,” she cooed, smugness curling at her lips.
I didn’t say anything. I had already begun thinking.
If I couldn't call off the engagement in public… then I needed Jay to.
A firm knock sounded—and the door burst open.
Mr. Hall stepped inside, his face tense.
"Alpha Jay is here."
My father drew in a controlled breath.
"Send him in."
Jay didn't waste any time. He strode straight to me, urgency with every step. His hands gripped my arms—firmly enough not to hurt but enough to show possession. The warmth of his brown eyes overflowed with so much concern… something that actually now felt nauseating.
“Melody, what happened?” he asked, voice tight.
"You were supposed to meet the designer today. Your engagement gown has already started production."
I cast my eyes low, feigning embarrassment.
“I’m sorry… I forgot.” I looked up and let innocence paint my features, a role I had played to perfection once before. "You still have such a childish personality," Agatha grumbled, her tone full of disdain. She looked at my father and back to Jay with a calculating glint. “Perhaps Jay should start helping out with the Madison Pack now. And after Alpha Andrew steps down, we should merge our packs together, since obviously Melody isn't ready to take over." My father stiffened, rage simmering beneath his calm façade.
“Mother,” Jay said sharply, a warning. He wasn’t angry because she insulted me, just irritated she was drawing unnecessary attention. I turned to Agatha and smiled sweetly, allowing a sharper edge to conceal under my tone. “There’s no need for that. I will be the future Alpha of this pack.” Everybody froze. Shock radiated from each face. In my past life, I had begged my father to hand over the leadership to Jay… and that single decision destroyed everything. Not this time. This was it, my future. “What changed your mind, Princess?” Agatha asked, setting a forced comforting hand on my shoulder. Her voice was soft, but her eyes were probing, suspicious. She let out a very dramatic sigh. “You never wanted the Alpha training. You know nothing about ruling a pack. What harm is there in letting Jay guide you?”
Because he led me… Directly into hell. I stepped back, slipping from Jay's hold, and I lifted my chin, meeting his gaze unafraid.
"I want you to call off our engagement."
Two days of sleepless preparation, and I woke before dawn, well aware that this day, of all days, was going to shape my future. It was going to be the day I finally got to meet Alpha Don Carter, on his own turf, in the epicenter of his strength. This meeting, so crucial, was, in fact, a necessity. I wanted him to listen to me. I wanted an opportunity to present my arguments.In front of my closet, I considered my choices. Each one was important to me. I could not come across as flighty and/or desperate. Instead, I wanted to project the appearance of a female who was to be taken seriously—one who had knowledge of and could handle power.Then, after a moment’s consideration, I settled on a deep emerald dress. It fit me enough to turn heads, without going over the top. It was elegant, understated, and very measured. I added a minimalist earring and necklace and was satisfied enough to take note of myself in the mirror. At first, I stood up a little straighter and worked the material arou
But it was over, and Samantha had long since bid me goodnight, when Jay had yet to come back. But of course, I was not surprised. After all, this was just the beginning of their little love match from my former life. Since that night, every night belonged to her.“This is exhausting,” my wolf, Sheena, whispered, her voice weighted with fatigue. “The Goddess has granted us another life, but I fear we will start this journey only to have everything play out the same.”I froze, taken aback. She had not spoken since awakening to my second life, except for the present moment."They won’t," I vowed, not just to her but to myself.Then, Sheena retreated once again, going back into silence. But that was okay. At least I could tell she had been born again with me this time. This time, things had to be different, and I was going to make sure of it.I would get the loan that Jay owed me back. His life.Mercy would be nothing short of weakness, and I would no longer be a fool about the consequenc
Chapter 10: A Different Turn of FateBut despite the resolve to let it go, my chest tightened, and a dull ache weighed heavy deep in my heart. Soon, Jay would introduce another woman into his life, into mine, and everything would change. Even if I could forget somehow the pain of the past, I could never eliminate the memory of the day when my world shattered—the day I met Samantha.What should have been a triumphant moment was now just my public embarrassment.On the day people from all over were gathered to celebrate my and Jay's engagement, he had walked in with another woman and, beaming pride in his smile, announced that he had found his mate. The shock had sucked the air out of my lungs. How could I have loved such a wicked man?His smile lingered in my mind. A man who never smiled shone as if it was the most wondrous instance of his life, while I—who had been introduced a moment before as his fiancée—was cast aside and humiliated. A defining moment in my life was reduced to sham
On the day of my engagement to Jay, a blue dress was what I wore.It was simple and elegant, the kind of prettiness that did not ask for attention. Delicate white beads sewn carefully along the bodice caught the light each time I moved, shimmering like quiet stars. I left my makeup light and understated; if there was one thing I knew with absolute surety, it was that my face ever needed excess to draw in people's eyes.“Your dress…” Jay’s mouth parted slightly, the reaction so obvious that I almost laughed.“Isn’t it beautiful?” I asked, forcing the smile that would naturally outline my lips.Jay stood before me in his finest attire of royalty, down to every minute detail. His hair was perfectly placed, with each strand in its specified position. His hands were clasped behind his back, his shoulders squared, and his chest slightly puffed out in that particular stance that spoke volumes about authority and the desire for it. A subtle, wily smile curled his lips, one that spoke volumes
Chapter 8: The DressIn my room, I fixed on my reflection in the mirror. Eyes that are now hollow with a redness, skin that is pale, a head that aches, but a mind that aches even more. The knowledge of the past and the future weighs on me. I didn't have enough money to marry Jay, but I also lacked the power to call off the engagement on my own terms, without his agreement. The only way for me to get out of this situation would be for my father to intervene, but I had sworn he would stay out of this.“No, this won’t do,” I muttered to myself.Now, my thoughts were interrupted by a knock on the door. "Miss Melody?" Mary called softly. "Your designer is here for the final dress fitting." “Send her in,” I said quietly. “Prepare coffee, as well as the warm cheese bread. This means she rose before dawn, skipping breakfast, in order to arrive on time.”Mary excused herself to make arrangements, but I drummed my fingers in rhythm on the back of a nearby chair. Jay Merlot is one of the strong
“Mels…,” Jay began, but he spoke low and warningly, and I intervened before he said anything more.“Jay, we will not be good for each other,” I insisted firmly, forcing my words past my fear.His jaw clenched, his muscles ticking, and his dark eyes narrowed, knotting my stomach. But I forced myself onward, refusing to turn back. A sense of desperation clawed at my throat.“If you don’t want to cancel the engagement party, we can at least postpone it. Just for a month….”“No.His words cut through the air—cold, definitive, unshaken.My pulse raced erratically. “Or even a week!” My voice trembled, and I maintained it against my will. A postponement would not be a bad thing. Samantha would be arriving soon, as she always had, and it would provide us with a reason for an easy termination.But Jay didn’t move. Didn’t soften. Didn’t even blink.“I won't do that,” he growled.He pushed back his chair and, with a swift movement, pulled it closer so that he was seated directly in front of me.







