RECKLESS HEARTS
HEIRS OF THE TRIQUETRA - BOOK 1
~ MILENA ~
The dog won’t stop barking. Slamming itself against the metal chain link fence outside in the alleyway, as if desperate to escape from what is to come. I could shut the window to block it out, but the heat is unbearable. It feels like the walls are closing in on this already suffocating place.
The dog’s owner is yelling at it again. Telling it to shut up, as if that is going to help. It won’t. It never does. He should know that by now.
I glance at the calendar on the wall opposite me. From here I can’t see the words, but the red cross that's slashed over today says enough.
It’s time.
I kick off the thin sheet and take the three steps to the adjoining shower room. The light buzzes when I flick the switch. The mirror hanging right above the toilet is cracked. A tiny sink hangs off the wall beside it. Stepping under the rusted metal shower head, I turn it on. Cold water trickles out weakly as I stand under it, letting it numb everything.
Seven years. It’s been seven years since my world was ripped apart. Since I saw him for what he really was. Since I learned the truth.
I tell myself he never had that power over me. That I was never his. That what we had meant nothing.
Lies…
Because he was my everything. I worshipped the very ground he walked upon. He was my first, first kiss, first love, first everything. Until I realised what he was. Until his betrayal was revealed. Until he became my target.
He is one of them. The very thing we hunt. The thing we kill.
Werewolves don’t belong in this world. They never did. They bring chaos, fear and death. Even science cannot explain the mutation that took place. All I know is, they are the cancer of this world, the very poison, the deadliest killer that we need to rid the world of.
There was a time when I didn’t want to follow the path of the Arkan, the path of my family, so that I could stay out of this war. But that was before him, before I learned the truth.
Now, all I know is the hunt.
He became my target. He is one of them. The thing we hunt. The thing we kill.
But he’s still breathing. Still walking through this world like he belongs in it. Like he didn’t leave it in ruins. Like he didn’t leave me for dead. Like he didn’t use me for his own benefit.
Zion Toussaint-King.
I was forced to leave, forced to turn around and run before he hunted me down and ended what he had begun.
The Arkan leaders told me to forget about him or I would die. No one goes up against the black death and lives. So I trained; I trained and I trained, pushing against every limit my body had for the one chance that I would be assigned to him.
Seven years passed but I wasn’t given the chance. Until now.
I tell myself it doesn’t matter. That it’s just another job. Another mark. But the truth is, he’s in everything. In the nightmares that never fade. In the silence between heartbeats. In the rage that won’t burn out, no matter how many of them I put in the ground. He’s there.
I should have killed him that night. Should have buried him with the others.
Instead, I let him live. And for seven years, I’ve been paying for it.
But that ends today.
The phone ringing makes me look up, I step out of the shower and walk through to the bedroom and pick up my phone.
“Ruin,” I say my codename.
“Havok. Change of plans. Meet me in three hours at designated location 23.”
Then the call ends.
I stare down at the screen, my heart racing.
They better not change the plans because I swear I want him fucking dead.
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Hours later I'm sitting in a small café on the opposite side of the city. My blond hair is tied up and I'm wearing black pants and a tan jacket - trying to simply blend in. But being a woman who is just an inch short of 6 feet makes it a bit harder at times.
“Can I get you anything else, love?”
“No thanks,” I reply, not looking up from the book I'm supposedly reading.
Always act in a way that your face is never worth remembering.
“Alright, well give me a shout if you need anything.” The man walks by and I glance towards the door. Where is he?
I'm on edge, there’s no contact for weeks prior to locking in on a target. Why is he even in this city?
The door opens after a while, and a man who is nothing out of the ordinary enters. He’s wearing a cotton jacket over loose pants and a white shirt, a cap on his head and normal boots that any middle-aged man would wear.
Havok.
He comes over to me and pats my shoulder in a fatherly manner. Havok is only ten years older than me, but he has mentored me for a few years and although we stick to code names, we are tight. The Arkan is a family, and family comes before all.
He sits down and gives me the faintest of smiles. “No need to look at me like that.” He motions for the waiter to come over and orders himself a coffee, no milk, no sugar. It’s always the same.
“Why are you here?” I ask once the waiter walks away.
“There are some adjustments we need to make, a little sparrow told us Zero 13 has tightened his security.”
Zero 13 – Zion King
I clench my jaw. “Maybe it’s just a precaution, but it does not mean he is onto us.”
“He’s always been on our radar, but the intel made it clear he has hiked up security. We have one shot, if we don’t hit the target… he’ll be out of our grasp.”
“You don’t get it, Havok, you know I need this.” I try to keep the desperation out of my voice.
He shakes his head. “I’m sorry, but there is no other way.”
“I’ve staked out and assessed the building opposite the Opal Palace. I’ll be 90 seconds. That’s all I need. You know I’m the best sniper the Arkan have. I won’t miss.”
“Ruin. Listen to me. You might be the best but he’s no longer going to be there tonight.”
I frown, slightly shocked - but I mask it. This doesn’t make sense. We agreed on that location because it’s his niece’s birthday. I glance up at Havok. That’s why the plan has changed. For him to change that…
“Raze has a new plan. You’re going in.”
In?
“He knows me,” I remind him harshly.
He nods slowly. “Yeah, so use it.”
My heart thuds but I refuse to let those emotions show. “He knows who I am, he killed Ghost.”
“People change, I'm not saying you are going to go right up to him and try to get close to him. He isn’t careless.”
“Then what are you suggesting?” I ask as I finish off my juice.
He reaches into his pocket, taking out a hefty, large envelope and pats it before sliding it across the table.
“It’s all in there. He’s smart, dangerously smart, all we need from you is to outwit him. Once he’s taken care of, the path to his people is so much easier.”
I stare at him, his words sinking in.
“Do you understand the assignment, Ruin?”
Once again, my goal has been tugged out of my grasp.
I pick up the envelope and stand up.
“Always.”
~ MILENA ~My heart is hammering as I remain still in his arms. Right now, he is at his most vulnerable. I’ve seen him like this a rare few times in the past, but never did I think he’d resort to this because I left.Those moments when all he wanted was to hold me, sometimes I wondered what worried him and now it makes me think it was probably things he just couldn’t tell me.Didn’t he make it clear he hates me? Or was that me being more vocal about my hatred? Had he really been as bad as I had? No, he hasn’t.“This bond… it’s dangerous,” I murmur. He doesn’t respond and I frown deeply; I know that a werewolf’s greatest weakness, or one could say their greatest treasure, is the mate bond. Their mate is a part of them; without them, they are crippled.Unease twists in my gut as a sudden unpleasant thought enters my mind. By any chance did the Arkan know that I’m Zion’s mate? Is that why they put me here? To confirm that? My heart thunders as several theories come into my mind. What if
~ ZION ~The meeting is almost over, and I barely made it through. Although I can scarcely think rationally, I stand my ground.“We are not going to counterattack. If something happens, we let the law enforcement handle it. This will be a rally that the media will cover. We are not going to fucking show them that we are violent.”“And if they harm our kind?” Jasper asks, frowning as he looks at Uncle Zade and Xander.“We are not going to stoop to their fucking level. We’ll make sure the area is clear of our people. And focus on keeping them away from getting caught up in it.” I grit my teeth, my eyes flashing.“Zion, you’re getting soft. What exactly do you want to do?” Cillian asks quietly.“I need a little time; I’m working on it.”“We’re a team, we work together,” Xander reminds me quietly. “If you need our help, we’re here.”“I know, but the fewer people who are in on this, the better it is for us all. But rest assured, I am going to find a solution.”“And what is your view on thi
~ ZION ~I gave her space as she wanted, but it’s killing me. Not knowing what she’s thinking or how she’s feeling. I need a distraction, one that work isn’t offering me.I frown at the email that’s just come in from Sia and frown.Sia.Fuck, I was supposed to talk to her. I told her I’ll speak to her at work, but conveniently, she’s too busy or never alone. I should talk to her, I’ve already left it for long enough.Roman is at work right now, and Sia is at home with the kids still at school. If I go now, she won’t have any excuse not to speak to me. Something gave me the impression she doesn’t want him to know anything at all, regardless of her excuse.Fifteen minutes later, I pull up at her house and ring the doorbell. A few moments later, the door is opened by Sia. She looks at me in surprise before smiling.“Zion! You’re here, what a nice surprise. Is Milena with you?”I shake my head as I wrap my arms around her, feeling a little calmer. “No, she’s not…” I admit quietly.“Oh… are
~ MILENA ~Breaking out was easier than I had predicted; being on the slim side, I was able to squeeze out of the hospital window with ease. For a moment, I had thought to leave him a note, telling him I’ll be back, but I couldn’t bring myself to. Not when my emotions are so complicated right now.What was I going to say, anyway?I’m his mate, bound to him by some kind of magic. I still can’t get over that.Once out, I managed to get to the small rented apartment I had been staying at prior and call a meeting.I lay there on my bed feeling… I don’t know, confused.Zion was never a bad person, nor did he emit weird vibes up until I saw that video, but what we see isn’t always the full story. I know this. Milo made sure I was the best at what I did, but he also told me to always observe, assess, analyse and think everything through before jumping to conclusions.It’s not the easiest thing to do, and it was something I couldn’t even think of considering when my emotions were running so hi
~ MILENA ~The moment he’s out of the room, I rip the cannula from my hand and rush to the bathroom, hitting my knee as I drop to the ground by the toilet and throw up, emptying my stomach. I feel sick from what he told me.He said that the Arkan… that they – I wretch again, but this time only a bit of water comes up.I let out a groan as I drop to the ground, leaning against the wall beside the toilet as I try not to let emotions consume me.Are we really monsters?No…No, please…Staggering to my feet, I flush the toilet and rinse my mouth and stare at my reflection, my fingers gripping the sink basin with full force as I glare at the woman staring back at me.I want to deny it all, but I have always been one to analyse things. How many reports or information did I really have about the Arkan? How do I really know what’s going on?Obey orders and don’t ask questions.That is our motto.Why not, though? Why can’t we ask questions? Why don’t we ask questions?Because that’s what we’re
~ MILENA ~I stare at him for what feels like hours, but it’s barely a few seconds as I try to digest his words. It’s already too much.First, when I heard him say that we were mates, my mind was spinning, but my body had felt so lethargic I couldn’t react despite how shocked I was. I know what mates are; I know what they mean to werewolves and the importance of it, but never in a million years would I have thought that I would be mated to a werewolf.Me – an Arkan hunter, mated to an alpha male?Life really does play sadistic tricks on us.And now this, what is he even trying to say! That he killed him to keep his cover? What cover! That he changed sides? I smell bullshit and I’m not going to believe a word of this crap!“Lies,” I snarl, sounding more animal than human, if I do say so myself; my anger is like a blade, cutting into the man in front of me.He shakes his head. “No, it isn’t a lie. Just hear me out.”“Keep talking. I’m listening.” I cross my arms, my heart thumping as I t