After the fight, I had with Merigold Ratchet and I packed our things into our trailer. We locked up and left to find a motel close by. I wasn’t sure what our next move would be but I needed time to recover and to think. Ratchet wasn’t happy with me after I explained what happened between Merigold and me. To be honest I wasn’t happy with myself. But I knew I couldn’t stay in this house anymore. It wasn’t my home. When we found a hotel Ratchet and I ordered some food but ate in silence. He was made and I just didn’t know what to say. After we ate I settled into bed to rest. Ratchet decided to stay at Matt’s house for the night. I didn’t try to protest. He was eighteen now and needed his own life. He didn’t need to be burdened with my mistakes.
I woke up the next morning alone. And for the first time in my life, I didn’t lik
What are your thoughts on Speed's apology? And Merigold's terms?
Brick It has been two weeks since Speed had a massive blowup with Merigold and threw all of us out of the house. I went by the house the next day to try to talk to Speed hoping she was calmed down enough. Imagine my surprise when I saw that there was no one there. The trailer was gone. And the house was locked uptight. I tried calling Speed’s phone but of course, my calls went unanswered. I wanted to go look for her but I got a call there was another emergency at my club. We weren’t even open yet and someone had set off the alarm. I’m hoping it is just a false alarm. But when I get there my hopes are dashed when I see my front door and several windows busted. The cops are already there looking around as well as Fred. I walk up to him and ask “ What the hell happened?” Fred shakes his head “ I don’t know yet man. I got a call from the security company when the alarm was trigge
Gretchen I was in the kitchen helping Anna out with this week's grocery list. I was in the pantry writing down everything we needed to replace so Anna could go to the box store in the next town. As I add fruit snacks and juice boxes to the list I can’t stop the smiles that came across my face. I have been at the club for four years now and when I first got here I would have never thought we would have sippy cups in the kitchen cabinets. Or ten-pound bags of dinosaur-shaped chicken nuggets in the freezer. Or a special shelf in the fridge just for the kids. We even have children’s ibuprofen and cartoon band-aids in the med room now. Electrical sockets now have safety covers. Last year they even took down the stripper pole we kept in the corner when little Kadance fell and smacked her head on it, giving her a little cut and a goose egg on her forehead. Poor thing cried and Ace lost his shit.
Speed Even though I had agreed to do a therapy session I was still unsure. I figured I do it once to get Merigold off my back and be done with it. I didn’t think I needed therapy. I handled my life just fine to this point. So there was a small issue with my love life but I just figured I would just stay single forever and it wouldn’t be a problem. Yes, I feel a tug of jealousy when I see Merigold with her husbands, or Lilly with Tank, or even Ratchet with Matt. But I’m sure I will get over that in time. As far as my sex life there are plenty of toys I could buy to take care of those needs. If I want kids later there is always adoption or artificial insemination. See I had it all planned out. Until I had my first session that is. Merigold hooked me up with Tim, a guy from the VA she works with. He specializes in PTSD cases. But he worked with men and women who had seen combat. Heroes who fought in
Brick It is race day and I’m even more nervous today than I was at Speed’s first race. I haven’t seen my girl yet because I have stayed in the pit since I got here. I know Speed and Ratchet are in the bay with Merigold and the kids doing their pre-race ritual with Alaric and the guys on the phone. Viper is in there this time for support. One day Gretchen and I will be in there as part of Speed’s family. But it is still too soon. I keep my eyes on everything going on in the pit to make sure the guys are doing their jobs getting the equipment ready. And to make sure none of the other drivers. There are a few new guys here that I didn’t see last time. They are joking around cutting up, not even trying to get ready. I have to give it to Speed. She takes everything seriously when it comes to racing. The only joking that goes on is after the race is over before it is all business. Her team is a
Gretchen I was sitting in the stand with Merigold, the kids, and most of the club as well as Trina and Lilly. Well, sitting isn’t what I’m doing. I’m bouncing in my seat. Not just from the excitement of the race but from the news Merigold gave me. Merigold told me she already talked to Brick and let him know. I know he has to be as excited as I am but I know he will show it differently than me. I’m bouncing all over the place because I can’t hold it in. Brick is probably smiling but looks stoic. The race is about halfway over and Speed is moving up fast. She started in the second to the last position today. I thought it was odd but I will ask about that later. I’m watching her move to get into fourth place when I see the driver that was in the fifth spot slide up and use the front of his car to slam into Speed’s tail end. The force from the impact causes Speed to spin out, bounce off the wall then slid
Speed Hugging Brick and Gretchen almost brought tears to my eyes. I didn’t pay much attention to it before. To be honest I took it for granted. But this time it felt so incredible. I didn’t want to let go. But I knew we needed to talk. There were things they needed to know. Things I found out recently. I know they say they want to be with me. Form a relationship and for the first time in my life, I want that too. But there are things they need to know and things I need to do for that to happen. I hate to do this but I pull back from hugging them. I don’t want to. It feels right having them both around me. Like a puzzle finally fitting together. Gretchen whimpers when I pull back. I know honey but it has to be done I think to myself. “ I have heard what you said. Now it is my turn to talk. You may change your way of thinking. But I need to be one hundred percent honest with you or th
BrickThe girls fell asleep fairly quickly after we iced Speed’s hand down. She didn’t really need it but I could tell Gretchen needed to fuss over Speed. Gretchen is a natural caregiver, but when it comes to Speed her instincts are ramped up. That is one of the reasons we make such a great team for Speed. We are stuffed in this small ass bed. We have Speed in the middle cuddled up close to both of us and I still have my ass hanging off the edge of the bed. I looked over and saw Gretchen was having the same problem but she also had a huge smile on her face. I could tell she was happy to have Speed in her arms again. I sure as hell was. I know Speed was worried about what we would think after she told us about her therapy and diagnosis. I don’t care if her therapist wants to meet me and Gretchen. For Speed I’ll do it. Since this guy is helping Speed, and I can already
GretchenWhen Brick and I were talking I forgot there was anyone in the kitchen with us.It got pretty heavy. That was not my intention when we were talking but Brick just kept going along it was too fun to stop. I didn’t notice we had gone too far until Viper got up and walked away. But when he said I needed to be careful how I talk around the brothers I was confused. “ Did you think Viper was picturing what I was saying? Is that why he warned me?” Brick, who was already laughing, laughed even harder. When he caught his breath and calmed down “ Two girls rubbing on each other.Yes he was. He is a guy. Comes with the territory.” I was a bunny. I know this shit. I have heard the brothers talking about watching porn with girls fucking. It’s a biker club. It is normal for them to do that. So I didn’t think to watch my mouth since there are no