LOGINELENA’S POV
The Blackthorn estate was unusually quiet when I returned to my room.
The ceremony was still underway, but I could no longer bear the thought of remaining there. Every smile, every congratulation, every whispered conversation would only remind me of what had happened.
I shut the door behind me and leaned against it.
For several minutes I did nothing. I simply stood there, staring at the room I had called home for years.
The small wooden desk beside the window.
The books stacked neatly on the shelf.
The faded curtains I had sewn myself after the old ones tore during a storm.
My life had never been luxurious, but it had been mine.
And until tonight, I had believed there was a place for me in this pack.
I pushed away from the door and crossed the room.
If Kaiden did not want me here, I would leave.
The decision came quietly, but once it formed I could not shake it.
I had spent years convincing myself that my feelings were harmless because I had never expected anything from him. I had told myself that admiring him from a distance was enough.
But the Moon Goddess had given me the bond, only for Kaiden to reject it before everyone.
I could not remain in the same territory and pretend nothing had happened. Every time I saw him, I would remember. Every time I heard someone speak about his future Luna, I would wonder whether I would have been enough if I had been born into a different family.
And I refused to spend the rest of my life asking that question.
I pulled an old travel bag from beneath my bed and began packing.
A few dresses.
My healing supplies.
The small collection of medicinal herbs I had gathered over the past year.
My mother’s silver pendant.
And the little money I had saved from helping injured travelers and treating wolves who could not afford a healer.
I folded each item carefully, forcing myself to focus on the task.
I was halfway through packing when someone knocked.
I froze.
“Elena.”
Kaiden’s voice came through the door.
My fingers tightened around the dress I was holding.
For one foolish second, hope rose inside me. Perhaps he had come to apologize. Perhaps he had reconsidered.
“Open the door,” he said.
The hope died. He sounded exactly as he had at the ceremony—commanding, impatient.
I set the dress down and opened the door.
Kaiden stood in the corridor, still wearing his black suit. His expression was composed, though the faint tension in his shoulders suggested he had not entirely escaped the effects of the evening.
His gaze moved past me and settled on the open travel bag.
“You are packing.”
It was not a question.
“Yes.”
“Where are you going?”
“Somewhere else.”
His brows drew together. “Elena, don’t be unreasonable.”
I almost laughed.
Unreasonable.
He had rejected me in front of the entire pack, told me I was unsuitable to become his Luna, and now expected me to remain here as though nothing had happened.
Yet I was the unreasonable one for wanting to leave.
“Would you prefer that I stay?” I asked.
He looked at me. “This is your home.”
“No, Alpha. This is your territory.”
His jaw tightened at the distinction.
“I did not order you to leave.”
“You didn’t have to.”
For a moment neither of us spoke.
I stepped aside and opened the door wider. “If you have something to say, come in.”
Kaiden entered, and the familiar scent of his wolf filled the room.
My chest tightened immediately. The bond was still there—wounded but stubbornly alive—pulling at the part of me that recognized him as mine.
I hated it.
I hated that my wolf still responded to his presence when my heart had already begun to understand the truth.
Kaiden glanced around the room before returning his attention to me.
“You should not have challenged me publicly.”
I stared at him. “Challenged you?”
“You questioned my decision in front of the entire pack.”
I could not believe what I was hearing.
“Did you expect me to thank you?”
His expression hardened. “I expected you to understand that my responsibilities come first.”
“And I expected my mate to care that he was breaking my heart.”
The words escaped before I could stop them.
Silence filled the room.
Kaiden’s gaze flickered toward my face. For a moment something uncertain crossed his expression, but he quickly concealed it.
“You will recover from this.”
I felt my throat tighten. “How reassuring.”
“Elena—”
“No.” I shook my head. “Please. I don’t want another explanation about your responsibilities. I have heard enough about them tonight.”
He fell silent.
I looked at him, forcing myself to ask the question that had been haunting me since the ceremony.
“Tell me the truth, Kaiden.”
His eyes settled on mine.
“Did you reject me because you genuinely don’t want me, or because your council believes I’m unsuitable?”
He did not answer immediately.
My heart began to pound. I waited.
AUTHOR’S POVFor one brief moment, she considered turning in the opposite direction.Then she reminded herself that Haven was hers to manage, and she would not alter her movements simply because he happened to be nearby."Elena," he said.She stopped at a reasonable distance."What is it?""I wanted to tell you that the meeting went well."She glanced at him."That was the purpose of the meeting.""I know.""Then you don't need to tell me."His mouth tightened, but he did not argue.Instead, he looked toward the settlement."You've built something here."Elena followed his gaze.People were lighting lamps outside their shelters. Smoke rose from the cooking fires, and somewhere near the infirmary, children were arguing over a game. The settlement was still fragile. They had too little food, too few supplies, and no guarantee that the next day would be easier.But it was alive."We're building something," she corrected. "I didn't do it alone.""Still, they trust you.""Because I give th
AUTHOR’S POV "Your decision is that everyone receives equal portions unless their needs or assigned duties require an adjustment?""Yes.""And the warriors going on the expedition receive enough food for the journey, without being given a permanent advantage over everyone else?""Correct."Kaiden turned toward Roderick."Then we will follow the ruling."Roderick stiffened."With respect, Alpha, I believe—""You have made your objection clear," Kaiden interrupted. "The settlement has reached its decision. We will not waste more time arguing over it."A flicker of surprise crossed Elena's face before she could hide it.Kaiden had accepted her ruling without trying to override it.She did not know whether to be relieved or suspicious.Perhaps he had finally realized that he could not command people here.Or perhaps he had simply decided this particular argument was not worth having.Either way, the decision stood.Elena returned to her notes."We'll prepare the expedition supplies tomor
AUTHOR’S POV Elena had learned that the fastest way to lose control of a settlement was to let people believe the rules could be changed whenever someone powerful disliked them.Haven had survived its first months through cooperation, sacrifice, and a great deal of stubbornness. Food remained scarce. The water supply had only recently been restored, several buildings still needed repairs, and every day brought another problem that demanded attention.But Haven was standing.And Elena intended to keep it that way."Everyone should be here by now," Garrick said, placing a stack of papers on the wooden table.Elena glanced around the meeting hall.The room had once served as a dining area for the people who had lived in the abandoned settlement. Its windows were cracked, one corner of the roof leaked whenever it rained, and the long table in the middle had been repaired with mismatched pieces of wood.It was hardly a place fit for a council meeting.But they had more important things t
AUTHOR’S POV "Then what is the point of the bond?" he asked, his voice quieter than before.Maera's expression softened slightly."Perhaps to give two people the opportunity to choose each other. A bond may bring them together, but it cannot make the choice for them. Love without choice is only another kind of captivity."Kaiden looked down at his hands."Is there anything I can do?" he asked.Maera regarded him for a long moment."If you want answers about the connection, observe it carefully. Do not deliberately provoke it. Do not use it as an excuse to force closeness. And if either of you experiences severe pain or distress, seek help rather than pretending you can endure it.""And Elena?""Let her decide what she wants to do."Kaiden exhaled slowly.It sounded so simple.It felt almost impossible.Maera returned to her herbs, making it clear that the conversation was over."One more thing, Alpha."He paused at the door."Do not mistake regret for love. Regret often comes when we
AUTHOR’S POV Maera reached for a jar and moved it aside before continuing."There are old accounts of damaged bonds reacting under extreme circumstances. Most are little more than stories passed down between generations. A few describe connections that appeared dead but responded when the mates faced danger, shared intense emotions, or came into physical contact after a long separation.""So it is possible.""It is possible that something happened between you and Elena. That does not mean the bond has returned.""What else could it be?""I don't know."The bluntness of her answer irritated him."You are supposed to understand these things.""I understand enough to know when I do not have an answer." Maera folded her hands on the table. "The old accounts are incomplete. Some describe a bond stirring for a moment before disappearing again. Others speak of pain so intense that the wolves involved could barely remain near each other. There are even accounts of emotions passing between tw
AUTHOR’S POV Kaiden had faced rogues with blood on their claws, enemies who wanted his head, and nights when the screams of the dying filled the darkness around him.Yet none of those things had unsettled him as much as the moment Elena's skin touched his.He could still feel it.That strange pulse had passed through him like lightning, stealing his breath and leaving something unfamiliar lodged beneath his ribs. For a brief, impossible moment, he had felt what Elena felt. Her fear. Her grief. The pain she had buried so deeply that even her expression no longer betrayed it.And beneath those emotions, he had sensed the terrible loneliness she had carried after leaving Blackthorn.It had been like standing inside a wound he had inflicted with his own hands.But that was not the part that troubled him most.He had also felt his own emotions reflected through the strange connection. His fear when she nearly fell. His desperation to keep her from getting hurt. The longing he had spent t







