The church smelled of roses, candle wax, and anticipation. Every seat was filled, every face turned toward me, waiting for the perfect moment when I would finally say "I do."
This was supposed to be the happiest day of my life.
My hands clutched the bouquet so tightly that my knuckles turned white beneath my gloves. The veil was too heavy, clinging to my skin, suffocating me. Still, I smiled through the nervous tremor in my chest. He stood at the altar, tall and handsome in his tuxedo, the man I believed I was destined for.
My forever.
Or so I thought.
“I can’t do this.”
At first, I wasn’t sure if I had misheard him. The church was silent, so silent that the echo of his voice sounded unreal. The officiant froze mid-sentence. A few guests shifted in their seats. My lips parted, but no sound came out.
Then he said it again, clearer and louder.
“I can’t marry her.”
Gasps rippled like a storm through the crowd. My heart plummeted into the pit of my stomach.
“What?” I whispered, but my voice was too faint. I tried again, louder, my throat raw. “What did you just say?”
He turned, not to me, but to the congregation. His eyes were hard, his mouth twisted in disdain. “I said, I won’t marry her.”
A murmur spread across the church, whispers sharp as knives.
Did he just say—?
Poor girl, how embarrassing…
I knew she wasn’t good enough for him.
The bouquet slipped from my trembling hands, the roses scattering in a tragic bloom across the white marble floor. The petals were crushed instantly by the restless shuffle of feet.
“Why?” The word tore from me, broken, trembling.
For a moment, he hesitated. A cruel kind of hesitation, as if deciding whether I deserved the truth. Then his gaze met mine, cold and merciless.
“Because you’re not enough. You never were. This was a mistake.”
The world tilted. My ears rang with the weight of his words. I could feel hundreds of eyes piercing me, stripping away every shred of dignity I had left.
My mother gasped, clutching at her pearls as though they could save her from the shame. My father’s fists clenched on the pew, fury and humiliation burning in his glare. A woman in the front row covered her mouth, delighted in my disgrace.
My knees wobbled, but I forced myself to stand, to breathe, though every part of me wanted to disappear.
In that moment, I was no longer a bride. I was entertainment. A living tragedy for them to feed on.
He didn’t even flinch as he turned and walked down the aisle, away from me, away from everything we had planned. His footsteps echoed, cold and final, until the heavy church doors slammed shut behind him.
The silence he left behind was worse than the whispers.
I stood there, frozen, my veil damp with tears I hadn’t realized had fallen. My heart felt like shattered glass inside my chest. All the dreams, the promises, the love I thought we had, reduced to dust in a single breath.
Someone laughed. I’ll never forget that sound. A cruel, muffled laugh from the back, quickly silenced, but it seared me more than anything else.
Heat climbed my throat, shame burning my skin. I wanted to scream, to beg for the floor to open and swallow me whole. But all I could do was stand there, broken, humiliated, as the whispers grew louder.
“Did you hear what he said?”
“Not enough…”
“How pitiful.”
The officiant shifted uncomfortably, looking at me with pity in his eyes. My bridesmaids wouldn’t even meet my gaze. The groomsmen were whispering to each other, already planning how to escape the scene.
This was supposed to be the day my life began. Instead, it was the day it ended.
And yet—somewhere deep in my chest, beneath the heartbreak and humiliation—something flickered. Not hope, not yet. Something darker. Something that whispered this rejection would not destroy me.
It would change me.
But I didn’t know then that this humiliation was only the beginning. That the man who would soon step into my life would not offer me comfort or love, but chains disguised as vows.
And compared to him, the man who rejected me today would seem almost kind.
The silence in the mansion was suffocating. It pressed down on me like an unwelcome shroud, thick with words left unsaid and accusations that still lingered in the corners. Isabella’s voice echoed in my head long after she had stormed out of the drawing room—sharp, cutting, dripping with disdain.“Do you know how many women have sat in that very chair?”Her sneer. Her certainty. Her conviction that I was no different.I should have been shaken by it. Should have shrunk under the weight of her judgment the way I had so many times before in my life. But instead, I found something else rising in me—a fire I hadn’t felt in months, maybe years. I had stood up to her. For the first time in a long time, I hadn’t played the quiet, compliant girl who let others dictate my worth.And yet… when the adrenaline faded, something darker filled the space it left behind.Damien.The name itself burned like acid.He had stood at the altar with me. My hands trembling in lace gloves, my heart wide open,
I found Isabella waiting for me in the drawing room the next morning, her posture a picture of elegance—legs crossed, silk robe wrapped tightly around her as if it were armor. She held a porcelain teacup in her hand, but from the hard glint in her eyes, I could tell she wasn’t here for tea.“Elena,” she said smoothly, gesturing to the chair across from her. “Sit.”The command in her voice grated against my skin. I wanted to refuse, to keep walking until I was far from her poisonous gaze. But I sat anyway, if only to prove I wasn’t afraid.She studied me for a long moment, the silence thickening between us. Finally, she spoke. “Do you know how many women have sat in that very chair?”My brows knit. “I don’t—”“Dozens,” she cut in sharply. “Dozens of them. All with the same wide-eyed look, all pretending they were different. And do you know what they wanted?” She leaned forward, her eyes flashing. “Money. Power. Access to my brother’s name.”I felt heat rising in my chest, but I forced
The drive back from my parents’ house felt colder than the ride there, though the late afternoon sun painted everything in golden light. I could still hear my mother’s words echoing in my chest like a heartbeat that wasn’t mine.Beside me, Alexander sat rigid, his profile sharp against the fading horizon. He hadn’t said a word since we left, but his silence wasn’t empty. It pulsed with accusation.Finally, I broke it. “You don’t have to look at me like that.”His eyes flicked toward me briefly, then back to the road. “Like what?”“Like you know something you’re not saying. Like you’re waiting for me to confess.”His jaw tightened, the only betrayal of his calm. “What did she tell you?”I swallowed hard. “Who?”“Your mother.” His voice was quiet but edged like steel. “When you were alone upstairs. What did she say?”I hesitated, fingers twisting in my lap. “She just… she just reminded me that I have a home there. That’s all.”His knuckles whitened against the steering wheel. “And did s
The car ride felt longer than it should have, though the city blurred past in a stream of gray and gold. Alexander sat beside me, impeccably silent, his presence like a fortress I couldn’t climb. I clutched my hands together in my lap, staring out the tinted window, rehearsing what I might say to my parents.How much of this sham could I hide? How much of myself could I reveal?When the car finally rolled up to my parents’ modest home—the same house where I’d spent my childhood—the weight in my chest nearly split me in two. The familiarity of it, the garden my mother tended with calloused hands, the faint creak of the porch step, it was home. My real home.“Ready?” Alexander’s voice was low, unreadable.I forced a nod.The door swung open before I even knocked. My mother’s face appeared, lined with years but glowing at the sight of me. “Elena!” she exclaimed, pulling me into her arms before I could even breathe.I clung to her, burying my face into her shoulder. For the first time in
I was halfway through gathering my shawl when I heard the sharp click of heels echoing in the hallway. That sound alone carried arrogance, precisely the kind of warning Isabella preferred to give before her presence swallowed the room.She leaned against the doorframe, arms crossed, lips curled into that smirk I had grown accustomed to since the night of her arrival. Her gaze swept over me slowly, deliberately, as if I were some fragile ornament in Alexander’s house that she couldn’t wait to break.“Running off so soon, little bride?” she asked, her tone deceptively sweet. “Or are you fleeing before my brother realizes just what kind of woman he’s tied himself to?”I straightened, refusing to shrink beneath her words. “I’m visiting my parents. Nothing more.”Her laugh was short and sharp. “Parents. How quaint. I suppose you’ll remind them how you’ve ascended the ladder of society. Or will you spare them the detail that it’s nothing more than a deal? Hmm?”My heart jolted, though I kep
I woke that morning with a knot in my chest. The mansion was as quiet as a graveyard, save for the faint clink of silverware from the dining room where Isabella had likely stationed herself, sipping tea like a queen awaiting her subjects. Ever since she arrived, she’d made it her mission to remind me that I wasn’t one of them, that I was here on borrowed time.But today wasn’t about Isabella. Today, I needed courage for something bigger. Something harder.I needed to ask Alexander for permission.Permission, to see my own parents.The ridiculousness of it twisted something bitter in me. What kind of marriage required me to seek approval for something so ordinary? A sham one, I reminded myself. A contract where freedom came second to appearances, where my life, my movements had been quietly absorbed into his.I found him in his study, sunlight spilling across his broad shoulders as he scanned papers on his desk. Always so composed. Always in control.“Alexander,” I said, my voice stead