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I Want Gabriel

Author: Jyotika
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Ryan kneeled in front of Monika and wiped her tears, then held her shoulder to make her stand. She was looking at him silently.

"Why are you crying now?" He snarled, hating to see tears in her eyes.

"I never wanted to hurt you," she whispered. He looked at her and then sighed.

"Stop crying," he said in a calm tone, not wanting to see her like this. She nodded and tightened her lips to keep herself from crying. After a minute of silence, she raised her head and looked at him, only to find him staring at her. She again broke down into tears, realising she lost her friendship and love again.

After falling in love with Ryan, she is sure she can't come into a relationship with Gabriel, and now, Smshe is afraid that Gabriel will break the friendship after hearing her decision, and it won't change anything because her love, Ryan, already hates her. She lost both Ryan and Gabriel today.

"What do you want, Monika? I will do as you say, but please stop crying," Ryan said,
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