Selina's POV.
I have never felt this way before. The sharp shred of loneliness and deep pain. I walked through the shadows of darkness on the wet grasses, heading to nowhere because my mind was blank. It was already late, aside from the pack members, I knew nobody and had no external relationship. I clenched my hands on my arms, pressing the cloak on my body as the cold was unbearable. "Where are we going to?" Narla's voice came up and I cleared my throat, closing my eyes briefly. What does she expect from me? I was as confused as she is. "I don't know," I mumbled. Everything happened within the blink of an eye. As much as it was unbelievable and hurting, I just had to accept the bitter truth and my ill fate. I continued to drag my legs heavily through the woods, my eyes heavy and my head throbbing painfully but then I had no choice but to keep moving, straining my eyes to see through the dark alley. I was extremely tired following the thousand miles I've covered. I was making sure to go as far away from the Blue Moon pack as possible. At least I feel a lot better than where I was thrown off from, the ugly ordeal that no one deserved. But then yes, it's behind me now, I'm glad to call it my past. Walking on, I suddenly felt a shadow looming over me, I felt eyes on me, like I was being watched or something. I knew I wasn't hallucinating, the feeling was there, and it was so strong, I felt the presence became more pronounced as the second ticked by. I panicked and increased my steps, my heart beating hard in my chest. "Arhhh!" A sharp scream flew out my mouth as I sighted a huge figure, right there in the middle of the road, few feet away from me. A huge wolf stood with it's four legs apart from each other, its furs very dark, in fact black in color yet shining under the merciful moon, its teeth gritting as it gazed intently at me. It was so huge, almost as big as Malik, but not quite. Why am I even thinking of him? Or comparing them? Malik belongs to my past now. I gulped down nervously, rooted in my spot and gazed back at it. I felt my fears totally disappear as it now faced me completely, its maroon eyes were fixed on me, it didn't howl, it didn't fight, it didn't pounce on me, it just stood there, staring at me, At a time I thought I could see it's human form through it's furs but before I could blink, it was already on it's way out, disappearing into the woods in a flash. For several seconds, I was lost standing there staring into space. "Did that just happen?" I muttered. Just as I had coupled myself together and sauntered forward, another shocking sight glued me back to my spot. I sighted a tall muscular young man walking out through the path that the huge wolf had disappeared into, he looked quite elegant and pleasing to the eyes, despite the roughness of both his hair and clothes. It suddenly struck me. His rough hair... His eyes... Coming out through the path that the huge wolf had crawled into. I froze as it suddenly hit me, he might be the.... My breath hooked up on my throat, the fear that had disappeared from my system rushed back in multiple folds. He doesn't look like a rogue, and I really hoped he doesn't turn out to be one. I can't lose my life few hours after being casted away from my pack. "Please, don't hurt me, I'm only passing by," I muttered with my head hung low, avoiding eye contact with him. The last thing I needed at this moment was to get into any more troubles. All I need is to get to a safe place, stay far away from everyone and be my own person, I've had enough issues already. "Why do you look pale?" His voice came out as a howl in my ears, he sounded as though he was still in his wolf form, fierce and cold. "I don't like it when I repeat myself lady," he growled and I flinched back in fright. "Sorry.. Uhm.. I.. It's just.. I.." I found myself stuttering sheepishly, I had totally forgotten the alphabet used to form words. I stared at him with pleading eyes, wishing he could read meaning into them. Surprisingly, he seemed to understand, I watched in relief as his eyes softened and he walked slowly towards me. "No one passes this route at this time except they went hunting, you don't seem to have gone hunting," he said softly. "Uhm.. I.." "Don't be scared, I won't hurt you, now stop stuttering and speak up," he said. I breathed in deeply trying desperately to relax, he didn't look like he was going to hurt me. "I'm just passing by, I have to get to somewhere real quick," I finally managed to speak up. He scoffed as though he knew I was lying. "You know, surprisingly, I feel like you don't even have anywhere to go, are you lying to me?" I dragged my gaze to the floor in guilt. "Is everything okay with you? You seem really really off," he said. "I will be okay," I sniffed. "I can tell you are one of us, I don't mean from my pack but one of us." He said staring intently at me. I stared back at him without uttering a word. "What's your name?" He asked. "Selina," I muttered. "Selina, I'm going to ask for the last time, do you really have anywhere to go?" He asked again. I breathed out heavily. "No, I have nowhere to go, it's a long story, but I can't go back to where I'm coming from, I will just keep moving till I get to a safe place? Thanks for not hurting me," He stared at me for a while and breathed out. "What if I tell you that you are in a safe place now Selina?" He said. "What?" "Come with me," he said turning around and started walking away. I stood back and watched him walk away, I couldn't take even a step forward, how would I be dumb enough to follow a total stranger to wherever it is he was taking me? But then a deep corner in my system kept impelling me to go with him, after all he didn't hurt me when he was supposed to anyway. I couldn't fight off the urge to not follow him no matter how hard I tried. Dragging in a deep breath, I dragged myself towards him.Selina's POV.I groaned in pain, as I felt rays of sunlight hitting my heavy eyelids.The discomfort prodded me to push my eyes open but as soon as I did, a sharp groan escaped my lips and I quickly squeezed them shut almost immediately as a heavy pound of pain hit me hard on the forehead.I slowly reached out to feel whatever I was lying on and it was a warm, floppy bed, It felt nothing like my small cranky bed.Then it suddenly struck me, this was far from being my home. The events of the previous night suddenly came rushing back to my head in a heavy rush.I could remember walking long miles until my feet were numb. Then the huge wolf.I remembered following him home. I didn't die in the woods, not in the hands of rogues. That was such a relief. But then, just when I was about relaxing back to take a deep breath, a loud bang screeched through my head.Where was I?I could barely remember where I followed him to, I just knew I saw a bed and I collapsed on it. Totally ignoring t
Selina's POV. I stirred slowly awake as the morning sun filtered through the thin curtains of the guest room I’d been assigned. For once, I didn’t wake up in a cold sweat. I didn’t spring out of bed, gasping for air, scanning for rogues. Neither did I sleep in a dungeon as dark as hell. Instead, I blinked slowly into the light and listened to the unfamiliar but comforting silence of the Alpha’s estate. No scurrying footsteps. No snarls. No whispered threats behind closed doors. House mistress wasn't yelling for me to come out and join the others. Just stillness. I sat up, surprised to find my body less stiff, less burdened. The bruises were fading. The gash on my arm was now a pale line under a healing scab. But the wounds inside… well, those still whispered quietly every time I closed my eyes. A sudden soft knock came on the door, and I tensed. "Come in," I said cautiously. The door creaked open, and Declan stepped inside. But he wasn’t alone. Behind him stood an elderly
Declan's POV. "We have her right where we needed her." Mom exclaimed happily, pulling her cloak tighter as we walked down the hallway out of Selina's room, back to our quarter. "Mom, please. Not now." I casted her a knowing glance. "You saw the state she's in, didn't you? She's hurting," "Nonsense." She spat. "She wouldn't be in this situation if she wasn't mated to that brute, so yes, moon goddess already picked a cruel faith for her, even before us." "I still think we pushed too far, and now she's damaged." "It's collateral damage, boy. We did what was needed to be done."I dragged my gaze to the floor, her name echoing in my head. Selina.Even now, her name echoed in my chest. The way she had smiled when she saw me standing there with my mother. The way she had sat up despite her weakened state, her eyes lighting up in a way I didn’t deserve. None of it. Not the kindness in her voice, not the hope in her eyes. Not after what I’d done. What we’d done.I didn’t say a word. I ju
Malik's POV.They say when your mate thinks of you... truly, deeply thinks of you... you feel it. Like a phantom ache. A breath stolen from your lungs for no reason. A flicker in your chest where their presence once lived.I used to think it was romantic nonsense. The kind of tale elders told to make pain sound poetic.Until that night.The night of her banishment. And ever since then. There has been no rest for me.It had been hours since moonrise, and sleep refused to come. I’d tossed and turned, trying to drown in dreams that wouldn’t arrive. My chambers were silent, still, too damned silent, and yet the ghost of her laughter still danced in the corners.Selina.Her name alone stirred everything I’d tried to bury.I turned onto my side, face to the wall, dragging in a breath that caught halfway down my throat. I could still smell her here. Her scent, no matter how many times I tried to wash it out, clung to the shadows so hard like it was struggling to let go.I hated it.I hated
Malik's POV.I had spent the entire day in the woods, checking through the pack boundary, seeing how it was freezing out here made me wonder if she had survived, everywhere was dead silent with no sight of a living being.I spent several minutes scouring through the ground literally turning every single grass over, yet no sign of her. I tried to pick up faint whiffs of her scent sprinkled all around. I continued searching through the ground while inching forward until I was deep into the thick dangerous woods. There was no longer any trail of her scent. I stood rooted in my track with a heavy heart, a loud howl of pain and terror erupted through my throat as the sad realization really struck me. I really let Selina slip away from my fingers.*I dragged my heavy feet into the palace, heading towards my chamber, traces of dried tears coated on my cheeks. Taking a turn towards my room, I came across my mom."Oh my goodness, what the hell happened to you?" She panicked."Selina wa
Selina's POV.I stirred tiredly in my sleep, I was very much awake but couldn't bring myself to stand from the bed. Exactly the situation I've found myself over the past few days, I've been way too tired than normal. I doze off at every little chance I get and I eat a lot too.The few days I have spent at Blackwoods Pack have been unbelievably refreshing, more than I imagined it to turn out. My wounds were now healed up, all thanks to Mary, the healer that Declan introduced to me, she never missed a day of treatment, aside that, she visited quite often to keep me company since I didn't know anyone yet.Declan as well, has been a strong pillar, he made sure I lacked nothing, he provided everything I needed to heal faster, making me wonder how someone could be so kind to a total stranger. I had disregarded Mary's words to me on one of our discussions during her visit, she testified how much of a kind man he is, now I could totally agree to that, seeing how amazingly he treated me and
Declan's POV.I ran a towel through my damp hair, as I walked out of the bathroom, trying to shake off the tension that had been clinging to me all morning. My thoughts had been heavy... Selina, the way she moved lately like she was trying not to fall apart in front of anyone, least of all me.Although she seemed to be doing well, she was beginning to warm up to the environment, and also step out of her room once in a while. but I could tell the trauma from everything that has happened was still clinging to her.It really hurts seeing her like that but it hurt me knowing well that I was behind everything. Someone else shouldn't be paying for the sins of another.But my hands were tied at this point. Just as I reached for the drawer, the door burst open with a heavy force.“Mom!” I shouted, grabbing the edge of the towel around my waist and turning, scowling angrily. “What the hell happened to knocking?”She strode in like she owned the place and waved a hand as though my nakedness w
Selina's POV.My heart did a double flip as Declan walked into the room. He had a warm smile on his face.I couldn't help but wonder if the smile would still remain intact after I've broken the news of my condition to him.Nonetheless, I had no choice left, Mary said he hated dishonest people and the last thing I wanted was for him to see me that way. I needed to tell him before he finds out. Pregnancy isn't something that could be hidden for a long time."Good morning, Alpha Declan," I tried to smile through my tensed state."It's always good to see you, Selina," I tried to hide my blush but it was an epic fail. I couldn't stop grinning sheepishly. Declan is a charming man. He knew the right words to use at the perfect time. He reminded me so much about Malik despite how hard I tried to forget, Malik was my perfect lover but I guess not everything good comes to stay."Here, have this," he handed a package to me, he always did that whenever he came visiting. "Thank you," I dropped i
Selina's POV.I stood among them, yet I was entirely alone.The gathering was alive with laughter, warm lights, and the occasional playful snarl or bark as wolves played among themselves. I wrapped my arms around myself and stared down at everything and yet nothing in particular.Alpha Declan had long since disappeared into the gathering, unavoidably swept away by his duties as the pack of Blackwood. He had given me a gentle squeeze at the shoulder and flashed me a warm smile. “I’ll be back. Don’t wander off.” he had said before leaving.But I had already been wandering inside.Everyone around me glowed in confidence. And then there was me. Standing by a tree. Alone.I tried to keep my expression neutral, eyes fixed on the bonfire’s flame dancing high into the air. “Hey, you okay?”I jumped slightly at the voice, turning to see a short brunette I didn’t recognize. Her eyes flicked over me with curiosity, and surprisingly, not malice.“Yeah, I'm fine,” I lied.“You look… nervous.”
Selina's POV.The steady noise outside my window pulled me from the few minutes of peaceful nap I had surrendered myself to. Laughter, howls, and scattered voices echoed through the night air. I blinked up from where I laid on the bed.What now?I slipped off the bed and walked toward the window, peeking through the thin drape. Led lights glowed in the distance, forming trails of flickering orange among the trees. Shadows moved, pairs and groups of people, laughing, chatting as they headed into the woods. A sudden knock startled me.I hesitated before padding to the door. “Who is it?” I asked.“It’s me. Declan.”Declan?I opened the door, and there he was, in all his tall, self assured, calm glory. His black hair was slightly tousled as though he’d just run his hands through it, and there was a soft smile curving his lips.“Hey,” he greeted casually, eyes flicking over me like he was making sure I was alright.“Hi,” I replied, tucking a strand of hair behind my ear, suddenly aware th
Killian's POV."Selina?" My voice was barely audible as my gaze fell on her. She was standing there, in my room, looking as beautiful as ever, she had an adorable smile on her face as she drew closer to me, her skin glowed mercifully in the dark. I quickly stepped forward, closing the space between us, and pulled her into a tight hug. "I'm sorry I failed you," I breathed out.She smiled. "It's okay, I can never remain mad at you. Alpha Malik." "I'm truly sorry, I would never let you go again, ever," I leaned forward and captured her lips in an intense kiss.We pulled away from the kiss panting heavily. "Thank you for coming back to me," I flashed her a sweet smile scooping her into my arms and headed towards the bed.***I stirred gently in my sleep, wrapping my arms around the slender body lying beside me. I smiled as the flashback from our tender moment the previous night came rushing into my head.We made love again, it was the most beautiful thing, just like it had always be
Malik's POV.The silence in my room had grown into something more than just quiet, it had become a presence. Thick. Suffocating. reminding me of everything I had lost. Every breath I took tasted like regret. Selina's name echoed inside me, louder than any voice I’d heard in weeks.I lay there on my back, staring at the ceiling. If miracles existed, I would have used every ounce of whatever good I had left in me to summon one. Just one miracle. Just one chance to have her back. Not for forgiveness. Not for closure. Just… to see her eyes again. To hear her say my name like it meant something.I turned to my side, curling into myself like that would keep the memories from clawing their way into my chest. But it was no use. Everything reminded me of her, my bedsheets, the faint scent she once left on my clothes, the haunting sound of silence in a place where her laughter once lived.A sudden knock on the door pulled me from the edge of spiraling."Go away," I muttered. My voice was hoars
Selina's POV.My heart did a double flip as Declan walked into the room. He had a warm smile on his face.I couldn't help but wonder if the smile would still remain intact after I've broken the news of my condition to him.Nonetheless, I had no choice left, Mary said he hated dishonest people and the last thing I wanted was for him to see me that way. I needed to tell him before he finds out. Pregnancy isn't something that could be hidden for a long time."Good morning, Alpha Declan," I tried to smile through my tensed state."It's always good to see you, Selina," I tried to hide my blush but it was an epic fail. I couldn't stop grinning sheepishly. Declan is a charming man. He knew the right words to use at the perfect time. He reminded me so much about Malik despite how hard I tried to forget, Malik was my perfect lover but I guess not everything good comes to stay."Here, have this," he handed a package to me, he always did that whenever he came visiting. "Thank you," I dropped i
Declan's POV.I ran a towel through my damp hair, as I walked out of the bathroom, trying to shake off the tension that had been clinging to me all morning. My thoughts had been heavy... Selina, the way she moved lately like she was trying not to fall apart in front of anyone, least of all me.Although she seemed to be doing well, she was beginning to warm up to the environment, and also step out of her room once in a while. but I could tell the trauma from everything that has happened was still clinging to her.It really hurts seeing her like that but it hurt me knowing well that I was behind everything. Someone else shouldn't be paying for the sins of another.But my hands were tied at this point. Just as I reached for the drawer, the door burst open with a heavy force.“Mom!” I shouted, grabbing the edge of the towel around my waist and turning, scowling angrily. “What the hell happened to knocking?”She strode in like she owned the place and waved a hand as though my nakedness w
Selina's POV.I stirred tiredly in my sleep, I was very much awake but couldn't bring myself to stand from the bed. Exactly the situation I've found myself over the past few days, I've been way too tired than normal. I doze off at every little chance I get and I eat a lot too.The few days I have spent at Blackwoods Pack have been unbelievably refreshing, more than I imagined it to turn out. My wounds were now healed up, all thanks to Mary, the healer that Declan introduced to me, she never missed a day of treatment, aside that, she visited quite often to keep me company since I didn't know anyone yet.Declan as well, has been a strong pillar, he made sure I lacked nothing, he provided everything I needed to heal faster, making me wonder how someone could be so kind to a total stranger. I had disregarded Mary's words to me on one of our discussions during her visit, she testified how much of a kind man he is, now I could totally agree to that, seeing how amazingly he treated me and
Malik's POV.I had spent the entire day in the woods, checking through the pack boundary, seeing how it was freezing out here made me wonder if she had survived, everywhere was dead silent with no sight of a living being.I spent several minutes scouring through the ground literally turning every single grass over, yet no sign of her. I tried to pick up faint whiffs of her scent sprinkled all around. I continued searching through the ground while inching forward until I was deep into the thick dangerous woods. There was no longer any trail of her scent. I stood rooted in my track with a heavy heart, a loud howl of pain and terror erupted through my throat as the sad realization really struck me. I really let Selina slip away from my fingers.*I dragged my heavy feet into the palace, heading towards my chamber, traces of dried tears coated on my cheeks. Taking a turn towards my room, I came across my mom."Oh my goodness, what the hell happened to you?" She panicked."Selina wa
Malik's POV.They say when your mate thinks of you... truly, deeply thinks of you... you feel it. Like a phantom ache. A breath stolen from your lungs for no reason. A flicker in your chest where their presence once lived.I used to think it was romantic nonsense. The kind of tale elders told to make pain sound poetic.Until that night.The night of her banishment. And ever since then. There has been no rest for me.It had been hours since moonrise, and sleep refused to come. I’d tossed and turned, trying to drown in dreams that wouldn’t arrive. My chambers were silent, still, too damned silent, and yet the ghost of her laughter still danced in the corners.Selina.Her name alone stirred everything I’d tried to bury.I turned onto my side, face to the wall, dragging in a breath that caught halfway down my throat. I could still smell her here. Her scent, no matter how many times I tried to wash it out, clung to the shadows so hard like it was struggling to let go.I hated it.I hated