Selina's POV.
I have never felt this way before. The sharp shred of loneliness and deep pain. I walked through the shadows of darkness on the wet grasses, heading to nowhere because my mind was blank. It was already late, aside from the pack members, I knew nobody and had no external relationship. I clenched my hands on my arms, pressing the cloak on my body as the cold was unbearable. "You keep walking like there's a destination in mind." Cora's voice came up and I cleared my throat, closing my eyes briefly. What does she expect from me? Stop walking and let the warriors of Blue Moon pack get a hold of me again and decide that banishment was a swift and painless punishment? I'd rather walk until I'm numb. "There's no destination, as a matter of fact Cora, I'll keep walking until Blue Moon pack is a million steps behind," I mumbled. I continued to drag my legs heavily through the woods, my eyes heavy and my head throbbing painfully but then I had no choice but to keep moving, straining my eyes to see through the dark alley. I was extremely tired following the thousand miles I've covered. I was making sure to go as far away from the Blue Moon pack as possible. At least I feel a lot better than where I was thrown off from, the ugly ordeal that no one deserved. But then yes, it's behind me now, I'm glad to call it my past. Walking on, I suddenly felt a shadow looming over me, I felt eyes on me, like I was being watched or something. I knew I wasn't hallucinating, the feeling was there, and it was so strong, I felt the presence became more pronounced as the second ticked by. I panicked and increased my steps, my heart beating hard in my chest. "Arhhh!" A sharp scream flew out my mouth as I sighted a huge figure, right there in the middle of the road, few feet away from me. A huge wolf stood with it's four legs apart from each other, its furs very dark, in fact black in color yet shining under the merciful moon, its teeth gritting as it gazed intently at me. It was so huge, almost as big as Malik, but not quite. Why am I even thinking of him? Or comparing them? Malik belongs to my past now. I gulped down nervously, rooted in my spot and gazed back at it. I felt my fears totally disappear as it now faced me completely, its maroon eyes were fixed on me, it didn't howl, it didn't fight, it didn't pounce on me, it just stood there, staring at me, At a time I thought I could see it's human form through it's furs but before I could blink, it was already on it's way out, disappearing into the woods in a flash. For several seconds, I was lost standing there staring into space. "Did that just happen?" I muttered. Just as I had coupled myself together and sauntered forward, another shocking sight glued me back to my spot. I sighted a tall muscular young man walking out through the path that the huge wolf had disappeared into, he looked quite elegant and pleasing to the eyes, despite the roughness of both his hair and clothes. It suddenly struck me. His rough hair... His eyes... Coming out through the path that the huge wolf had crawled into. I froze as it suddenly hit me, he might be the.... My breath hooked up on my throat, the fear that had disappeared from my system rushed back in multiple folds. He doesn't look like a rogue, and I really hoped he doesn't turn out to be one. I can't lose my life few hours after being casted away from my pack. "Please, don't hurt me, I'm only passing by," I muttered with my head hung low, avoiding eye contact with him. The last thing I needed at this moment was to get into any more troubles. All I need is to get to a safe place, stay far away from everyone and be my own person, I've had enough issues already. "Why do you look pale?" His voice came out as a howl in my ears, he sounded as though he was still in his wolf form, fierce and cold. "I don't like it when I repeat myself lady," he growled and I flinched back in fright. "Sorry.. Uhm.. I.. It's just.. I.." I found myself stuttering sheepishly, I had totally forgotten the alphabet used to form words. I stared at him with pleading eyes, wishing he could read meaning into them. Surprisingly, he seemed to understand, I watched in relief as his eyes softened and he walked slowly towards me. "No one passes this route at this time except they went hunting, you don't seem to have gone hunting," he said softly. "Uhm.. I.." "Don't be scared, I won't hurt you, now stop stuttering and speak up," he said. I breathed in deeply trying desperately to relax, he didn't look like he was going to hurt me. "I'm just passing by, I have to get to somewhere real quick," I finally managed to speak up. He scoffed as though he knew I was lying. "You know, surprisingly, I feel like you don't even have anywhere to go, are you lying to me?" I dragged my gaze to the floor in guilt. "Is everything okay with you? You seem really really off," he said. "I will be okay," I sniffed. "I can tell you are one of us, I don't mean from my pack but one of us." He said staring intently at me. I stared back at him without uttering a word. "What's your name?" He asked. "Selina," I muttered. "Selina, I'm going to ask for the last time, do you really have anywhere to go?" He asked again. I breathed out heavily. "No, I have nowhere to go, it's a long story, but I can't go back to where I'm coming from, I will just keep moving till I get to a safe place? Thanks for not hurting me," He stared at me for a while and breathed out. "What if I tell you that you are in a safe place now Selina?" He said. "What?" "Come with me," he said turning around and started walking away. I stood back and watched him walk away, I couldn't take even a step forward, how would I be dumb enough to follow a total stranger to wherever it is he was taking me? But then a deep corner in my system kept impelling me to go with him, after all he didn't hurt me when he was supposed to anyway. I couldn't fight off the urge to not follow him no matter how hard I tried. Dragging in a deep breath, I dragged myself towards him.Eva's POV.We walked hand in hand under the early evening sky as we made our way home from the elders’ chambers. I couldn’t stop thinking about the way he looked at me when I spoke for him back there. He was surprised, no... stunned, more like. And then proud; It warmed me in places I didn’t even know could feel warmth.My thumb gently traced the back of his hand as we walked. He gave it a little squeeze in response, the smallest of gestures, but one that sent a rush of something sweet through my chest.But just as we approached the corner before the main path to the mansion, the air seemed to change, and it wasn't long before I noticed why. It was him.Aragorn. Leaning casually against one of the trees nearby, his arms crossed over his chest like he was waiting for us.Nicklaus tensed beside me, his grip tightening just slightly, but enough for me to notice.“Well, well,” Aragorn’s voice rang out, slow and mocking. “What’s this? A stroll after a private meeting with the elders? Wi
Eva's POV.I'd been taking long strolls every evening since I got my wolf, making up for all the time I spent locked away inside the house, hiding from the world and its vicious whispers. Now, the whispers no longer pierced me. They couldn’t. Not when I had finally broken through the one thing that held me back.I was just returning from one of those walks when I spotted him Nicklaus.He stood just outside the house, dressed in a simple black shirt that hugged his torso a little too perfectly, as though it had been designed with only him in mind, and the look in his eyes when they settled on me made my heart flutter in the exact same way it did the first time he ever touched me.“There you are,” he blurted. “I was just about to leave.”I tilted my head. “Leave? Where to?”“The elders summoned me for a meeting.” He shrugged lightly.A meeting?“Can I come?” I asked almost immediately, curiosity sparking in me.He looked at me for a moment, then smiled. “Of course, I was waiting for you
Eva’s POVThe door slammed shut behind Nicklaus, and I stood still for a moment, listening to the distant sound of his boots against the floors until it disappeared completely. He had some errands to run, pack business he didn’t really go into detail about, but that wasn’t what occupied my mind.I had somewhere to be too. Somewhere long overdue.The image of Lady Isabella’s smug face flashed in my head like a ghost refusing to be exorcised. Alonzo’s mocking laughter replayed in my head. They were the two people who found joy in reminding me, at every turn that I was nothing without a wolf; and they also took it upon themselves to filter out the rumors about it that almost cost me my marriage. But things had changed.I was no longer the woman they tried to bury under shame because I refused to dance to their tune. I had a wolf now. Not just any wolf... an Alpha wolf. One that they could never play down on ever again, and it was time they saw it. Time they knew that their worst nightma
Eva's POVThe moment the gasps tore through the air like lightning bolts, I bolted. My paws pounded the earth so fast I could barely feel the ground under me. I didn’t care who was still watching, what their stunned faces looked like, or what they were whispering in their heads. I just wanted to run. To feel it again.The wind tore through my fur as I raced deeper into the woods, the moonlight filtering through the trees in scattered beams. It was like the forest opened itself up to me, and right behind me, was Nicklaus. His heavy paws striking the ground as he kept up, matching my pace with ease. His presence behind me felt like a tether. A grounding force that made me feel safe.We ran. For minutes. Maybe longer. I didn’t even know how far we went. I didn’t care. I was so high on the feeling of freedom, of finally being whole, that nothing else mattered. Not the rumors. Not the stares. Not the years I spent hiding in shame. I had a wolf. And I was running wild with the man who love
Eva's POV.I stood in front of the mirror, fastening the last button of my blouse, hands trembling ever so slightly even though I tried to act calm. My heart had been dancing in my chest all day, and the closer it got to nightfall, the faster it beat.Tonight was the night.No more hiding.No more shame.No more whispering wolves who pointed at me and asked, “Why does she even call herself Luna if she can’t shift?”They were about to see me shift.And not just into any wolf. A damn Alpha wolf.I was still adjusting to the reality myself. Sometimes, it still felt like a dream, that night in the woods, Nicklaus’s had confessed his love for me, and that triggered my wolf; I’d replayed the memory so many times since then.A pair of strong arms suddenly slid around my waist from behind, dragging me gently out of my thoughts.I smiled instantly. “Took you long enough,” I whispered as Nicklaus nuzzled his nose into the curve of my neck, his bare chest warm against my back.“Admiring you from
Eva's POV.The wind brushed past my face as I ran, no, leapt.. through the forest with my new limbs, my paws pounding against the soil like I was born for this.I couldn’t stop.I didn’t want to stop.For the first time in my twenty-two years of existence, I knew what it meant to be whole. The strength in my legs, the clarity in my vision, the way my hearing sharpened and the cold air didn’t bother me at all, it was all new, and all mine.My heart galloped in rhythm with my paws, beating hard in my chest with pure euphoria.I was no longer the wolfless girl.No longer the mockery of the pack.No longer the girl hiding in silence and shame.I was a wolf.Not just any wolf, an Alpha wolf as Nicklaus who's seen my wolf had said.The highest ranking wolf, the most respected.I had wished for as small as an omega Wolf, but moon goddess had other plans for me. I really can't wait to see the look on people's faces when they finally set their eyes on my wolf. Now I don't have to run away an