My eyes are swollen when I wake up in the morning. A lot of thinking, a lot of crying has made me look a lot like a disheveled she wolf who went astray. The past few days with Theda has been hell.The worst part of everything is that Jared is keeping quiet about it. I haven't crossed paths with him ever since the night of the kitchen encounter. But Theda has been going about the pack house and oppressing me like the devil she is.I rub off the sleep from my eyes and prepare myself for the day's work. In order to avoid Theda's crazy delusions from affecting my life in the hard manner, I have made up my mind to join the omegas in their morning routine work. Much to her delight.After taking my bath and dressing up in a simple flowery gown, I open my door and shockingly find Jared standing in front of it. His hands are hanging in the air - it's obvious that he is about to knock or contemplate on it."Hi." I say awkwardly."Hello, Isabel." He responds.I'm not going to waste his time any
**Jared**Okay, I admit it. I messed up - big time.I should probably apologize to Isabel for acting irrational. And for wolfing out on her, I didn’t even know when Storman took over.Nevertheless, I shouldn’t have let him take control of me. I shouldn’t have allowed him to wolf out on her, and to suppress her with his alpha aura.All this are as a result of our unprecedented misunderstanding between each other. Things had escalated to calamity at the heat of the moment and putting Isabel’s life at risk is not proper.“Wolfing out on your mate is the worst thing to ever do. If I ever wolf out on Serafina, she’ll end our relationship immediately.” David says to me.“Wolfing our on Isabel wasn’t intentional. Storman took me by surprise when he took control without my consent.” I reply him.“Even at that, you have to apologize to her. If you leave your issues unsettled and your matter in a complicated situation, Isabel might as well as leave you. Think about it.”“ Of course, I am suppose
Life in the pack house changed days after Isabel went missing. Stephanie has refused to speak to me since our search in the woods, David and Serafina haven’t said much to me too.Even Theda is as quiet as a mouse ever since then, she barely yells at omegas and hardly show her face at all to them. As for me, I’m moody at every little chance that comes my way.I don’t feel like the superior alpha anymore since my wolf shut me out. I haven’t told anyone yet that I can not feel my wolf for the mean time - except David of course. And not everyone is aware that Isabel is my mate, Theda only found out on the day we searched for Isabel. But I care less about what Theda thinks of, she never really cared if Isabel was anyone in this world.I sit at the balcony of my room, watching outside the pack house and observing other activities that the members of the pack are carrying out.My door opens and Theda walks in with a glass of juice and bread crumps. She places the tray on the mini stool by t
Sleepless nights, endless longings, loneliness and reclusiveness have taken over me as days turn to weeks since Isabel disappeared. The pack seems to have continued their normal daily activities, after all not everyone knows about Isabel or for the fact that she is my mate.I still have a hard time believing that we separated without settling our scores amicably, my heart aches every time I think about her and how much I’ve missed her and the warmth she brings whenever she is close to me. Mere words cannot explain how hurt I feel to have lost my mate.I am not going to move on yet, I have this strong feeling that she is still alive and recuperating. I intend to give her more time to get better wherever she is and then come back to me like before. A part of me claims that she is dead and have been devoured by the wild beasts of the woods that roam about recklessly, looking for a prey to devour. Isabel might have been one of the victims of such unfortunate disaster , it might be possib
The early morning fees are dropping lightly as the sun shines through my window, resting on my face and warming me up. But my sleep is interrupted by a loud bang on the door.“Jared you bastard!” Theda’s shrill voice scream into my ears. “How could you do this to me, huh Jared? You betrayed me and you exposed me in order to have our marriage arrangement canceled! You planned all of this, how could you be this heartless to someone?”I sit up on my bed and stretch out my body lazily.“And who gave you the permission to barge into my room like that? “ I question calmly, there is no point in stressing my words out since I have already gotten what I want.“It doesn’t matter who gave me the permission to barge in. I love you Jared despite the way that you push me away, I still for you and every gorgeous part of you. What happened between Leonidas and I was a fling that I was going to end anyways. If you had given me more time , I would have ended things with him.” She says.I scoff rudely,
**Isabel**The darkest that illuminates me after I crashed seems to become endless. No spec of lights have sparked and my mind is nothing but blank. If I am still dead or alive - I don’t know. My body is limp and although it is painless, I still have this strong feeling that I am very much alive. I need to find out what really happened to me - I need to find out the truth because I can’t recall much about how I crashed. The only thing that resounds in my head loudly is the heavy sound of crash, it continues to sound loudly even my head begins to ache.My consciousness seems to be returning as my eyelids move, my fingers grab the sheet that is beneath me and my body stirs itself. I am beginning to wake up, just a little more strength is needed for me to come back to life. I try harder.I see myself falling from a high pitches mountain, the death of me flashes before my eyes. I don’t make any sound, I only embrace my misfortune that is about to happen. But when I crash on the floor, my
Days turn into weeks as I go through a tough recovery process at crystal pack. All I do every day is to sleep , wake up, eat and take my drugs then I sleep again. Sometimes , Kiera will come and spend time with me but as a Luna, she will be called by her pack members to attend to those who are in need of her assistance and I won’t see again until the next day. Henry drops by some days when he is less busy to check up on me. I’m very grateful for their selfless service that is being rendered to me. The peace of mind that I’ve gone through in crystal pack is very overwhelming, no noise from people who feel that they are the most powerful. No one is trying to take advantage of my weakness, no body is trying to intimidate me with their expensive aura, I am free to do whatever I want and however I want to do it. I am not being forced to act or pretend that I am alright whereas I am not.Today I decide to look at the exterior part of the crystal pack. The pack doctor have affirmed that I
After I am done with eating the plate of pasta that Agnes reserved for me, I lie down on the soft bed and pick up a book that Kiera gave to me. After I told her that I enjoy reading a lot, she brought to me about five books from the pack’s library to keep myself busy with. This one is another human romance story about a girl who avenged her death after being reincarnated on earth. The interesting part of the book is that the human girl actually fell in love with a demon, absolute nonsense!The door opens and Henry comes in with Kiera by his side. They sit at the corner of the bed with a smiling look on their faces, but my mind tells me that we have some serious discussion to talk about.“Isabel, I and Kiera have discussed a lot about you and we have come to a decision that we made together. Since you’ve stayed here for about a week and your recovery process is positive, we thought that it will be advisable if you return to the Blood pack where you come from and let Alpha Jared take go