Brielle’s POV
Sleep never came. Not even a blink. Not after the way he said it. “I’ll protect you. Even with my life if I have to.” Desmond’s voice had sunk deep into my bones, stubborn and warm. I’d played it over and over again in my head, like a melody I couldn’t shake off. I wasn’t even sure which unsettled me more—the threat, or the fact that I wanted to be alone with him in the first place. What kind of person feels turned on after a shooting? Me, apparently. I sat on the edge of my bed, already dressed in jeans and a hoodie, trying not to think about how I’d be sharing a house with Desmond for who knows how long. When I stepped out of my room, the hallway was dim. Quiet. But he was there. Leaning against the wall in a black long-sleeved shirt, sleeves pushed up, one hand in his pocket, the other holding a coffee cup. His eyes lifted the moment he saw me. “You ready?” I nodded, avoiding his gaze. “Yeah.” We didn’t say much after that. Paul handed over the SUV keys, and Desmond opened the door for me like he always did—quietly, without comment. Gentlemanly in a way that only made my thoughts worse. The moment the doors shut, I could feel the tension. It filled the car like smoke. Two hours in a car with a man I shouldn’t want. Two hours to pretend like I wasn’t still feeling the echo of his dream-touch on my skin. I watched him from the corner of my eye as we drove. His profile was sharp in the early light—clean-shaven jaw, slightly furrowed brow, a faint scar near his temple that I never noticed until now. I shifted in my seat, hoping he wouldn’t notice. He did. “You okay?” he asked, glancing at me. I nodded. “Yeah. Just… uncomfortable.” “Want me to adjust the seat?” “It’s not the seat.” That made him pause. A long moment passed. He didn’t speak, but the corner of his mouth twitched—like he knew exactly what I meant. He went back to focusing on the road, but I didn’t miss how he tapped his thumb against the wheel. He only did that when he was nervous. “You ever going to tell me why you joined whatever secret life you and my dad are running from?” I asked quietly. He glanced at me again, expression unreadable. “One day.” “Why not today?” “Because if I tell you now, you’ll look at me different. And I don’t think I could handle that.” I looked away, heart knocking hard against my ribs. The rest of the ride was a blur. Trees. Asphalt. Wind. And the growing pull between us. By the time we reached the house, I was sure I was going to combust from sheer frustration. The cabin was tucked in deep—clean, simple, and way too intimate. The moment we stepped inside, the air shifted. It was quiet. Too quiet. Desmond dropped my bag near the stairs. “Room upstairs is yours. I’ll be downstairs.” “Separate beds? How proper,” I said, before I could stop myself. He looked at me then. Fully. Slowly. “I’m trying to be respectful.” “I didn’t ask you to be.” That hung there, charged and thick. He didn’t move. Didn’t speak. But his eyes burned. My skin heated instantly. “You’re my best friend’s daughter, Brielle,” he said low, voice tight. “You don’t get it. I’m not just fighting danger out there—I’m fighting myself too.” I took a step forward. “So stop fighting.” His jaw clenched. His chest rose and fell. He turned away, brushing a hand through his hair. “Don’t tempt me right now.” “I’m not trying to.” He let out a quiet laugh. “Yes, you are. And you don’t even know how good you are at it.” I didn’t have a response to that. My throat felt dry, and my legs were somehow moving me backward, away from him, before I did something I couldn’t undo. “I’ll be in my room,” I mumbled, walking toward the stairs. “Brielle.” I turned. He stood at the edge of the hallway, eyes locked on mine. “If I ever touch you, it won’t be a mistake.” Then he disappeared into the dark. I didn’t even make it to the top step before my phone buzzed again. Unknown Number. New Message: You thought hiding in the woods would save her? Cute. Another buzz. Another message. Tick. Tick. I didn’t even have time to scream before the lights flickered— —and the front window shattered.Brielle’s POVSleep never came.Not even a blink.Not after the way he said it.“I’ll protect you. Even with my life if I have to.”Desmond’s voice had sunk deep into my bones, stubborn and warm. I’d played it over and over again in my head, like a melody I couldn’t shake off. I wasn’t even sure which unsettled me more—the threat, or the fact that I wanted to be alone with him in the first place.What kind of person feels turned on after a shooting?Me, apparently.I sat on the edge of my bed, already dressed in jeans and a hoodie, trying not to think about how I’d be sharing a house with Desmond for who knows how long.When I stepped out of my room, the hallway was dim. Quiet. But he was there.Leaning against the wall in a black long-sleeved shirt, sleeves pushed up, one hand in his pocket, the other holding a coffee cup.His eyes lifted the moment he saw me.“You ready?”I nodded, avoiding his gaze. “Yeah.”We didn’t say much after that. Paul handed over the SUV keys, and Desmond o
Brielle’s POVMy dad led me back inside, one arm around my shoulders, the other already dialing someone—probably the FBI. Or the President, who knows. Being a diplomat came with a lot of power, and tonight, he looked ready to use every bit of it.Desmond stayed close behind, eyes sharp, checking every shadow like he was ready to take a bullet.The second we walked in, Mirren rushed toward me.“Oh my God, are you okay?” she whispered, grabbing my arms like she was checking for bullet holes.I nodded. “Just…shaken.”She looked at me like I was crazy. “Girl, someone literally fired shots at your house. On your birthday! You’re allowed to be more than shaken—you should be freaking out.”She wasn’t wrong.And she definitely wouldn’t calm down if she saw the texts I got right before the shooting.“I know that look,” she said, narrowing her eyes.“Huh?”“Don’t play dumb, Bri. You’re hiding something. Spill.”I let out a long sigh and handed her my phone.Her expression twisted as she scrolle
Brielle’s POVBy the time my last lecture ended, I was drained—but not from the class.I should’ve been thinking about the project due next week or debugging the AI model we’d been working on in lab. I was a computer science major, not some hopeless girl dreaming about a man she couldn’t have.But none of that mattered.Because Desmond Blackwood was still in my head.My dad’s best friend. The man I’d grown up around. The one I wasn’t supposed to think about like this.But I had. And I did. Over and over again.I closed my laptop slowly, pretending I was focused on anything else.Tonight was my birthday dinner, and I already knew exactly what I was going to wear. Something that would make Desmond look twice. Maybe, if the universe liked me just a little bit, I’d even get a kiss. Or more.“Hey Brielle! Got a reminder from Snapchat. Happy Birthday, girl,” Agnes said, pulling me into a warm hug.“Thank you,” I smiled.Agnes was part of my coding team. Smart, intense, the kind of girl who
Brielle’s POVI sighed the second the hot water hit my skin, but it didn’t help the ache low in my belly.Didn’t cool the heat still pulsing between my thighs.Didn’t erase the sound of his voice whispering in my ear—telling me to let go.Desmond.The man whose face and voice had haunted my dreams for years.The same man who had stood in my room just this morning, right beside my parents, holding a birthday cake like he hadn’t just made me fall apart in my sleep.Like he hadn’t just been inside me… in my dreams. Again.I wasn’t even ashamed anymore. I’d had my first orgasm imagining his face. My fingers buried deep inside me, desperate for something I couldn’t have.God knows what would happen if he ever touched me for real.I forced myself to finish showering and stepped out, toweling off quickly. I had to get ready for school, even if every inch of me still felt tender and on edge.I reached for the vanilla lotion I’d only bought because I overheard Desmond telling my dad once how m
I gulped as he walked slowly toward me. His eyes didn’t waver—locked on mine, burning with that same intense hunger I’d dreamed about so many times. He looked like a predator closing in, and God help me, I loved it.I rubbed my thighs together, trying to ease the heat building between them. I was sprawled out on his desk, helpless, waiting for his touch. My dress clung to my skin like it had melted onto me. Thin. Useless. I might as well have been naked.Desmond stopped in front of me, close enough for me to feel his body heat. He’d always been this steady, calming presence in my life, someone I looked up to. But not tonight. Not like this. My heart pounded as he looked down at my half-dressed form, his eyes dark and unreadable, full of things I shouldn’t want from him.He raised his hand slowly, brushing a few strands of hair from my face. I trembled under the gentleness of it.“Do you have any idea what you do to me?” His voice was low, quiet, made just for me. His words slid down m