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Trent's POV Each time I wake up it starts all over again. I wake up reaching for him, but he's not there. I wake up confused because I don't smell him and the place smells unfamiliar. I reach out for him and feel the cold bed next to me. I wake up and cry when I realize I'm alone again. It's déjà vu, although this time not as bad as the first time. I don't wake up and immediately feel like a part of my soul is dead, because it was. Losing your soulmate, you literally lose that little part of your soul that they had. It's the emptiest, loneliest, most devastating feeling in the world. I had to experience that every time I woke up. I didn't even need to reach for him, I felt it immediately. I broke down crying immediately without even opening my eyes. I woke up in the night screaming for him when the pain would return. It's like going through withdrawals. My body was literally having withdrawals from the loss of the mate bond. That's what happens, whether your mate has died or they
Logan's POV "Stop it, stop it!... What the hell? To the right a little more!" Logan yelled then let out a breath of relief when the idiot holding the other end corrected his positioning on the beam. Jacob pressed the support beam up firmly and held the crossbeam in place. "Goddess, these idiots are going to kill me, I swear!" He mumbled to himself as he grabbed onto the side and swung himself down. "That's it, I'm done for the next hour. I need a fucking break after that one!" He said before walking away to grab something to eat. "Malik!" Logan yelled into Malaki's ear. Scaring him so bad he fell out of his chair which caused Logan to laugh. Logan saw the telltale signs that he was using the link. And judging by the look on his face he was most likely linking Gabriel. He had that lovestruck look on his face even with his eyes glazed over. He snuck up on his cousin, then yelled the shortened version of his name he's used since he was little. He yelled Malik in his ear as loud
Third Person's POVLogan closes his eyes when he feels his little mate wrap his arms around him. He leans down and rests his face against the top of his mate's head for a moment before standing up and adjusting him in his arms.He begins to head back towards the pack house, wanting to get his mate out of the rain. He can feel how cold his mate is. His skin is cold to the touch and he's trembling.He paused when he realized he wasn't exactly sure where to take him. And since he's still crying so hard he decided to just ask his Alpha. He pushed on the link and was relieved when Asher opened it.After describing who he found, Asher knew exactly who it was. "He's staying in the pack house on the third floor, room five." Asher said in the link before closing it.‘Third floor?’ he wondered to himself. Confused that he would be staying on the third floor, since that's where all the high ranks stay at Michael's pack.As Logan walked through the front door his father ran to him with a blanket
Trent's POV "I know, and I appreciate that. But you couldn't help. You couldn't take the pain away, no one could..." I said, pausing to think of the right way to say the next part. Unfortunately before I could get it out he left. He walked out the door before I could stop him. Before I could say ‘no one could take my pain away until he found me. Until he spoke and touched me.’ Before I could tell him that he's the only one who's been able to take my pain away. I grabbed onto Mark as I broke down crying again. Watching him walk out of the room and walk away from me. I slid off the bed and onto my knees. My forehead dropping against Mark's chest as I cried. "Why did he leave me?" "Because Devin's an asshole. You're so much better off without him, trust me!" "Not him, my mate! Why did he leave me?" I said as I pulled back to looked at him. He looked at me and his mouth opened and closed a few times as he tried to find the right words. "I don't know, I don't know what happen
Third Person's POV Trent laid there in Logan's arms. He couldn't believe this was really happening. He really thought he was meant to spend the rest of his life alone. He thought for certain the moon Goddess didn't bless him with another mate.He laid there with his face pressed against Logan's chest. His ear pressed against him, listening to his heartbeat. Feeling the tingles against his skin. Unable to stop moving his fingers against his chest. Unable to stop touching him and feeling the sensation that he thought he would never feel again. The mate bond.... It was almost as if he was afraid to stop touching him. Afraid it would disappear and he would just be another person who wasn't meant for him.He felt so tired, he yawned as he tried to fight it. So afraid of going to sleep, afraid he might not be there when he woke up."It's not just me is it?... You feel it too right?"Trent said quiet, so sleepily.But Logan could hear it. He could hear how bad he was trying to hold on. But
Third Person's POV With everyone working so hard to help Michael's pack get ready to accommodate the rest of Asher's pack, Reid thought it was a great idea for everyone in his pack to take a break and relax. And what better way to do that than a bonfire and a cookout?The wonderful smell of a pig roasting filled the air, along with all the other delicious scents, as everyone began to show up with food they brought as their dish to pass around.Reid groans as Julian bends over, his nice tight ass looks more delicious than ever in the jeans he's wearing.'Goddess, how can a man look so amazing when he's as pregnant as Julian is?' Reid thought to himself as he reached down and adjusted himself."We should grab an extra blood bag for Grayson, he didn't drink his blood at lunch today. He was too into those damn corn dogs!" Julian said, as he stood up and turned around.He smirked when he saw Reid practically eye fucking his ass. He couldn't help but laugh at the irony of that. Here he is
Third Person's POV Theos tries to hide his smile as he points out the food he wants on his plate. He knows he probably shouldn't mess with his alpha like this, but he can't resist. Once they're back at the table he climbs into Damien's lap instead of Xavier's. Making it so Xavier has to place his plate in front of Damien. He goes straight for the Brussels sprouts and offers Damien a bite. Damien quickly turns pale and turns his face away. Theo shrugs then takes a bite and his eyes catch Xavier's as he turns back toward his plate. He sees the look on Xavier's face, his mouth hangs open and his eyes are wide as he looks at Theo. He feels Xavier pushing on the link but he doesn't open it and continues eating his brussel sprouts. Xavier looks at Theo shocked. How did he not put this together when he was putting everything on Theo's plate? Maybe because he knows he actually likes vegetables. But he was very adamant on having almost nothing but a plate full of vegetables which is unusu
Third Person's POV Damien's heart swells when he reaches for baby Cole. Julian just had his baby fix and passed Cole back to Damien since Cole was hungry and needed blood. His little eyes turned red and his cute little baby fangs were poking out and visible for everyone to see.He gave a big gummy smile with the exception of his vampire fangs as he reached for his Daddy."Who's Daddy's little angel?" Damien said, as he pulled Cole into his arms.Cole squealed and giggled, his little hands grabbing onto his Daddy as Damien hiked him up and leaned his head to the side.Just as Cole was leaning in to feed, he was quickly yanked out of Damien's arms."No!" Xavier yelled, as he snatched Cole out of Damien's arms."What the hell?! What's your deal with not letting me feed my own son? I don't understand why you haven't been letting me feed him lately. It's not like I'm drinking or taking something that's going to hurt him!" Damien said, feeling his eyes sting and burn as tears filled them.H