Ugh, just when I was trying to finish the research. Toma just looked at me with a friendly face. "Why didn't you do anything to get out of here?" I asked.
"Oh, I actually did. I yelled for help, tried to make a lot of noise, and even put a note underneath the door so someone can help me… but none of those works." So the stupid note earlier was his doing.
I sighed feeling helpless. "Tsk, what to do, what to do…" then I suddenly thought of my phone. I searched it in my pocket, only to realize that I left it back at the classroom. Damn it.
"Toma!"
"!… yeah?" He spoke while maintaining that smile of his. Ugh, his face right now looks annoying.
"Do you got your phone with you?"
"Ahh… I've thought about that too but uhm, I left it with Cami."
"What!?"
"Yeah, she asked to look at it. She's checking out the pictures we've taken together."
"Tsk. Nevermind."
"What about you?"
"I left it at the classroom."
"Oh…"
"…tsk, let's just wait until someone comes to get us."
"Okay."
"…"
"Heh… somehow, this feel like deja vu." He suddenly brought up.
"How so?"
"Remember the time when we were kids? We were playing at school and got ourselves locked at the library." Remembering that made me laugh a little. I do remember it, it was just like this… we were stuck together for hours then the school guard found us.
"It was fun." I said, smiling for myself.
"I know right? While stuck, we'd tell each other scary stories, play made up games, and talk some more."
"Yeah." Those were some good times, but… I doubt something like that can happen now that we're grown ups. There's so much work to do and getting stuck here for hours is wasting time for something far better and productive.
While thinking to myself, I haven't realized that Toma already got so close to me. "So Yuji, do you mind if I ask you about Xia?"
Since there was nothing else to do, I entertained his questions. "Sure."
"When did you meet her?"
"I used to see her at some classes since we were freshmens, and I just got acquainted with her at the start of the school year."
"Then how did you guys started dating?"
"Uhm, she confessed to me. Then I decided to go out with her."
"What!?" It surprised him to know that.
"Is there a problem?"
"It's surprising that a girl confessed to you. Most girls that pestered me about you when we were in highschool doesn't have the guts to confess to you. They kept saying you were scary and that you might reject them."
This was a new discovery, I couldn't believe what I heard. "What!?" I just spouted the same reaction he just did.
"Girls were pestering you because of me!? I thought all those girls were after you." I didn't know I was quite popular back then.
"Yeah! Though I didn't bother helping any of those girls because you always say they're annoying and that you didn't want to date anyone after you broke up with your first girlfriend." He chuckled.
So it was the same for both of us, I used to get pestered by girls as well just because they like Toma. I'm just shock to know that some girls liked someone like me. "Well, some still do pester me 'til now..." he admitted.
"Likewise." I told him as well.
"Better tell them to stop asking about you since you got a girlfriend now."
"Mhmm." Then he rests his head on my lap all of a sudden, followed by a yawn. "The heck Toma!?"
"Mm, all that talk made me sleepy, let me borrow your lap for a while."
"Looks like you don't give a shit about getting out of here."
He grins while his eyes were closed. "We'll get out of here eventually. Plus I don't mind spending a long time here if I'm trapped with you." Those were his last ridiculous words before he sleeps.
I didn't know how to respond to that, but all I felt that moment was my face getting a little hot.
By the time the man finally left, mom even gave me loads of money so I could stay away from her. It was then I decided to cut ties with her. I was done dealing with her… "It was a mistake to stay here. I'm leaving." I never should've come back. "W-Wait!" Before mom could stop me, I quickly got to my room and brought all my stuff with me. "Toma, please! Please hear me out!" "…IT'S TOO LATE FOR AN APOLOGY! Don't even think that I'll ever forgive you." I told her while I was running down the stairs. She just kept pulling my stuff to make it more difficult to leave. "No, Toma! I can't—" "Don't stop me!" I glared at her, "I don't want anything to do with you ever again."
Nobody ever knows about it.I kept that very dark secret of mine all to myself. I can't even bother myself to tell my mom about what happened to me, I know she won't give a shit about it. And so, everything that I ever experienced from that man was written down on a journal. That was the only way I could vent all the stress and anger I had.While she was still on a relationship with that man, I would always hide from him so he won't be able to lay a finger on me. But there were times that he would sneak in my room just to make me suffer for his disgusting pleasure. He would often leave with a threat so I wouldn't dare tell anyone about it.I was really scared… no one was ever there for me. But instead of letting myself suffer even more, I try to make myself distracted when I'm out of the house.Y
We moved into a new neighborhood when I was at the age of eight. That's when I met Yuji, the guy who became my best friend… the guy who I came to like. And the one who I fell for.He became the person who I would run to whenever I'm at my worst. Yuji would always welcome me at his house, both his parents treating me like I was a part of their family. I really loved his company, it lets me feel all the things I lacked on my own family."Tomakawa, don't your parents worry if you spend the night here without telling them?" Auntie asked.I shook my head and gave my brightest smile. "They won't. Mommy said it's okay if it's at my best friend's house." It was a lie, and I was not guilty one bit. I don't really want to go home that night."Hmm, alright then."A
When I was about five years old, I can remember how my parents would argue all the time. It eventually led to physical violence, and sometimes I get hurt as well. It was really scary for a child to experience something like that from his own parents.If I remember well, the one who's most at fault for all the arguments was mom. Dad would always come home late and drunk, then mom will start to complain. They argue, fight, and mess up the house."Stop telling me what to do, woman!""I told you a million times already, haven't I?! Stop getting yourself drunk whenever you go home!""Shut up and lock yourself in a room. Seeing your face ruins my mood!""Why, you!… you should be the one locking yourself in a room! You're a wretched mess!"&nb
Since I was kicked out of school, the only place I can stay at was at my mother's house. It sickens me to go back there but I have no other choice. "Hm. And what do you think you're doing here?" Mom asked. Just when I arrived, I didn't expect to see her outside the house to water the plants. Usually, she fools with every man she brings home most of the time. "I'll be here for a few days, I'll leave as soon as I find another place to stay at." "Heh, I heard you were kicked out of school." "None of your business." I just ignored her comments and got inside the house. Seeing this place only reminded me of the past I always wished to forget. Every room, every corner… it was all too disturbing for me. After opening the lock on my room, it was just like how
That was it.Everything is over.I no longer have anything to do with him. When I got back from the hospital, I learned that Yuji's father had storm at my place and took all of Yuji's belonging. They said he'll transfer his son onto another school because of me, though he had never mentioned to the faculty the reasons. But rumors seem to have already spread because of Yuu."How disgusting! The school should expel him.""Is it really that guy?!""I heard he was sexually assaulting his roommate, that's why the father of the victim took away his son.""That fag is a scum!"Many people kept whispering behind my back as I walk on the hallways. I couldn't care less about what they s