ログインKehlani. I couldn't quite understand what he was talking about. But the look on his face that made me pity him just made me want to hear him more. “Trevor, what about what I did to you. I mean that Elliot thing….”“Don't worry. I thought about it when I left your house the other day. I thought you deserved a second chance. I understand, Elliot made you do it. It's fine. But the truth is …I do miss you. And us. I spent a week at home without going to school, and playing hockey. I was depressed as hell. I drank and smoked and you know…I can't…stop. Oh. Shit. I'm not supposed to tell you all these.” He stopped. “Uh. No. It's fine.”“I shouldn't…”“Trevor go on.”“No.”“I'm listening.”“Don't worry.” He chuckled. “I shouldn't pose as the victim. Right now, we should think about you. You are getting better. I'm not gonna stress your mental health right now. You need a lot of rest. Before you go back to school.”Then with a down turned mouth, I pouted. “I don't wanna go back to school. Th
Kehlani My knees collapsed but Trevor caught me, trying to hold me. My vision blurred instantly and their voices muffled. I watched as Elliot ran in fear but he didn't succeed. Nolan and Zach went after him. Trevor shook me, calling my name. Next thing I knew, I was in a car. Then, on a stretcher. I was taken to the hospital. I woke up to the beeping sound of the machine. My eyes were heavy as I blinked rapidly. Then a doctor was right in front of me.“Can you hear me?” He repeated the words multiple times.I tried to speak but my throat was dry. Looking sideways is Trevor. He holds my hands lightly. I remember the fight. Everything. Gosh. Trevor's eyes are red. “You good?” He asked, voice cracked..The doctor came again. “ You were stabbed. But you're okay now. Luckily the knife missed the vital organs although you lost a lot of blood. Your father will be here soon.”I sigh. Tears almost formed in the corner of my eyes. I don't deserve this. I was just on my own. Honestly. My hear
KehlaniI barely slept that night. I just lay in bed, sorrows, regret and shame. My phone kept on buzzing but I didn't care. Lots of messages and phone calls but I didn't care. I was too sad to care. Earlier, I received a message from Zara and jack. Stating I've been removed from photography club. My chest ached since then. The next morning, still the same feeling. Trevor didn't reply to any of my messages. I started thinking of ways to apologize that would make him forgive me but I couldn't think of any. All because of Elliot. I sighed. Then I began to cry. To relief myself. To let it all out. The more I remembered what Maddie did made me realize how stupid I am. I shouldn't have forgiven her at all. I curled up on my bed and closed my eyes, just staring at the door. Suddenly, Dad knocks and opened the door slowly. “Honey, are you in there?”I gulped and pulled the sheets up to my face so he doesn't see me in this manner. “Olive is here.”I didn't say anything. The door creaked ope
Kehlani I didn't waste time. I ran as the booing continued. Stumbling and falling over things, I just kept on running. I shoved past the double doors with the sticky substance still glued to my body. “Kehlani. Kehlani”I heard a voice but I couldn't even look back. “Kehlani, it's me, Olive.” She held my hand, her hands pulling away because of the slime. I couldn't even see through. “Come on, let's get you to the bathroom.” She led me somewhere. Some minutes later, I stared at my reflection in the mirror. I didn't recognize myself and my hair was matted together. Thick strands stickers to my hair and my cheeks. I turned on the faucet, the water gushed out. I'm trying hard to wipe it away from my hair, scrubbing vigorously and olive grabbed my hands away. “Girl, you're going to hurt yourself. Calm down, okay?” She tried to hold me but I'm a bit stubborn. I looked at my face again and the humiliation sparked. “Is it true?” She asked, curiously. I couldn't get myself to look into he
Kehlani.One week later. It was here. Saturday Evening. Today is sporttacular and the school is buzzing with a lot of activities. I was sitting in the auditorium, trying to escape my club mates. I don't want to know who would be the king. I didn't care and I had been distant since I made them recover the account. Although I had to use a professional to help me without getting caught. Of all the messages and pictures I sent to Trevor, he didn't reply any but just dropped a simple message. Have fun. Not coming. I sighed and continued to watch. The hall wasn't filled yet. Some people had gone for final practice. I just wore a nice white lace dress and straightened my hair. Olive wore a similar one but hers was blue. While I'm sitting, it's starting to get hotter and more interesting. I was munching on popcorn and laughing at hilarious skits. I really wished Trevor was here though. It was time for the talent show and some students came out to sing, dance. There was a rap battle between
Kehlani I can't believe I just revealed to Maddie who I was. Something just stirred in me to trust her. She didn't act too surprised. Instead she smiled. “Believe me, I won't judge you for it. I'm in full support.”I sighed. “Thank you Maddie.”“Elliot's just a bad person. He's too hard to understand. He's so difficult.” She wiped her tears. “But let's not talk about that. That's not what matters. What matters is that Elliot wants to strike Trevor. Just warn him.”“Thank you Maddie, for telling me and not keeping it away from me. Honestly.”“It's fine. Let's just go to class. And I'm really sorry for what I did to Olive. Do you think she'll forgive me? I don't know how to talk to her. So please, plead with her for me. Will you?” Her face turned pale. I nod. “Yeah, I will.”The rest of the day, I just bowed my head on the table in class. Thinking about deactivating the account I hacked into. I wanted to stop finally. Even though Elliot wins hockey king or not. I don't care. I planne
Kehlani. Now, I was experiencing hell in school. I lost my friendship with Olive. I'm losing my important fake boyfriend, and I'm living a life out of threat from Maddie. Lastly, Maddie's boyfriend won't leave me alone. The cafeteria buzzed with students and clattering of plates. I walked in alon
Kehlani I shivered, feeling totally ashamed. Olive just stood there confused, her eyes fixed on the milk that kept on shaking in my hands. “Kehlani, what are you doing?” She repeated, staring at me in disbelief. I opened the lid, the carton above the air, enough for the liquid to start pouring ou
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KehlaniI arranged every piece of clothes in my wardrobe. In fact some couldn't contain so I got rid of the old ones which were worn off. I smiled, admiring the change. Olive would be surprised. Olive…fuck. No. That's when the threat rang in my ear. To stay away from her. I don't know what to do